bet a lot of babies are conceived on the longest night of the year 🐣 those babies turn out to be Virgos and Libras

🌱 Happy New Moon! remember to set your intentions and sorry no sky photo tonight bc it has been frigid out 🐈‍⬛📷 instead here is my garden cat Meming who always seems to know when i'm in the kitchen bc she will sit outside even during below zero weather until i bring out some costco rotisserie chicken

🍜 broke my intermittent fast at lunchtime with carne asada Chipotle burrito with brown rice and it absolutely hit the spot they also have this new red chimichurri sauce that was too good it made up for the fact that i was bummed they don't offer the seasonal smoked brisket like they did last winter

💫 wish i wasn't on stealth mode bc the cosmic connections are heavy lately wish i could yap it out ✍️ just gonna timestamp the moment here then later i will quote post and write a proper journsky entry about what i'm experiencing but basically getting signs that i'm on track and i am following them_

I have a question for older folks: Did you find that when you went through a course correct moment in your life, sometime nearing midlife or actual midlife years, did you end up with something that was somehow connected to what you were doing around 18-20yo? Sorry if question is vague but TYIA 💫

TFW you learn that the person you randomly kept bumping into works for C3 Presents someone give me a paper bag to breath into right meow_

usually i use restricted service roads to dodge crowd congestion but something Lolla does is put rows of portapotty across food vendors with just grass inbetween and dyk what the kids do they eat while sat on that very same grass area where people walk out of potty and stepped all over like WHAT 😭

✍️ TIL other half of this quote that haunted me ever since first heard bc it made me feel judged for being interdisciplinary which is fine but finding out full quote makes me feel better about being how i am esp since woke up asking what do you wana do today outreach socmedia or tech and answered yes

✍️ sunny but -17° wind chill is the weather equivalent to he's a 10 but he doesn't want kids

💝 just occurred to me that some people have never been to a music festival especially weekend long camping festivals like Bonnaroo or Electric Forest so naturally i wondered if my crush is one of those adults bc he didn't seem like the type during our twenties and no i don't mean a dirty hippie lmao

✍️ they resuscitated her even with DNR bracelet so for 30 days slept next to her in ICU with seven machines one sounded like neighbor's wind chime now when wind blows i hear her i know our dog went first to prepare me for her ghusl i used money she gave me on startup so she is with me in this journey

✍️ one of the devs from my previous startup just developed an app for someone in wisconsin who is attempting a similar thing to my first startup and he might be trying to get me onboard 💡 i never made it clear to anyone whether i dropped my first startup or just pivoted but as i got further into my_

💡 15sec ads are easy for me to brainstorm and create but during mercury retrograde was having cold feet had to remind myself i am a burnetter i got this sure enough was on fire after merx and with the tools we have now i get 3-4 ads ready daily before sunrise indeed Leo Burnett is in my founder dna

🌱⛄ greetings from the northern hemisphere

🌱📷 our final full moon for 2025 the December Cold Supermoon in Gemini 13°

🎶 i can’t help this longing comfort me i can’t hold it all in if you won’t let me 🎶

🥲 said i would work on consistency but then proceeded not to post any food pics for over two weeks haha okay here we go part 6_

💡 nothing makes me switch from desktop to phone screen faster than when the task has to deal with numbers my parents are both accountants and my brother got perfect score on the math section of the sats meanwhile i need to be laying down and comfortable just to tolerate any math related tasks LMAO

me when estranged crush resurfaces: 🔥W H E R E H A V E Y O U B E E N🔥

🌱🌝 tonight is the December Cold Full Moon but with such frigid temps hopefully i can find my snow boots and parka so i can step outside and take photos of the final Supermoon of the year but if not then i'll just stay in and enjoy my bag of orchard apples!

💝 while creating ads on tiktok i discovered under sounds that my crush uploaded his guitar tracks and you better believe my ass will find some type of way to incorporate classical guitar into music festival ads lmao i love him so much 😭

window was slightly open but now frozen so can't close so there's windchill draft in my room but i don't like wearing pants so now legs are cold need my crush to put his body against mine like big spoon situation help and maturing means still having sex with your husband even if he laughs like this

