Hey im live right now continuing this playthrough! We only have a few hours left and everyone is alive (with a little save scumming)

Still trying my best to post when I am live. So hey I am live right now on the purple app doing a keep everyone alive playthrough of Dark Pictures Anthology: The Devil in me Come watch me try to keep these dumb kids alive.

Trying to be better about posting when im live, so hey im live RIGHT NOW Playing some league and chillin because I could not get my brain under control. www.twitch.tv/Dewdney

I for sure struggle with feeling not good enough, especially as a streamer, I get demotivated really easy and it sucks when I look at numbers and notice massive drops and stuff I get really lost on "why" im not good enough. I'm working on it and im not gonna quit. Just hard to not feel discouraged.

local clown girl causes a ruckus

Escaping prison with Tombomb playing A Way Out live on stream right now www.twitch.tv/dewdney

Live! Playing blasphemous I’ve always heard awesome things about this game I’ve played the intro a few times but never finished it so now we’re gonna crush it Https://www.twitch.tv/dewdney

I almost /g quit life yesterday, I’m okay but I am reaching out t have a conversation with my therapist

Maybe one day I won’t feel like this anymore.

hey im back after being gone for @slurpathon all weekend Live now, Silksong bein angy www.twitch.tv/Dewdney

My last run of Slurpathon! Come hang out while I run Crow country any% I’m live right now, and nervous! Https://www.twitch.tv/slurpeeninja

This next one is for the birds! Only 100$ short from 2k, we're joining @dewdney.bsky.social as he plays through #CrowCountry! Twitch.tv/slurpeeninja

Foot

I dunno how much longer I’m going to be here

Cheese above or below the sauce

Another day of long stream More Silksong, been live - and still am! Come hang out www.twitch.tv/Dewdney

Ive been pretyt bad for not doing any self promotion stuff lately but hey im randomly live for a daytime strema, come hang out Continuing HK Silksong Day 3 www.twitch.tv/Dewdney

I had a fairly low invasive medical procedure today, im doing okay but im feeling pretty rough. sorry for not being around :)

Y’all better say hi to Optimus RN

wait so the g spot’s not where gangsters hang out?

Every time you have an orgasm the song all star by smash mouth plays or every time the song all star plays you orgasm

is it a neurodivergent thing to absolutely HATE the sound of people kissing. Like when it happens in movies or around me it just instantly aggravates me.

On the way back to the airport to head home, last of the spam till the next time I do something fun

Sometimes I take nice photos.

I’m a thirsty lil goblin Jesus.

Hey I’m in the states

Man I do not want to exist. Straight up.

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Anxiety for the last like entire day

Tried to cull my following down a little bit to try and curate my feed a bit more to stuff I want to interact with. I need someone to actually teach me how to use this

Obligatory were checking out the new gooner souls game Wuchang! Come hang out while we explore and probably die to everything www.twitch.tv/Dewdney

still kinda sad and in alot of pain but trying to stream a lil bit, live playing some Destiny 2 www.twitch.tv/dewdney

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Off day feeling much under 100% but still doing a short stream at least, feeling pretty mentally low just working on the Destiny MSQ Live now www.twitch.tv/Dewdney

end me plz

Grinding out last of my challenges and a gambit reset on stream, live now! :) www.twitch.tv/Dewdney

Doing some finishing stuff in D2 for the end of the xpansion with Thrax33 and GenuinelyIronicHD come hang out :) www.twitch.tv/Dewdney

Rules for life, dont stick your fingers anywhere you wouldnt stick your penis

Man I keep falling for people who have no interest in me and I keep letting myself get strung along because I think maybe just maybe they will change their mind. I allow myself to be a carpet because I think I’m worthless and then I feel worse

youtu.be/M4Wil5b42w0 Go check out my Youtube but also check out this PB

I also sadly have a jealous streak and I hate it because as much as I am happy for other people, I also find myself getting butthurt about nothing. I guess I dunno I allow myself to be put in situations where my feelings are taken advantage as well and dont speak up when things upset me

feeling kinda discouraged Ive had a few good weeks, and the last week or so my numbers everywhere are declining, and I know I shouldnt care or look but its hard. And I cant help but let it get to me some.

Learning PVP in Destiny 2 then learning Crow Country for Slurp www.twitch.tv/Dewdney