I fucking did it!!!! after almost 8 hours of trying

"this page may not work all the time" man...

I can't upload videos on r34. Ironically, the progress bar always gets stuck at 34%

i fucking hate this

Art tip: post ragebait on the same day you post your drawing

i created a sfw account on twitter It hasn't even been two weeks and I accidentally posted a ragebait and a drawing, and both did numbers in the same day

also, the bot who used to upload my art there is inactive for more than a week. Rip to one of my biggest contributors. you'll be always remembered

I've been thinking about this. Maybe this mass voting was causing a constant overload on the site, making it crash frequently. If that's the case, I hope this has solved the problem.

with this new update, Upvotes are increasing much more slowly (I'd say 25% of the usual rate). I understand that this was a way to block upvotes generated by a kind of "DDoS on upvotes". The problem is that I can no longer compare my new drawings with the previous ones since the metrics have changed

Lesbians know something about me that I don't. Why am I so close and intimate with lesbian friends?

it's always the same. when i notice i'm gooning to much, i start drinking alcohol to avoid getting depressed and doing nothing. I have to sacrifice my pancreas and liver in order to be productive and still not harm myself mentally.

I thought her icon in the bottom left corner was lifting her leg. It's a pencil

i opened 3 pics at the same time and it returned an error telling me that the rate is limited. what the fuck is happening to that site?

r34 is having serious server issues, constantly down, and the only change I saw was that upvotes can only be given by logged in users. Nice update.

I understand that every artist has their own method and pace at drawing, but honestly, it's frustrating sometimes when it seems like drawing is easy for all artists except me.

Even though I'm facing these problems with depression, I see them as a side effect of having climbed out of the rock bottom, because when the fall occurs, it tends to be higher and more intense. As long as I continue to reward myself for each step I take to get out of this, I can do it.

On the bright side, I continued a commission I was stuck with, and it's turning out much better than I expected. The problem wasn't the practices, it was my mental health.

I saw my cat in a dream. I woke up so depressed. Every day is a struggle to get things done and try not to think that it seems like no effort I make is worth it, that everything just seems to get worse. But I'm trying.

first attempt to listen to this. I started crying within the first few minutes. failed. maybe next time www.youtube.com/watch?v=wJWk...

I wasn't the only one who had that impression when I saw Noodle's transition scene. But some people are saying this is problematic because people were assuming the character was a boy because he doesn't have breasts (?). I thought of it because I thought the character at the beginning was Mowgli

I know it might just be an aesthetic effect referencing Mowgli, who for some reason became Noodle, but even so, it was a brilliant way to represent a transition

Watching the new Gorillaz animation. did They do a boy turning into Noodle? did i see what i think i saw? :O

lunch break, time to finish this

I need to figure out how to deal with the hottest part of the day. Depending on the day, this varies between 4 and 6 hours of infernal heat that prevents me from working. I need to think of a work schedule that doesn't coincide with this infernal period. I also have to do the same for bedtime.

This one is kind of hard to explain. If you have a very thin or translucent line that divides two areas with different colors, to create a more defined border, pick the darker color between the two areas and paint underneath the line. It seems obvious, but it's easy to forget over time.

just had one of these again while drawing

the urge to animate Dasi dancing to this song www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Yoc...

practice: drawing what i see on the internet + detailing circle #1 this is how this practice works: i put a circle in the sketch and everything closer to the center of the circle will be very detailed. The further away or outside the circle, the less detailed I draw

Sometimes I see some drawings that makes me think I'm overdoing it with my drawings, in terms of quality. Not that I want to make my drawings look bad on purpose, but I think I'm focusing so much on making the drawing look good that it ends up losing what it's really trying to express.

practice: drawing what i see on the internet #71

practice: drawing what i see on the internet #70

back to doing the "drawing what i see on the internet" practice

Actually, I'm happy. My brain is so immersed in the drawing that it's allowing me to develop my ideas better. What used to be a nightmare like having to control bad thoughts and the feeling of being rushed is now gradually returning to just being creative. I also have an idea for a dialog

after two hours trying to draw a face, my brain comes up with an even better idea to draw the face. I don't know if I should be happy or mad

I don't have much motivation to post horny thoughts here because my posts are shown to completely random strangers outside the nsfw community, and I can't make my account private. I also don't feel like looking at my feed here because for every piece of art I see, I see 10 doomposting stuff

Who would have thought that eating chocolate in a specific way would help me draw better? this is still very unexpected to me.

There's an 8 month difference between the two drawings. I'm always paranoid that someone will eventually think it's not the same person drawing. My style changes faster than an ice pop on a hot day.

I don't remember saving this image. I must have done it when I was drunk.

finally. free time to finish this

I think her personality is somewhat similar to Dasi's. When I was drawing her and listening to Japanese eurobeat, I imagined them doing choreography to the songs. it was cute

futa sans pussy.... dude she's a trans girl

as i expected, last art not doing numbers on twitter and bsky but doing very well on r34, the algorithmless website. That's why I trust uploading my drawings there and analyzing the quality based on the upvotes. This way, my analysis is more accurate in determining the quality of my drawings.

finished the drawing. waiting for the commissioner approval so it can be posted

I ended up drinking beer and eating pizza yesterday and passed out right after. I'm impressed I didn't get a hangover.

had to go through my old videos to delete some stuff. it was painful. I didn't delete everything. I don't want my cat to just be in my memory, but I don't want to have videos that remind me of her last days. I still feel very guilty for not being able to save her from this disease.