Situations and events can change in the blink of an eye whether we like it or not. Life goes on, and it’s not necessarily a bad thing. Changes in habits, routines, careers, etc. are what keep reality refreshing.

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90% discount weekend long, but especially today because its #bandcampfriday

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Day 3 of training on the new day job while holding down my night job part-time. Time to burn the candle at both ends for just a bit. We need the money and I needed this fresh start with a career pivot. Writing and releasing music under Cucurbitophobia will always be here as my passionate hobby.

Sleepwalker Suites and Slate Shadows is an ongoing collection of new piano based suites that tread rivers of avant-garde suspense and gothic sadness. Every track is to be released throughout 2026 one by one until it’s complete. cucurbitophobia.bandcamp.com/album/sleepwalker-suites-and-slate-shadows

Ozzy, my one of two black cats, getting the true love he deserves. Freddie, his twin, is gallivanting by the automatic feeder patiently waiting for it to go off any minute. #blackcat #spooky #fuzzy

Cucurbitophobia delivers dark, discordant, avant-garde horror sound art that sprawls multiple genres. Music that pulls you into the darker corners of your mind and doesn’t let you leave so soon. Save 40% on any releases: Code: jan2026 cucurbitophobia.com/music-merch cucurbitophobia.bandcamp.co

Snowed in, and eerily relaxed.

I’m dropping a full work later in 2026. “Sleepwalker Suites”. Enjoy a tiny sample of “Sleepwalker Suite I” #horrormusic #piano

Been really busy lately. But busy is good! Starting a new job soon while still keeping my other job for secondary income. No rest for the wicked! 🔥🔥🔥

Halloween is yet another day closer. 🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛ #blackcat #halloween #spooky

Nexus Insidias turns 5 years old this year. The opening title track is a raw 17 minute Atmospheric Metal/Industrial opus driven by guitars, drum machines, and haunting synth pads. Inspired by film scores of Terminator, Alien, Lifeforce, and Fright Night. cucurbitophobia.bandcamp.com/album/nexus-...

Save your money and find legit ways to advertise and promote; either on your own or with credible services that don’t offer false promises, bogus playlists, or feedback. I get it. Nothing is free, and promoting/marketing music does cost money. But don’t fall for the blatant scams.

You can tell me that 19th Century Romantic era Classical music or 20th Century Trad Jazz is better or worse than 1990’s Death Metal, 2000’s Crunk or 2010’s Drum n’ Bass, and I’ll tell you you’re neither right nor wrong, depending on the criteria, circumstances, and cultural lens you’re looking in.

Ozzy is right here, having me right where he wants me. 🐈‍⬛ His twin brother Freddie is in the bedroom living the dream and loving his alone time. 🐈‍⬛

No AI. Only some decent lighting and manipulation of color effects on my iPhone. 😈

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“Nightmare Loop” is a 14 minute work of dark atmospheric sound art. It may give you the chills. It may hypnotize you into a nightmare! For sale on Bandcamp and at Cucurbitophobia.com cucurbitophobia.bandcamp.com/track/nightm... cucurbitophobia.com/music-merch/... youtu.be/bKMKxpeqKEk?...

I’m currently watching season 2 of Channel Zero. I’m highly enjoying this Horror anthology series. It’s like Black Mirror but with less focus on technology and futurism and more emphasis on dread and terrifying visuals.

Two moons, same night, different perspectives. 🌘🌑🌒

For all newcomers who have encountered my page, first of all, thank you for the follow. I have promoted myself much recently, but have not talked about what I do or why I do it. I mainly create Horror themed dissonant, discordant music rooted in a neoclassical and avant-garde framework. (1/2)

On my end, 2026 will be much less of a year of bullshit engagement posts. Quality over mere quantity.

I’ll be upfront: Being a recording artist is a hobby for me. Of course, it’s a passionate pastime where I put my 100% effort into all of it. That said, don’t expect me to go out and tour with this. Don’t expect me to write to chase popular trends in hopes of being the next big thing.

Despite being railed by critics, I really enjoyed HIM. It’s a football themed Art Horror film where the premise portrays how compulsive self-sacrifice - doing anything it takes for success and renowned fame - can lead to ultimate self-sabotage.

Starting off the new year on a busy note. Got a lot on my plate already. Will definitely be burning the candle at both ends more often than not this year. But I’m used to the grind.

It arrived a bit too late for this season but there’s always next year and so on! Let’s go for a Slay ride! 🤘🤘

Hail Stitch! 🤘

New Year, New….Nosferatu T-Shirt. 🧛🏻‍♂️ #nosferatu #vampire #horror

Ozzy and Freddie enjoying life, not caring for petty human annoyances like cameras.

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HAPPY NEW YEAR! Whether you’re watching Twilight Zone, watching some horror films set around the holiday of the New Year (Terror Train, Christine, Ghost Keeper), or not watching any movies at all, may you find plenty of enjoyment plunging head first into the unknown once again. (1/2)

2025 was quite a challenging year with some high highs and low lows. Nevertheless, I’m still delighted I was able to create and release some brand new music. Thank you all for listening, sharing, commenting, and returning for more. Ever forward! Happy New Year! 🔥🎃😈🎃🔥

Ohh no. Another non fan insulted my music so viciously on TikTok. I think I’m going to curl up in a fetal position and cry for three hours. Booo hoo hoo hoo.

What will 2026 bring? You’ll have to wait and find out. Here’s a twilight picture to hold you over.

Merry Christmas! 🎄 Felix Dies Natalis Solis Invicti! 🌞

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Merry Xmas Eve!

To all of you who have kept up with me musically, I’ll have more material in the works for next year. I’ll be releasing some music on all platforms and some of it exclusively through my website and Bandcamp.

The Winter Holiday season is in full effect, and I’m shamelessly going all out and celebrating life - responsibly and reasonably, of course.

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Have a Wicked Winter Solstice! ❄️☃️❄️

One more day until Winter Solstice arrives! Explore my album dedicated to the Solstice while honoring the axial tilt! cucurbitophobia.bandcamp.com/album/solsti...

When the moon stares you down from afar like you stare into the void.

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IO SATURNALIA! 🔥🔥🔥

In 2025, I released 2 EPs and 1 full-length. Lunar Hypnosis (Gothic Piano) cucurbitophobia.bandcamp.com/album/lunar-... 21st Century Urban Sorcery (EDM, Retrowave) cucurbitophobia.bandcamp.com/album/21st-c... Into the Foreboding Boscage (Gothic Piano) cucurbitophobia.bandcamp.com/album/into-t...

Came down with a nasty cold or upper respiratory infection of some sort. It's never fun being under the weather, especially not when the temperature is bitter. Not complaining my life away, but I'm just updating you all in case you're wondering why I'm not as active online lately.

Snowy beauty outside my window at the moment.

Since there’s only two and a half weeks left in 2025, I’m giving one major discount through the end of the year. 60% off any one or more individual releases with coupon code: endofyear Or: 75% off the entire bulk discography with no coupon necessary. cucurbitophobia.bandcamp.com