Getting the cam a little more under control but realistically it might have to go. Only regret I have with it, Not that I did the cam.

Didn’t know @ferristhetoucan.bsky.social was visiting

Anyway I, uh, did a thing

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And of course, was able to get it moved on its own again.

Cold start? New starter should be here tomorrow at least. This one has had it.

Attention soon…. Just like this old thing for some reason

Had other things I wanted to say but honestly it doesn’t matter. Everyone else has their own lives to deal with. I don’t have that person anymore. Managed ok without, before it all. After, I’m not sure. I try to connect but I was never one to be social anyway. This is about the best I can do.

Of course since it only lets me share one video at a time. This is promising

Truck up and running again. Got the fans all wired in and controlled, gotta finish wrapping the harness and securing it etc. quick wire to the ignition coil to bypass the resistor wire and almost there.

Doing a bit better at things… but still not enough. It’s a bit of s struggle when the house still feels like it’s not just me. But very quiet and I know better.

Sleep schedule is so messed up now. Keep falling asleep like 9-10pm, wake up around 3-4. Fall asleep again for who knows how long.

Long and frustrating day at work especially with all the new changes. A shop management system that just sucks that we swapped to because it’s way cheaper. DVIs suck to do. It all takes longer. Can’t even add pics to diag lines, and found a 1k character limit 🙃 for diag that isn’t much at all

Chees party

Mustang washed, clay barred. Didn’t get a chance to polish it but looks better still. Didn’t get very far on the truck.

So I decided I want to use Brando’s ipad to start doing arts again, and in going through his stuff I found the box for his apple pencil. I knew he had one but couldn’t find it anywhere. I was considering buying one this weekend so I could. While working outside, I came in to see this right there. ❤️

I think it’s finally time to work on the truck again

Beans morning

Beans night

Someone drove the racecar to work today apparently

Dye leaks! Bad evap core on a grand Cherokee. As they always do

I can’t believe we actually have a couple of these here 😂. They made special steelies for them I think to match the rest of the fleet

Two new friends from the zoo visit before flying back home. Finally, time for friends

Checking in on the bean cam

Struggling to sleep because now I’m just pissed off at travel stuff. Flight was fine, rental car company fucked me over, long day

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Battlefield 6 exploits 😂

Found my new fursuit 😂

Snep couch

Nice to just… relax sometimes. Needed it

It’s almost been a month. To be honest, as it continues to set in I feel it worse every day. Not a day goes by I don’t end up crying about something. Of course very unusual for me. I’m not very emotional, usually. Also just down all the time now. Sucks

Lmao every time I actually want to screencap something my nvidia thing decides it won’t do it. But game broke yesterday lol

BF6 incoming

This dude honestly might win for most annoying customer ever. I know I don’t post people but this dude always has a million questions, thinks he knows everything then demonstrates he has no idea what he’s doing and needs to stop complaining about things. Spent 10 min looking over my work…

Had a real frustrating day at work again, and just wanted to give him a big hug. So I cried on the way home. God this is going to be hard for a long time.

Just sitting here and feeling this massive void form again. I do try to keep distracted. But damn.

Moved some stuff around. Moved into his bedroom, and bed that isn’t failing like mine. It’s comfy. But all feels a bit weird

This on a government website is fucking ridiculous. What a circus this administration is.

Keep avoiding doing things I need to do

Watched and judged harshly. And guess what? ZERO complaints. Covered everything. Every time I had a thought like “I wonder if he’s going to mention the exhaust pulses” sure enough it was right there. 100% how to do it. Techs could learn better from this honestly. Everyone should. Excellent work 👍

Good company

That telegram status “last seen within a month” thing kinda hurts

Dang it. Found a box for an Apple Pencil however I have been unsuccessful in finding one

Real quiet night…