#anxious #theworldisburning How does one even regulate their own nervoussystem?!

#Mentalillness #Struggles #Sociallife #Schizophrenia #Insecureaf Back home from the psychward... Back into the real world... I miss not having to perform, like the ward is great for if you wanna suck up some social energy with no commitment.. Im piss poor at smalltalk and asking questions irl......

#Mentalillness #schizophrenia #unstable #sorryImhere Sometimes I wonder if ill ever be okay enough to have a stable life with a partner and a solid circle of friends... In my good periods I wonder if I made my schizophrenia up. I completely forgot how it felt to be sick, and then boom, relapse.....

#mentalillness #psychward #schizophrenia #art Im so frustrated with my brain! I hate having this stupid ass mental disorder! I cant cope today.... with anything... and I cant really draw. My imagination dont work... I feel stuck... I dont wanna wallow in self pity, but FORFUCKSAKE! breathe.........

#mentalillness #schizophrenia #delusions #psychosis #themind The mind is a funny thing... Cause what do you mean my brain makes up realities and fantasies when im stressed and low and vulnerable... Whats even real anymore? Have I been delusional my whole life? FUCK!

#psychward #hospital #mentalillness #schizophrenia I took a trip to a very special "hotel"... hm.... I wish I could say something motivating or uplifting.. But I was admitted at night, and now my brain is foggy... reality ruptures and spins... sigh... its okay, its okay... (Ill be fine....)

#sticker #redbubble #arcane #fanart #hexanomaly I made the hex anomaly thingy I drew into a sticker... shameless....

#digitalart #doodles #purple Purple doodle time on my Ipad on the couch...

#Digitalart #Art #Malfunction #Glitch I dont work today. Theres an error in my code. Sorry....

#digitalart #art #anwesenheit #creature This is the.. hmm... maybe physical form? Of an almost constant energy following me around... I think this is how it looks like... I cant see it I just feel its presence... It lingers in my halway near my front door usually, but it can roam....

#digitalart #art #artstudy #foliage Iv hit an artblock, where it feels like everything im posting looks like shit... I know it comes down to insecurety in my art. I know where I want to be I just have no idea how to get there and its frustrating me....

#Digitalart #Artstudy #fidget #thiswasastruggle So, this guy! Hes so stinkin' cute but my got the diffuse lighting is a struggle... Im not sure im done.. Maybe? I dunno.. Halp! (Not all art has to turn out good, this is a hill I will DIE on)

my gift for @gobgremlin.bsky.social from the #BJGDiscord 's winter holiday exchange. The sketch that went with it is for the guild's eyes only tho lol #jaycetalis #transjayce

#Arttherapy #Traditionalart #Art #Watercolors #Bigfeelings #creativeoutlet #sketchbook Some of my art therapy pieces iv done.. Nothing pretty or interesting just big feelings on paper!

#Digitalart #Renderstudy #Artstudy #art #facecreams Im in rendering hell, I can hear colors O.o These are my facecreams..... They... they are too blendy, I need another approach....

so don't get too comfortable. #art

ICE killing #AlexPretti should remind you of police killing #PhilandoCastille. Both men had concealed weapon permits, did not draw their guns, & were killed in Minn. These homicides are the price of unaccountable policing. These deaths are variations on the same fatal theme.

#Arcane #Jayce #Fanart #Redraw #drawthisagain One year ago I made my first digital piece.. Did a redraw this morning.. Its.. Its.. Jayce btw... To the right - first drawing. To the left - redraw.

#art #digitalart #artstudy #digitalpainting #imstilllearning A render study of my washi tape...

#Discarded #Attachmentstyles #Limerence #Fuckyou

#Digitalart #Art #Arcane #Fanart #Arcanefanart #Anomaly #Hexcore BEHOLD! The hex-anomaly!

#staysafe Im manifesting safety for the poor Americans that are actually sane and just caught in the crossfire of this world hysteria omg <3

#Digitalart #Art #Mentalillness #Mentalhealth #Healing How my healing journey currently feels like. I am new to having to comfort myself, with no safe person to go to. It feels like static. Like im trying to fill a bottomless hole inside myself. Im not hopeless, and I am still learning...

#Digitalart #Castlevania #Fanart #Sypha I saw this pose base on Pinterest, and eh, I immediately imagines Sypha and Trevor... So yeah ._. Had to get that outta my system.....

#Traditionalart #Goachepaintings #Howlsmovingcastle Some more recent acrylic gouache paintings, this time inspired from Howls Moving Castle... (They are not as good as the Spyro paintings, since I was in my gouache prime back then...)

Bye bye 2025! Im so ready for this year to be over! It have been good for some but have mostly just brought me hurt, so im over it! Cant wait for tomorrow night and bring 2026 welcome!!!

#Spyro #traditionalart #gouache #sketchbook #Spyrothedragon Some acrylic gouache paintings I did shortly before switching over to do digital art. Landscapes from Spyro reignited trilogy.

#ViktorArcane #Arcane #Fanart #Digitalart Its not everything I make im proud of... But I feel like its important to share it anyways...

#poses #artstudy #digitalart #sketch Just some pose studies..

FUCK AI SUPPORT HUMAN ARTISTS.

#mentalillness #depression I want to evaporate

#Digitalart #Artstudy #Hair #Drawing Some hair studies... Im still new to this rendering thing'ie.... sigh

#Digitalart #Art #Illustration #Apple Attempting to render an apple with one eye, while having the other eye on a BG3 stream... It lacks texture, but I have not evolved to that point yet...

#Artstudy #Digitalart #Rendering #Hands Render practice... Im dying

#Digitalart #Artstudy #Feet I think im done drawing hands and feet for a while now!

#Artstudy #Digitalart #Feet I really really hope I dont attract the WRONG kind of attention by posting my feet studies ._.

#Digitalart #Artstudy #Hands Okay, I think im done with hands practice for a while... Might move on to feet?

#therapy #map #conflict Therapist suggested I make a visual map of an 8 month old conflict that still haunt my every being.. every day... and have me much confused... Its.. a lot.. I feel like its my fault entirely, and then I have to remind myself of this....

#digitalart #artstudy #hands MooOOOooRrReEe HhhaAaAANnNNNDdDdsSS

#artstudy #hands #digitalart More hand practice

#cptsd #sorry #mentallyill I dont feel like I matter. I feel like a burden. Like no matter what I do, I do it wrong.

#Digitalart #Artstudy #Hands Some handd sketches

#grief #digitalart #inkdrawing #hurt

#grief #tomourn #digitalart #art #sad ...Like they left this hole, and some days I dont know how to fill it...

#unsable #digitalart #sad #heartache Its been 8 months and im still loosing my mind... I miss them, they have prooably forgotten all about me....

gn

#halloween #ween #pumpkins Happy belated' ween!

#Hornet #Silksong #Digitalart Hornet is beauty, Hornet is danger!!

#Mentalillness #Mentalhealth #digitalart #Therapy Feelings captured and mapped out in color. (From left to right) Messy/Guilt, Mellow/Agitation, Giddy/Excitment, Relief.

#sadness #emotions #digitalart #mentalillness Disappointment & sadness...