i have a crush on her

Waking up still mad the only hope we have for this countries future is a political party that posts reddit memes to nazi websites

Anytime im restless at like 3 am, i make sure to go open the door to make sure my parents didnt accidenty let the cat outside everytime- hes outside 😮‍💨 It's like a 6th sense....

might buy theme park tickets. im bored.

Looked her up out of curiosity earlier and Norma Stitz is still making and selling videos and photos. She's nearly 70 now, not shaming her, i'm just amazed she's still got the energy for it when carrying all that weight around, unless she just has a HUGE backlog she runs through.

anyone in europe got a couch i can sleep on

actually now that i think about it bpd + this possible new ocd ive still yet to test for + the startup of T is gonna be a really fun time 😭 /j at least ive got meds for some of the symptoms when they get bad. Hallucinations are gone now thanks to therapy, meds and stress management so ill make it

Requesting that yall keep me in check if you catch me trying to start fights in social media or irrationally posting now that im starting HRT again because I will be quick to anger for a bit

YIPPIE

coming back to this in the morning- Kidou would not send his kid to Teikoku, narratively Sakuma would. Hmmmm

They give us One child and we all start searching and comparing characters genetic traits to see if theres more 😭

SAKUMA. LIGHT HAIR. TAN SKIN. BOTTOM EYELASHES. SAKUMA. IS IT SAKUMA. DID SAKUMA FUCK.

hmmmmmmmmm

Earlier today i was mad wendys didnt have my favorite sauce anymore so i went nextdoor to mcdonalds and lied to them about how i was in the drive through and got no sauce. I stole the zionist sauce and plan to do it again

I miss her so much.

The movie i accidently stumbled onto the set of is releasing soon

there is a pizza in the toilet.

NONONONO NOT THE CHRISTMAS DECORATIONS AT WORK NO NONO PLEASE NO

I was prescribed new antidepressants please work.

I have nowhere to go but home. I do not feel safe at home, so i coward away in my room hiding in my bed, so I dont make any noise and catch her attention- and thus her words of negativity, judgement, and ridicule. This is my daily life. I cant even enjoy my hobbies anymore. Im too afraid of her.

Im in trouble because my mom threatened me and now im being gaslit and told im horrible for something ahe did to me because she wants to pretend she didnt do it, ah... I need to move, i need to get out of here

she smiles the widest when shes threatening people

I wanted to draw today, but my mom just threatened at attack me so I cant be home. Ugh.

Mom threw such a huge tantrum over being told were buying her tickets to the play that we decided she doesnt deserve it. Stay miserable, then.

Work has been so hard on me lately that ive just been passing out the moment I get home, waking up, showering, then passing out again

ina fandom has stepped on my biggest landmine by discovering theres a chest size slider for the customizable female avatar. ...so? "shes a minor! this is so disgusting!" you view the blank doll as a teenager? ....you view boobs as solely sexual objects to be lusted after by perverts...?

Heart palpitations are back so im gonna try to avoid social media and see if that helps

I want a table.... I just want a table, thats all i want. A table I can use to do things. I do not have room for a table- and my desk is taken up by my computer- so I cant really do anything at all. The tables in my house are all uneven or covered in things im not allowed to move.

My heart settled down that was scary

"if you relax and stop being anxious the heart palpitations will stop!" what if im anxious about having them

dont know if that weird fluttering ive felt all day is my heart or a muscle

youtube thinks im latino again

I'm not sure how I feel about people spoiling major H0mestuck plotpoints just to warn people that a few ships will later be revealed to be inc3stive during that plotpoint. I think it's something that should be easy to mute and leave alone given how late the reveal happens

oomfies~ my gamestop is out of miraidon and koraidon codes... oomfiessssss *bats eyelashes*

I passed out the moment i got home and once i woke up i started yearning for a Normal House that i am able to live in. Im confined to my own bedroom all day, im not allowed to have any of my stuff anywhere else. Ive considered downsizing my bed so i can accomodate the fact I have to live this way

I have an incredibly hard time accepting transmasc headcanons for H1roto because his entire backstory is that he is being forced into the role of someone he isnt- The deceased K1ra- So him being transmasc would go AGAINST the narrative of forming his own identity seperate from K1ra.

Im gonna completely be honest, I wish we didnt get the Japanese name option because they somehow managed to write it in the way that'd piss me off most, like i'll have to mute and block all the new fans I see calling them Yuto, Mamoru, and Shuya while the games audio uses きどう, えんどう, and ほうえんじ.

Ive had a lot of trouble sleeping lately because my mom wont sleep until midnight and I have to help her go to bed (despite her being 100% capable of doing it on her own), and most days one of thr animals will wake me up between 3-6 am eirher

Gonna nitpick the Ina11 eng translations Japanese name choices that im dissappointed names are written like "えんど" and not "えんどう" Gonna be difficult to get used to reading and saying "きど ゆと" instead of "きどう ゆうと", im stubborn so I wont personally switch- but new fans...

working theory is that Kidou is problematic media that shouldn't have a fandom and thats why he isnt in the trailer

My Fantasy Life acryllic is here!

This inage doesnt look real

I hope Kidou's dead, irrelevant, senile, or a villian and im so serious

Unfortunately I have added the album to my playlist because the cast is THAT stacked full of seiyuu I like.

I just found a music project made up of a ton of Ina11 seiyuu's and other seiyuu's I enjoy doing character voices, which is a huge win. But it's shota themed, which isnt surprising given their voices and previous roles, so I dont think I should really share it

Worked it out with my dad, shes going whether she wants to or not. We will drag her kicking and screaming to see that damn play she hasnt stopped talking about all year

No sonic, im not entering your world of racing wonder for $90 even if you dangle synthv background tracks in my face

wait. my sister put some money into stocks a few years back with cashapp's thing they do how the fuck do we get that out 😭

I need to bring together a few hundered bucks within the next month to get my mom tickets to a broadway play shes wanted to see forever while also still being able to afford the cons at the start of the year waaaaaah