found a video of someone fucking a tgirl and thought "she looks like emma, i have another drawing idea"

drawing stuff i see in my timeline to relieve the brain

Someone had programmed their own bot to upload my drawings and from other artists, but since I created a new account, I think they didn't notice and the bot stopped uploading my drawings. Now I'm relying on the site's original bot for now :P

i can't upload my drawings on r34 anymore because they blocked me for a stupid reason and i don't want to appeal because i'm tired of this and don't want to upload anything there anymore.

as someone who loves closeups. Imma finish this drawing during the night and post tomorrow after drawing a comm

it was supposed to be a sketch. I thought it turned out so beautiful that I'm going to turn it into a full render.

i'm sorry for the last posts. i'm so tired of bad things happening in my life. What irritates me is that it seems like none of my efforts are paying off. And I keep thinking that people think I'm not doing anything and that I'm just making excuses for not finishing the drawings

Ever since I started listening to Eurobeat, I can't stop imagining videos I've watched in fast-forward mode or someone moving frantically. This genre is definitely the soundtrack for this meme.

a weird peanuts

i have a almost 10 minute song based on legend of zelda and chrono trigger and i want to buy a keyboard to play and improve it

I've seen like more than a dozen Emma cosplays, but none with the same skin tone as hers 😞

you notice that you're even more weird when you become more stimulated to goon when you're drawing than actually looking at porn

These short sketching sessions to clear my mind of the main drawing are becoming interesting and helping me a lot

also Dasi finally got her favorite game

I occasionally draw something different to make my brain rest from the main drawing. I was grabbing the first thing I saw on my timeline and this guy showed up

I'm going to design my OC anon who does cosplay with an expressive yet neutral face (kind of like a combination of Ditto face and a mii user face)

Based on what I've seen, here's what I'll try: Create a line layer that will have a line without size variation due to pressure from the pen. Create a second layer that will have the dynamic size variation due to pen pressure that I removed from the first layer.

I accidentally found a post explaining a line drawing technique just when I started drawing the line art for a drawing and i'll use that. It was the best thing that happened today!

how the first page of Dasi tag would like without the reuploads

man why is the r34 bot so broken? Besides not detecting that a version of the drawing has already been uploaded, it goes and uploads it again

tattoo idea. tattoo her near your dick/pussy

Since I started drawing in my free time two days ago, just drawing without any deadlines or goals, I've felt more motivated to draw. It's a tortuous process because i deal with stress and anxiety, but it's yielding positive results.

her outfit kinda gives me Akira vibe and that's why it makes me want to listen to Eurobeat while I draw her

There are artists who are so inspired by others' style that when I see their art, I can't tell whose artist it is just by looking at the image

No matter how much I practice, my problem with drawing isn't a lack of practice, but rather a kind of trauma. I have to admit that I still have an aversion to drawing, as if it caused me harm similar to pstd (probably because of comms and overwork) and burnout is a result of forcing myself to draw.

i'm impressed how Doxy draw skinny bodies ( actually the bodies they draw in general). I'll definitely use their works as reference

search for character age i see this welp it doesn't help. I have a certain aversion to age-up. I don't know if drawing an adult doing cosplay would be a good idea. It always comes down to how weird it is to draw a character whose age is uncertain and there's a chance they're not of legal age.

misread this as furry at work. I was wondering if it was some kind of trend of furries showing what they do for a living.

now that i turned 30, two person said this to me "oh are you 30? so hot!" am i becoming a daddy or something?

I see some Bridget fanart with ⚥ drawn on her hood, instant follow

I think I've gotten over some of what happened. But I still feel some sadness combined with a feeling of emptiness and helplessness when I remember.

I've lost count of how many times I've fixed this face

If I could describe the pleasure of suffering through listening, this video would be it. This shit gives me anxiety, but it's cool to listen to.

i just found out that there are lots of running in the 90s songs. this is a blessing

i love the design of her. I wanna draw her more next year

Back to one of the 300 strategies I have for drawing quickly and without distractions: narrating what I'm doing and guiding the next steps aloud. I find it interesting that I can be more tolerant of my drawings when I critique them aloud. This seems to effectively block my perfectionism.

I just found out through r34 that Emma has a Japanese name (Matiere) because of the tags. tbh i thought it was something Italian.

Although I'm already feeling better, I'm still recovering from the routine I had to establish for almost two weeks of being constantly on alert. Sometimes I get extremely anxious because I think I forgot to do something that I don't need to do anymore.

i saw the face of the death and i want to forget this forever. I just want to think about the good moments with my cat but everytime i remember suddenly my brain makes me think of when i saw her in her last moments.

.... what

I never thought that something bad could make me lose my appetite. Usually something negative makes me need to eat a lot to cope with stress/anxiety. But lately I've been having to force myself to eat in order to be properly nourished.