I feel bad that I don't really like Chinese anime, I'm so used to Japanese that Mandarin (at least I assume it's Mandarin) sounds weird to me and I get distracted

one thing I dislike about my autism is my high pain threshold, it's hard to tell when I'm seriously injured I don't feel like my leg is hurting too bad after falling down the stairs but also I feel shaky and like I'm going to throw up is it worse than I realize or is it's something else? who knows

I think they should have stopped stranger things after the 2nd or 3rd season, this season more than any other feels like they're just pulling shit out of their ass to keep it going that said I'm still watching it, it's somewhat entertaining as long as you don't think about it too hard

probably the aristocats I'm not really big on disney movies or musicals but I love that movie

I forgot I slipped and fell down my grandma's stairs and twisted tf out of my ankle it was embarrassing and it hurts like mfer so that part was obviously not great

other than my grandma misgendering me (she's like 80 and going senile, so I kind of took it with a grain of salt) it wasn't terrible my dad and I basically said hi and that's it, which was probably the best case scenario

Gandalf is such a handsome little man

Megatron likes to guard me at night, she lays the in doorway or just outside in the hallway until I go to bed

they aren't super stereotypical other than the spaghetti thing, talking really loud and mostly being catholic my dad is an atheist but somehow kept all the worst parts of being catholic

going to thanksgiving on my dad's side for the first time in like 4 yrs they're Italian so they have super secret family recipe spaghetti that takes like 4 days to make for thanksgiving (there's turkey and stuff too tho)

it deserves it for just this alone youtu.be/rPnOlkpVZ-I?...

I have a such a deep affection for this movie and I'm so glad it's on tubi because it was kind of difficult to find/ watch before now if any of y'all could give it a watch it would make me so happy, this movie deserves to become a cult classic so badly tubitv.com/movies/10001...

at the top of my local news station's website it says: "attention fubo subscribers, don't lose this NBC channel" and every time I think "you can find it on fubo, it's on fubo, just stream it on fubo"

goddammit "whose" house I am embarrassed 😭

my first concert was smash mouth and third eye blind at the university in my hometown when I was in 3rd grade lol

Introduce yourself with 5 concerts you’ve been to okay so I don't really go to concerts, most of these are from when I was really young and they're kind of all over the place - smash mouth - metallica - blink 182 - mija - pale waves

starting in 6th grade (which would have been like 97 I think) I would ride my bike 3 miles into town and sleep over at random friend's houses, my parents wouldn't see me for a week sometimes. I'd call home maybe once a day to let them know who's house I was staying at

I say even though the only musical performance I'm looking forward to is kool and the gang

being forced to watch the parade and I am unhappy because I hate it it used to be okay when I was younger but it just gets more and more cringe every year

I've seen a real uptick in "getting in petty arguments and then dunking on each other" here recently that reminds of twitter right before elon and I'm a little scared there are always those people on any social media site but it used to be pretty rare when it would show up on my feeds

I am eternally eepy

I've heard multiple people say that 5'4" is average height for a woman and I am reeling who would have thought the one thing I would miss about being a boy was being considered short I want to be tiny dammit 😭

I love it when I make it to spooky tiktok it's probably all bullshit but it's so fun to be scared of imaginary dumb shit instead of reality for a little while

we're gonna "fuse"

my tummy big hurt 😭

I like to think I have a pretty good handle on how intelligent I am compared to most people I am above average but pretty average for being above average if that makes sense

I very much dislike people who when they don't like a piece of media instead of criticizing said media they insult and criticize the people who like it like "I don't like this but instead of explaining why I'm going to insinuate that you are stupid for liking it and that I am better than you"

to be fair it's a pretty good 90s B movie and easily one of, if not the best Dean Koontz adaptation bro gets done dirtier than Stephen King when it comes to adaptations

tubi really wants me to watch phantoms

being an undiagnosed autistic is like being born with they live glasses that you can't take off and having slowly suss out that you're one of the only people wearing them

it's like I've gotten to the point where I know it's because I feel like it applies to me and I'm feeling defensive and maybe there's even an element of truth to it and it's also likely my justice sensitivity and blah, blah, blah I just want to know how to let it go quicker

when you see a take so awful that you desperately want to argue about it because you're so riled up but you don't because you know it would be unhealthy and unproductive but it still fucks up for days and you keep having imaginary arguments in your head

I am an infuriating person because things like the fact that I smoked off and on for like 15 yrs without much thought about it but I won't eat the dark spots in potatoes like they're going to kill me

like I and many other people have being doing this for years it's not a new thing, I have phone charms and bag clips that can legally drink

the news is now talking about "danglecore" like it hasn't been a thing forever and they didn't just make up the term, I guess because now people outside of nerds and teenage girls have shit like labubus dangling from their bags

I just watched a reaction video of someone watching episode 4 of fullmetal alchemist brotherhood and fucking cried, they didn't even cry and the fmab isn't nearly as bad as the first series which is how I watched it originally

yet somehow I've still only completed 70% of the trophies

about to do another playthrough of fallout 4 because I had a free upgrade for ps5 and I was like "man I've played this a whole lot over the years I bet it's like 8 or 900 hrs" so I go check 2020 hrs💀

took me like another 15 yrs to come out but I was at least at the point where I would freely admit to thinking trans women were hot and if that made me gay "oh well", which was pretty woke for 2005

teenage egg me would think I'm really cool and probably want to fuck me and honestly what more could you ask for?

it's funny I've worked really hard over the years at being able to humble myself, admit when I'm wrong and apologize. yet people tend to think I'm being fake and not actually sorry because of how readily I apologize but if I throw a fit and make excuses first they're way more likely to believe it

bro makes it look easy, I remember doing this with a pair on tires of my civic back in the day and then I was just like balanced tires are for losers" 💀

the second she reads dudes mind and realizes the bomb is fake

I've been a little disappointed with this season of spy x family but this bit right here made me literally laugh out loud

one of my fav things on tiktok right now "when your house is haunted but the rent is cheap"

post something random or you'll have a december

it's like "do you want to dress like you beat your wife?" (some barely literate man screaming) "GOVX(DOT)COM!!!"

I hate those fucking govx(dot)com commercials. they're so fucking annoying and why are they on cartoon network of all channels

I got almost all the christmas decorations up, my wife came home and cried when she saw them mission accomplished