I woke up at 4:30 this morning to this foot kicking me in the face. I wouldn't have it any other way. Missed him so much.

I'm so excited to yoga and go to the gym and cook for the week. My body is ready to not party.

Ok you got me, I was in NYC for the wedding

NYC is the best. Sad to leave today, but feel refreshed from it's culture.

Last happy hour, at a fantastic bar in the Lower East Side. With my adorable niece and her adorable boyfriend.

Double Down Saloon.

A drink at 96 Tears in "feels like 108"

Clarence Thomas, Neil Gorsuch and Samuel Alito voted against birthright citizenship. Rotten fucks.

I've given directions to two Europeans and neither said thank you. Just walked away. I'm trying not to be racist.

86 at 7. Martini, cropped Necrot.

I really hope the World Series inspires a gay romance series ala Heated Rivalry. I need more.

Wishful...

Ferry ride before it gets REALLY hot this week.

So the sky is awakening as I leave the goth night. Best night.

Headed to goth night. And yes I'm wearing converse.

You guys, Lost Boys on Broadway was phenomenal.

Well guys, I'm about to see The Lost Boys on Broadway.

Fuck it. A pink martini in the middle of shopping at Antique Garage.

Heading out into SoHo, wish me luck!

While President Obama was having a massive opening ceremony for his museum/library/community center in Chicago, he also filled the Reflecting Pool with water from the Potomac and peeled the paint off. Multi-tasking devious son of a bitch.

It's pretty insane that the US can completely lose a war in Iran, owe money, not have rights to the Strait and it's completely whitewashed by the media.

It's really annoying to wait 2 years between seasons of a fantasy show with a ton of characters and plots. I don't know if I have it in me to remember House of Dragons.

A really big joy in my life is getting dressed up for my dark wave/goth shows.

I woke up thinking it was Sunday. Woohoo Saturday!!

Cruel Mourning album release.

I need goth friends.

Pure and utter consternation.

When I can't sleep, my anxiety makes every part of my skin aware of my clothing, the sheets, the fan, the temperature. And every physical aspect interferes with my sleep. It is relentless. My thoughts are entirely a different burden to contend with.

Post-punk, dark wave Show 605! HUIR; THE CITY GATES; ANTIPOLE & PEDRO CODE; BILLY ᛟ ODAL; SHV/ARZ; CIGARETTES AFTER SEX; KISS TO KILL; TIGJEZ; PILGRIMS; ORTROTASCE; BRIDES; KILLMOURE; CYBER NIIOR; TRANSMIGRATION reject.libsyn.com/she-likes-it...

Today I had mangoes for dessert and I don't miss a sugary treat.

Just watched Maternal Instinct on Netflix, a documentary. I remember the story in the headlines, but no idea how insane it was.

Rich, white men are utter trash.

Complain complain rant depressed complain work tomorrow rant sad.

I don't think anyone else went to a death metal festival yesterday while doing their neck stretches this morning in yoga.

Fucking Aborted are charming mother fuckers. Holy shit!

Taking a break at the Gnome.

Omg it's so warm and crowded. First night of Flatline Fest. Clusterfux and Glacial Tomb open.

I think it's a Repube ploy to put me on a Democratic candidate text spam list.

Walking up to Creux Lies, debut from 2018. I was lucky to catch them opening for Twin Tribes in 2021 in Sam Francisco, The Chapel. Have loved them since. creuxlies.bandcamp.com/album/the-he...

PBS streaming scaffolding going up to remove trump's name from the Kennedy Center. www.youtube.com/live/2u7RCg6...

Am I in Trouble? (NJ), who I played this week, has incorporated so much into one amazing new album. This one is the most metal of the bunch. Their last album is great also. amiintrouble.bandcamp.com/track/rouge

Schitt's Creek: (discussing horror movies) "My boyfriend took me to a Michael Myers movie and I never recovered" "Not the Love Guru??" Omg the writing.

I'm super stressed out. On the other hand, I'm stunningly bored with everything.

I loved it back then, love it now. This song came out in 1986, 40 years old. youtu.be/MCOrtJMQmVs?...

Flesh for Lulu and Gene Loves Jezebel, my first concert. My friend's mom took us. Glenn Miller Ballroom/Boulder. youtu.be/Dm35ZUMzDWk?...

At least we have music. All new Show 604! GALVANIST (MT); AM I IN TROUBLE? (NJ); THE FIFTH ALLIANCE (Netherlands); MALADIE (GER); XENOSIS (CT); ELDER (GER); MONOLORD (Sweden); URZAH (UK); DEAD VOID (Denmark); ALL THEM WITCHES (Nashville) reject.libsyn.com/she-likes-it...

It may not look it, but a seat at the bar with this view of Deceits is fantastic. deceitsband.bandcamp.com/album/one-da...

So many people partying on a Monday night at this show. If you are wondering, I am not.

The Knicks booing wasn't enough