me and gng (my ssri, dnri and anxiolytic) pulling up on the opps (the holes in my brain where all my feel good endorphins are leaking out) on that og shit fr fr (ive been taking them continuously:])

i keep feeling hopeless and awful but then i remember i skipped my meds for 3 days straight

bitches that told me to install linux but didn't mention windows ltsc DIEEEEEE

i think my cat is the only thing keeping me from blowing my shit smoove off tbh

sniffing your own dirty underwear should never be a taboo thing. sniff that shit huff it know what pleasant fucking dirty smells you get to bury everyone else to and let loose. shoot hella ropes fucking whimper into em idk it rules. ok thank u

oh yeah. this is supposed to be an art account or whatever. yeah.

i am going to kill myself if i cant find someone to love soon

yearning

no fucking way.

cant think of anything funny to say, saw the calendar and the date, reminded me of that one tragedy... who would ever buy a calendar anyway

need a dark souls splash screen with text that says smth about another gender neutral toilet is unlocked

am i a good boy,,

if anyone needs a heavily depressed boyfriend that cums a lot and is touch starved and affectionate to a point of canine devotion im rigggghhhttttt heeeeerrrrreeeeee

i jack off with my left hand and hold my nuts with my right if jacking off was in the x-games i would get clowned on and called a poser it wouldn't necessarily be wrong either

ohhh i forgot my meds ohhh i forgot my meds the past 3 days ohhh i forgot my meds for the past 3 days and have been getting stupid faded and lost my track of time and location ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

please let me wake up to hearing the second guy didnt miss his weird pumpkin head please please please

Woah what a shot!

get FFL license grind off serial numbers and identifiers arm trans folk report discrepant inventory as stolen repeat profit?

enderman

since the switch to wellbutrin is giving my sex drive a chance to get back on its feet i really think i need to draw this fucker all sweaty n glistening fuckin the shit out of an old toy or smth...

keep forgetting i have a crow sona. but i be hopping and cawing on the daily tbhs

fatfur method man be like "an i'll keep feeding you and feeding you and feeding you and feeding you..."

the miku k8 is incredible

oral hygiene #furryart

looking back on my previous posts you can definitely chart and create a pretty accurate timeline of when i switched antidepressants/tweaked dosages throughout the year i do be kinda funny tho sometimes so i aint feeling too bad ab it

i accept the fact that we live in a universe ruled by entropy and blind chance. i refuse to be ruled by it and skew the data ever so slightly in my favor by jackin off a lot so there's more particles of me than anything else. i AM the bell curve...

do you foam at the mouth and have an instinct to bite but you’re really nice about it??? Boy do I have the bumper magnet for u!! GET EM HERE!! ko-fi.com/s/e5111f1e35 #art #furryart #merch #graphicdesign

older crap i forgot ab #furry #furryart

need to dry hump big bouncy sweaty butt RIGHT NOW

my new outlook on life is i will kill anyone who ever wrongs me/has wronged me and my friends are always off put by the idea but its like... are u self reporting??? uhmmm hm....

ive started to cut the filters off my cigarettes

neuron misfiring and its consequences #furry #furryart

wanna get a remote job so i can work from home on my work laptop and if the pay isn't the best thats ok cuz i can start doing porn commissions and make up whatever needs to be and also expand my art career

ɢᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴍʏ ᴘɪᴢᴢᴀ

the unyielding shame and isolation that loneliness impresses upon me has transformed me as any large amount of pressure would for any carbon based matter. i have seeped into and through its pores and have found that my love does not need to be expressed to only one. i cannlove myself and the world.

assorted possums for @kappaisrad.bsky.social #furry #furryart

was playing some aneurism IV today

uninspired lately #furry #furryart

no, i dont have any special interests. no, i dont want to pursue my past passions and desires. no, i dont wake up with purpose. no, i dont find pleasure in pain or euphoria. no, i cant define the difference between the two anymore. no, i dont want to try. i am alive.

youtube.com/shorts/LaJx1... this is the most important thing i could ever put on this profile

i should like draw again... but then again these fingers be busy showing this 20 pack of swishers who's daddy

I HAVE NO PROSPECTS IN THIS LIFE I HAVE TO DIE I NEED TO DIE

dont listen to em dont listen to em getting really fucking high is the best thing you can do with your life you should do it all the fucking time man nothing else actually matters the human race is a pitiful one remember what ya boy mark twain was saying ab that shit we just have to keep toking bro

i dont got no friends and im too stupid to draw my emotions out what the fuckkkkkkkkkk

people wanna rig 3d models of their sonas so they can fuck in vrchat? weak. i want to rig a 3d model of my sona so i can have a lifelike shot of my sona commiting suidcide off of the gm_construct tower.

my pussy is wet my nose is bleeding my ass is sore who wants to join my cult :3