day one without mel’s posts

it’s still so weird to (re)watch the rookie after i’ve met them like wdum they were in front of me 😭😭

just showing up here to show my new tattoo to @missoneil.bsky.social like we are bffs catching up 🥹🩵

i really abandoned this account 😭

i’m in love with a criminal (she killed everyone)

does anyone else get second hand embarrassment remembering the interactions with mel or you are normal? or that’s the normal?? 😭😭

i just realized mel called me honey on december 4 and darling on may 4 😭😭 that’s my lucky number fr

i will never feel normal about this 😭

i had a dream that mel posted a video showing her gifts from slc and she was wearing and showing mine 😭😭

the way there’s a picture of mel w my phone but not w me

melissa is just flawless in everything she does (sunday a cutie, saturday a hottie)

question to everyone who sees this… i did this before so, in case i need donations to help a dog that was rescued and need exams, would you help out? 🥺 it’s really not that expensive but the woman who rescued her already has other dogs that also need help and food 😔

saw a page for mel that is “melissaoneilnews” and the missed opportunity to be “melissaonews” 😭😭

my favorite girls 🥹🥹

i could stare at her beauty for hours (i wanna say i do but let’s pretend i don’t)

i was organizing my room and saw the shirt mel took a pic of and now i wanna cry i miss it so much

melissa take me on a hike w you, i have no one to go 😭

i can’t believe i didn’t tell mel she is beautiful 😭😭 MELISSA O’NEIL YOU ARE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PERSON I EVER MET

i’m gonna need a support group w people that went to paris and are not going to chicago bc the fomo will hit different for us

melissa come to my house to drink tea bc i miss you

it’s just lucy chen and her ☝🏽 when she’s mad against the world

worse than lucy falling asleep during their talk would be lucy saying ‘no’ to the ‘move in with me’ question

i will be forever amazed by her beauty

came here to see we gonna have to wait 8 months for season 8, mel didn’t go to the upfront thingy and i didn’t get any of my pics from the con.. bonus: i already know how is the episode tonight

this being true #riplucychen

i miss my chaotic duo, bring them back ☹️

everything hurts and i’m dying

i just cried bc i saw a video of a professional photographer taking pics of a dog and it was SO CUTE 😭😭

made my bro and sil start the rookie after telling them about my weekend and meeting mel 🥹🤏🏽

it’s actually so funny (it really isn’t) that we thought we would get chenford back together by ep 06 and now we are going to season 8 without them

imagine having sergeant lucy chen looking at you like that

to think one year ago i thought it’d be impossible to meet mel and now she has a picture of me on her phone and called me darling 🥹

it’s been 1 week since the craziest experience i ever had! i faced all my fears and went to an international trip alone 🥹 i’m actually so proud of myself for overcoming my insecurities and that means a lot.. i’m insecure with my body, with my face, with my hair, my glasses +

i cut my bangs too short one week before meeting mel and now one week later it actually looks cute

already 1 week since i saw mel passing by so close to me for the first time and i got literal chills

i still can’t believe i actually told melissa she needs to come to see me next time (aka come to brazil) bc i’m not flying for 11h again 😭😭 and the way she was like “i’d love to go” plssss i love her so much

captain zoe andersen would’ve been so proud of sergeant lucy chen 😭😭

me and my meloomf finally met in person 😮‍💨

told my dog melissa called her cute and she looked so unimpressed 😭 i’ll be happy for the both of us

@melissaoneil71.bsky.social @missoneil.bsky.social i don’t remember if i told you that you can put the necklace on the phone’s flashlight and it will show on the wall and also on the camera of your phone and it’ll look like this:

still not home yet but the way i had 2 11h flights and missed my mom’s birthday in btw just so i could meet mel is still so insane to me 😭

gonna miss the rookie live (still not home) but at least i saw them in person 😭😭

my most beautiful girls 🥹

tonight, mel and I are having a:

still can’t believe this is real 😭

mel: oh and let me see your shirt… can i take a picture? i’ll send it to my mom, this is so cute 🥹 i love that is different and it has pictures from this season because all the other ones have old photos IM OKAY YEAH SURE

i’m crying i asked mel to write: to your honey and she literally wrote that instead of to my honey 😭😭 she’s so cute pls

after calling me honey, she also called me darling….. it’s fine, i’m fine

as a proud mom i had to show mel the picture of my dog as my wallpaper and she said “aw your dog is so cute” 🥹 also showed her my tattoo

just melissa taking a picture of me on her phone to send to her mom 🤠