Jan 22 intake Ate at work again because i was staying late. Though that means i had dinner late and definitely won't fast as long tomorrow. #edsky #edbsky #edtwt #caterpillarsky

TW sh. Update #shsky #shbsky #slitsky #shtwt

Jan 21 intake Broke my fast early because i felt very odd today. I just have to get used to this again. Still under 1k. So it's fine. #edbsky #edsky #caterpillarsky #edtwt

Jan 20 intake I wonder how long this will last. #edbsky #edsky #caterpillarsky #edtwt

I cant wait til i can get past the 16/18hr mark in a fast without experiencing insatiable hunger

Jan 19 intake #edbsky #edsky #caterpillarsky #edtwt

Jan 18 intake 🍅🍅🍅🍅 How am i not 300lbs by now i dont even purge consistently enough for ts #edbsky #edsky #edtwt #caterpillarsky

TW sh How the fuck is this so wide but theres no fat even slightly visible #shsky #shbsky #slitsky #shtwt

Perpetually baffled by my body

Jan 17 intake Binged twice. I didnt even try to calculate it all.

TW sh Update Theyre healing well. Im probably adding more to this arm soon. The smallest ones are already starting to scar. I didnt even realize it until i picked all the scabs off. #shbsky #shsky #slitsky #shtwt #slittwt

Jan 16 intake Omad. Carne asada burrito with avocado. Unknown cals. It didnt taste good. But protein. I guess. #edbsky #edsky #caterpillarsky #edtwt

Jan 15 intake ~770, i took out the avocado from the bowl cuz it looked nasty :(

Jan 14 intake Idfk why i thought anything #edbsky #edsky #edtwt #caterpillarsky

Jan 13 intake + A granola bar at work, so i didnt really fast today #edbsky #edsky #caterpillarsky #edtwt

TW sh Update

Jan 12 intake

Jan 11 intake 26hr fast, broken with a can of chicken noodle soup (180) Im tired.

Almost forgot to post it here Immediately after taking the gauze off. #shsky #shbsky #slitsky #shtwt #slittwt

TW gauze, blood, no wounds Shower time

Jan 10 intake Fasting tomorrow

TW sh part 2: Blood. A lot of blood. This was a mess. Idk dont open this if youre squeamish "Styro" to fat depth. I dont regret this in the slightest

Tw sh Part 1: this one is boring. Mainly scratches, some shallow fat on my thigh

Jan 9 intake I didn't track this so idk idc. Cleaned instead of binging so it's better than nothing #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky #edtwt

Jan 8 intake I binged on almost a whole box of oreos immediately after dinner & purged all of it so yk. #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky #edtwt

Gonna be home alone for a few hours tomorrow and i have ideas in my head for cuts but i need help deciding what to try for Theres no poll option on here so just heart the reply to vote ig #shsky #shbsky #slitsky #shtwt

Heres my dog for some positivity.

Jan 7 intake Idfk. Didnt fast. Didnt count. Ate ice cream after this. I wanna die :3

Jan 6 intake Haters will call it non-purging bulimia Grazed on snacks in the kitchen after dinner #edbsky #edsky #caterpillarsky #edtwt

Jan 5 intake 16hr fast. Not zero cal. I am nothing if not horrifically gluttonous for free food. Theres a secret fourth sandwich i ate. Restarted my fast immediately after and am going to the gym after work.

"dni 18+" then why did you interact with me

Tw sh Quick something before bed #shbsky #shsky #slitsky #shtwt

Jan 4 intake 20hr water/coffee fast I didnt take a picture of this because it actually looked disgusting and tasted very neutral but everyone else liked it so i shut up and ate it anyway #edbsky #edsky #caterpillarsky #edtwt

Jan 3 intake Whatever #edbsky #edsky #caterpillarsky #edtwt

Tw sh How the burns are healing. Im desperate for more but its somehow harder to do these without getting noticed.

Tw sh Really small sesh. Maybe more later. These bled a lot for no reason #shbsky #shsky #slitsky #shtwt

Jan 2 intake 20.5hr 0 cal fast. It was hard to get through but its fine. Thinking about going to the gym tomorrow.

Tw weight I did it before, i can do it again.

Jan 1 intake 18hr fast Not pictured: yogurt (150) Goodnight <3

I genuinely dont remember what i ate the last two days and i don't really care Im going to be better (worse) from here out. I have 6 months. Its either this or i will k!ll myself, people around me can deal with it, it wont matter to me. Im tired. I didn't ask for this.

Alcohol calories dont count in the new year idgaf

Dec 29 intake I dont remember what i ate yesterday, i didnt write it down or take pictures cuz i purged most of it. Idk the calories in this but it was a crab meat poke bowl <3 i didnt eat the sushi, i'll probably have it tomorrow #edsky #edbsky #edtwt #caterpillarsky

Dec 27 intake Everybody point n laugh! Dumbass cant learn to eat less anymore #edsky #edbsky #edtwt #caterpillarsky

Tw sh Most of it's healed. I'll relapse soon dw. #shsky #shbsky #slitsky #shtwt

Dec 26 intake The holidays didnt exist. Water + coffee fast, broken with about half what's pictured #edtwt #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky

Tw sh, burns Picture from today I picked open the other blisters right after this

The auto filters only picking up on sh if theres cuts in frame is. A choice.

Tw sh Healing #shsky #shbsky #shtwt #slitsky

Tw sh burns I forgot to post these here. Few days old now. First pics were immediately after, third was the next morning #shsky #shbsky #shtwt #slitsky

Dec 23 intake I honestly think i weighed this wrong + Monster and a yogurt #edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky #edtwt