just 3 more weeks until i leave this wretched job. hopefully

its always the online artists with funny bright cutesy cartoon-anime-blorbo art styles that act like total psychos behind closed doors

hate living in this shit ass place where theres one train station within a 15 min walking distance and the only recreational building with seating and wifi is a library that opens at 1pm ?????

kevin humorgruppen bias wrecker arc

list of humorgruppen things that have been ruined for me in the past couple of days - axel simping - daisy and linda - jåo nåo e ja jåo yolo ja nåo - jakob cuck jokes it was fun while it lasted

i constantly see e*rofans thirsting over all the conventionally attractive male soloists this edition like "idgaf abt their song, the entry sucks, but theyre hot so 💖💖💖" but it's humorgruppen/their fans who get all the shit for pandering to fangirls/being shallow and objectifying

saw someone call axel humorgruppen "objectively the biggest daddy of esc 2025" or something like that......words used to mean things.

KAJ, Humorgruppen (school registry name format)

working overtime for the rest of this week, teaching my first class of the trimester tomorrow, unanswered emails, day 382992 into j*b hunt........ 😃😃😃😃😃😃 the weekend cant come sooner

you know what i was super negative about ppl kpopifying That One Comedy Group but actually the ppl hating on them and complaining about how their fans are stupid shallow fangirls who dont know any better are even more annoying. whatever. go crazy. do what you want

ever since i started tweeting about that three-man comedy group, basically every single tweet of mine has private qrts and bookmarks.... who are you people. what do you want from me

doing everything in my power to avoid seeing stuff from kajtwt or tweets about them from non-mutuals but one take i keep getting exposed to is people constantly kissing bowlcut man's ass and attributing kaj's success/popularity to him shut the fuck up!!!!!

the engagement you get from tweeting the most low-effort shit about kaj is truly insane 😭😭

becoming uncontrollably emotionally attached to a hugely hyped and popular fan favorite act is the most cringey and humiliating thing ever i kinda need for them to lose and for me to finally quit this community

ok im finally letting go of this media file brb gonna throw up and bury myself in a ditch

hmm

it's either that or lazy interaction bait clips/photos of some popular fan fav captioned with "best entry ever" "this needs to win" that gets 483929 likes and rts. repeat ad nauseam

new insane details i think about a lot wrt bbb performance - the way kevin says "perkele" and "sveittin lackar, ja ja" - that specific dance move where they put their hands up, and the one where they wrap their arms like a hug

this fandom really is such a bleak brainnumbing environment. everyone only engages with artists and their music based on the entry they're competing with and the one thing they talk about everyday is the same fucking "what result will they get" conversation over and over

the way the vast majority of rando users interacting with my kajpost(s) are joost/käärijä/jokerband fan accounts. it instills indescribable fear in my soul.

cant sleep ..... my entire soul and being is overwhelmed by the soundtrack of the horrors of the world as "vi e karar, karar i arbeit. vi er karar, karar (ahh)" softly echoes in the distance

Mr. A. Åhman of Humorgruppen KAJ if you read this im free on Thursday night and would like to hang out. Please respond to this and then hang out with me on Thursday night when I'm free.

im so obsessed with this nameless robbed diva..... what's her story

it's no longer pitch dark outside when i get out of work so this marks the end of my seasonal depression arc please say it's true

addendum: i have watched the live performance of that swedish sauna song. it's the only melfest entry i have listened to in full. can this win

one week anniversary of me not paying attention to nf season whatsoever idk whats going on and idc i love being blissfully ignorant

heard twt now has a function to turn other peoples drawings into ai and if true im so relieved i stopped drawing/posting fanart months ago

I'm so depressed and in pain and everything happening around is so bad i cannot even put it into words. wow

this place could be the ideal screaming chamber if they let us private our accounts. i would feel so powerful

feeling like pure shit and rotating the beginning of koreas pilates verse in my brain in a desperate attempt to numb the pain

im at the mental state where im starting to simp for the semi-anonymous triibupasta member who either goes by "smuts" or "chrispoiss" because he vaguely reminds me of kohver

bartees strange gig save me. save me bartees strange gig

back-to-back meetings, another work observation, a new lesson i have zero preparations for please just end this week already i had two mental breakdowns, got told off by my boss twice and got a cold sore from stress

twt tl collectively stanning tommy trash, andrei tate and now an eesti laul umk reject type-band except it didn't get rejected from umk..where have we come to as a society

sadly im just using this account to say the same exact thing about how much i hate my job every few days. i hate my job! i need to leave by the end of this year or else I'll fully go insane

first full work week of the year complete, and I'm already done with everything. i don't think i can keep this up any longer

the only thing keeping me alive and running is my sdv perfection runthrough save

does anything make me happy anymore? i don't know

ive been telling myself i need to get over it and move on and find a new interest for months, almost a whole year, at this point and i still cant bring myself to do it. this is humiliating

i do NOT want to go back to work tomorrow 😄😄😄😄😄 save me from this misery

2024 good fucking riddance‼️‼️‼️

practice

yeah it's christmas and you don't even want me at all open.spotify.com/track/6hX5jT...

every day i wake up and remember that põhja korea 5miinust will be hosting eesti laul 2025 and smile

ilus maja ilus tuss hea raha hea nuss

põhja korea (oujea)

horrible insane fact about me. i love the smell of rubbing alcohol esp alcohol prep pads. i have a small pocketful of them just in case i ever want to take one out and open it and sniff it. as a treat