💡 while designing the app i thought of the GrandPad for inspo mainly the simplicity aspect bc festival goers need clean user interface with big toddler buttons to navigate thru the app and goal is fewest possible taps to accomplish tasks bc they might be inebriated hopefully not but just in case lol

what's it like when one of your all time favorite edm songs go pew pew pew and it's a double anthem banger? me to my startup: 🎶 so i'll put my faith in something unknown 🎶 me to the photo of estranged crush: 🎶 and it's hard to love when you're giving me such sweet nothing 🎶

fandoms are toxic i will never partake and hate the word ✍️ just remembered this grown ass man condescendingly tell me "so what have we learned about fandoms?" bc i didn't stand in line with them i don't remember the lesson he said bc i wanted to claw his eyes out and this is my fave artist's fandom

just read an article about same B2B2C model in same industry but occurring in different countries 💡 it was a nice validation bc at the start of all this i used to wonder what the heck would they need my startup for if they could just work together but no actually three way partnerships exist too lol

warm and cozy in my happy state of hibernation aka creative digital projects while nonstop edm plays there is unlimited caffeine chocolate dancing and micro naps 🐻‍❄️☕

why do you post confessions about your estranged childhood crush online? me: 🎶 in the name of l o v e 🎶

every year i would have Thanksgiving dinner at my friend's then we'd go to mine bc she liked the asian foods she lived just down the street from my crush i wonder how many more Thanksgivings until my crush and i actually spend it together or host holiday dinners for our families 💝

hope you are cozy like me right now 💕

nothing much just set the home screen to my crush's photo hbu

💫 really can't wait for mercury retrograde to be over bc it's causing doubts plus moved my period which just arrived two weeks early ✍️ i keep having nagging thoughts wondering why i am business as usual bc shouldn't i be journaling about my mom but i feel hesitant to revisit my posts from a year ago

#INTJ: sometimes i wish i maintained my public facing social media accounts bc there's this ceo peer that resonates w me and find his work commendable but he won't know me well how it all connects so i'll just come off as glazing him eventhough i'm being genuine bc not into superficial interactions_

it's like Creed has fans in every music community but nobody ever outright says they're a Creed fan lol

curious to track whatever this is i noticed where sometimes EDM keeps me focused sometimes it's movies and sometimes it's just daytime or nighttime silence 🧠 what factors decide which of the stimuli will keep me focused with plain black coffee and how many hours sleep current moods moon phase etc_

lately been more in the mood to work with movies in the background instead of music 🎬 picked Stargate (1994) on youtube bc used to have crush on Kurt Russell initially from Executive Decision (1996) also Agent Mulder in The X-Files (1998) but overall truly had no business crushing on grown men lol

🌱🐈‍⬛📷 used to pull meat from the bones for my feral garden cat Meming until i realized she's a tiny panther and will instinctively know how to eat around the bones except idk why i imagined she would use her front paws to hold up a drumstick to her face like in the cartoons

Mercury Retrograde just kicked my ass i knew things were going too smoothly glad i double checked before finalizing like yes i felt a bit silly letting merx get in the way of my plans but that has never failed before 💫 thus i will allow this delay bc it's necessary and there is still so much to do

nothing made me smash the unfollow button quicker than reading some verified account post "Just hit 1500 followers today you may clap now"

just ordered ubereats for groceries bc my amazon order of hair removal wax got bumped to monday delivery so i can't go to the grocery store today looking like i'm on testosterone treatment but i still need grub to lock in this weekend so here we are 🏡 if that didn't make any sense mind your business

💭 dreamt was at buffet called Ponderosa at the beef station the girl behind the counter kept talking and cleaning up i just wanted some beef but didn't want to interrupt her never been to Ponderosa in my waking life so googled it learned it's steakhouse buffet i dreamt something i didn't know about

🎬 Transformers (2007) is on youtube and i haven't seen it in forever which makes me ecstatic bc i love this movie and have forgotten all the parts that makes me smile teehee 💫 what a pleasant mercury retrograde new moon in scorpio surprise i just feel satiated and warm right now so cozy and happy_

i prefer to be a generational nomad on the other site but this one dude about to out me bc i was actually there when a music festival lore began on its first year lol

☕ will try to post in order since my journsky is also a food journal ideally in real time but that's expecting too much from me let's just aim for consistency first :) part 3_

bro still lives rent free in my head a year later he's like my startup's unofficial mascot LMAO

the fucking trademark too ?!?! this is why EDM blasts through my veins 🧠 it is the only gawd damn way istfg lol

the happiest target market on the planet 🫶

i remember wanting to use fun music for ads in first startup but wouldn't have been appropriate bc it was humanitarian tech so obv social issues are too heavy for my light approach now there is clear founder-problem fit and survey results show clear product-market fit 💡 i can't wait to make content

💡 for someone who loathes Instagram i sure do have shit ton of finsta accounts time to recycle those into the company socials bc gonna claim all the plural versions too ☕ this week's tedious tasks fueled by hours of sets from UNTOLD Dubai which occurred last weekend lots of habibi edm and it's fire

knew the swirling grey clouds looked familiar 💫 ran through a similar scene in my dream a year ago