i don’t like venting on socials but alas. i really have no one i can talk to about this because if i tell my friends here, their reply is gonna be smth like “aww” and if i tell my friends or family in italy, they’re just gonna tell me to go back, not taking into account the logistics and my future.

even just finally talking about it and acknowledging how hurt i am (by my own design and circumstances) makes my chest tight. i just really wish my days weren’t consumed by work/relationship dynamics/staying afloat in adult life. i miss having a support system both irl and online.

i hate that i haven’t been drawing AT ALL. as much as it is frustrating i also derive a great satisfaction when drawing something i had in my mind. i think i could draw so much for snk because it was monthly (and i was a student) and for fma because its a dead fandom so i could take every piece slow

anyway i reexamined my feelings for how the dottore-wanderer showdown went and I actually have changed my mind, it was probably okay. the writers have spent a lot of time building Wanderer’s relationship with nahida (rship with the Self), the traveler (the Other) and the sumeru cast (the Home) 1/3

but why did they have Prune yell “shiiiiiiitttt” in japanese at the end of the quest?? 😂 it feels like they forgot they’re localizing a genshin dialogue and not a normal anime

awwww

i gotta say, this has been my worst run yet. every reset i fear this shitty game mode

such a funny phainon vid!!! vt.tiktok.com/ZSQNHcEBd/

the tt moms saying it’s better to clean up one room at a time might be cooking

these have the same vibe btw

판토레 책 없나 .. 개인적으로 얘네 둘 좀 같이 산지 오래 된 노부부 같은 모먼트가 좋은듯(?

people who go adopt pets at those adoption centers/rescues where they write down how many days the animal has been in their care and the # of days are in the 3+ digits… what are you people doing???? adopting kittens???? save these poor old animals my gosh 😭

i shut down my work pc at 10:30, only replying from my phone whenever i receive a message ✌️ fuck them seriously

🌈♀️♀️🌈

holy fucking shit holy downgrade (bullshit at work)

this is quite amenable too, ohhhh im reading this tomorrow !!

anyway still thinking about pantalone setting up 2 chairs and a table in the temple when he was talking with datattore like it was a date or something. bro your husband is data, he cannot sit next to you 😭

for all the zandik feofan enthusiasts out there 🙂‍↕️ pigeon’s blood by i3furen archiveofourown.org/works/85629501

reading a fic that triggers a ptsd flashback all the while scheduling an outing with a friend and then i wonder why my emotions have been very volatile and erratic lately. my brain is overstimulated thank you very much.

are himeko nova’s hair tips black with white outlines because she’s a drawing that’s not finished? 🧐

i see the argument for pan/ttore b-but i want dottore to dom top … switch ?

squishy 35 yo cheeks vs 45 yo eyebags (+ the long face of a 450yo smoker widower)

the way winter night’s lazzo got me thinking capitano had short hair and pantalone’s was long smh but we won, i actually love long haired capi and the way they modeled pantalone’s short curls, it just scratches something in me

not Lohen getting picked for the Nod Krai expedition because he tried to poison Varka 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

Character Teaser - "Lohen: Standardized Test" | Genshin Impact #GenshinImpact #Lohen Processes are usually standardized for efficiency and mass production. Efficiency lies in making everyone equally vigilant. What gets mass-produced, however, are those deemed unfit.

LOHEN PEAKKKKKKK

ok i’m free i keep thinking about this 1. feofan being sold as a labrat to zandik and somehow zandik decided to “fix him” instead of experimenting on him. bruh what 2. even tho feofan told dottore he wouldn’t stop smoking after the lung transplant, he actually started smoking less 😣😣😣😣

i didn’t get a new anomalous tree marrow from the boss fight this time so i’m checking online (couldn’t wait weeks…) I FEEL SO INSANE ABOUT THESE HOYO WHAT DID YOU DO TO ME

they’re making an anime of the green yuri manga?!?!

Happy Birthday, Paimon! #GenshinImpact #Paimon Paimon never thought she'd be spending her birthday in Nod-Krai this year... and with so many little cuties keeping her company, too! Look, they're dancing in a circle! Don't they look like they're celebrating Paimon's birthday?

HUH??? this felt so short!! also very well written and animated. the amount of shocking reveals!

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almost passed out twice going to the grocery store

i hope all the tourists complaining about those 2 warm May days that reached 28°C are still in japan and enjoying this first of June hell on earth because I AM NOT

so my cat is soooo funny lol if i see he’s hiding somewhere and i tell him to come (out), he doesn’t budge. but if i start saying “omg where are you??”, he will come out running towards me 😂 so sillyyy

i’ve been meaning to rewatch sylus dragon myth but i think im still not ready :) if you know you know

just saw a sylusmc edit to Decode by paramore i’m screaminggggg

Qifrey needs to be taken care of 🫶 #Orufrey

Story Teaser: Those Who Shun the Light | Genshin Impact #GenshinImpact Cast off this cumbersome life, and remain in that eternal instant of evil. Forsake these ancient shackles, and descend into a funeral forged by true flame.

dottore serenading pantalone with the piano whenever they meet was not on my bingo card as well as feofan’s heart being 85zandik’s only. maybe. heh.

and some dialogues were so weird like what are you guys talking about . might be a translation issue though, convos felt weird in the second half of the second chapter - which is the one i had left. or maybe i was just tired, i played it yesterday until my eyes gave up

anyway the final battle was a bit rushed imo, compared to the extremely long build up. i wanted the confrontation with dottore to be longer/talk more

ehmmmm i don’t know if im misunderstanding but pantalone and dottore said dottore planned to have only one of the segments left and they kind of implied that they knew the segment in nodkrai>irminsul would be stopped/die so does this mean there’s another segment left?

atlus gave us a female mc who is sooo beloved once and said “no more, that’s enough”

the p6 girly looks like all the alt lesbians here in japan, we fly so highhhhh

[Rumor] Persona 6 Character Designs and Background Art Leaked - personacentral.com/rumor-person...

in a pool of excitement for persona 6, i need it NOW

uhhhh persona 6 leaks ???? guys i’m scared

just counted and i have 120 pulls on standard banner. lohen they were supposed to be FOR YOU 💢💢💢💢💢

absolutely spectacular amphoreus edit