My mental health has really been kicking my butt as of recent. I’m struggling, but all I can do is just keep moving forward the best I can. I just want to hide and not exist.

He is the sweetest and most perfect little angel and we don’t deserve him. What an incredible addition to our little family. 🥰🩵

Debuting at AC this year, here is Fatescanner the cute bun! He is designed to be HUG-READY 😍 I'm opening for new commissions at end of August, btw! #furry #fursuit

It’s so heartbreaking to see the Tomorrowland stage with all that hard work and love go up in flames. 💔❤️‍🩹😢

The only real consistency in life right now is the constant depression, loneliness, and sadness. I’m so over these feeling and the lethargic nature of it all. I miss him so fucking much.

Oops. All sad.

Sometimes I wish for falling, wish for the release Wish for falling through the air to give me some relief Because falling's not the problem, when I'm falling I'm at peace It's only when I hit the ground it causes all the grief.

I feel like I can speak for both of us when I say starting therapy at the beginning of relationship was one of the best decisions we’ve ever made.

Buckley brew! @buckley.deer.place 🦌☕️

One of these days I’d love to try hosting a party at a con that’s got jazz club vibes. Live band, small eats, specialty cocktails. Something that’s chill and sociable.

“It’s the little moments” 🎶🐰

Is being covered in kandi a plursuit?

I wish I could stop this feeling of being exhausted, sad, and depressed. 😮‍💨🫩

I’m really trying to be optimistic about my birthday coming up, but it’s so hard when I see it as a marker of the inevitable future. I’ve been tasked with coming up with stuff to do, but I honestly just want to not exist and fast forward time.

I love my mom.

I love my strange taste in music.

I felt cute, so I’m posting my fit here. 💅✨

mini partial commission i finished not too long ago, this is also a 4-eyed creations original and first comm with static jaw! 🙏🏻🐰 #furry #fursuit #fursuitfriday

I would seriously love to just disappear for a couple weeks.

Joann’s closing is so sad. They’ve got a store just down the street from my house and I’d always just run down there in a pinch if I needed something quick. I’m seriously going to miss that place.

One of my friends linked me this cake and it’s just too cute not to share. I want it sooo badly! (This might just be my stomach talking)

We have chocolate cake in the fridge and I am so excited to get home and devour it.

I’ve been feeling so off today and I’m not sure why.

Grim got me a new engagement ring last weekend. It’s really pretty and I can’t stop looking at it.

@grimhound.bsky.social surprised me with some friends. 🩷💛💚🩵💜🐛🍄✨ They’re incredibly massive and I’m incredibly grateful. 🥰

What motivates people to post on social media? Maybe I just don’t think I have much to say or that my voice doesn’t hold any value. I think next year I am going to try and post more, but my life honestly isn’t super interesting.

Had a little bit of a scare last week with my vision. Went to see the eye doctor the following day and just got done seeing a specialist. Everything is looking good thankfully. I’ll have to have cataract surgery eventually, but we’re gonna push that out as long as possible.

‪New telegram account! 🐰💻💌‬ ‪https://t.me/Aspen_bun‬

‪New telegram account! 🐰💻💌‬ ‪https://t.me/Aspen_bun‬

I’ve been having some issues with telegram and will be creating a new account. Standby for that info once it’s ready :)

Haven’t felt this depressed in a long time. All I can do is keep moving forward and try to get through this, but it’s exhausting.

Nyx the Xero has been completed for NyxFaelan(Twitter) ✨ This suit was such a treat to work on! Check out all its features below

Everyone’s so creative! 🔥 Why not use the towel warmer to soften cream cheese and butter. 🤷‍♂️

My coworker was on the phone with one of their kids and literally just said “Well, being an hour late isn’t too bad for a (last name)” 😂😂😂

I’m just going to say this here, but it looks like I’ll be joining the 🍭🍫🍬 family. 🤩 I’m so excited.

🎶 The best time to wear a string sweater, is all the time 🎶

Honestly, just by replacing the app location of twitter with this one, I find myself scrolling through here more.

This weekend is gonna rock. Four days with @grimhound.bsky.social and awesome dinner to kick it off tonight at one of my favorite places. Super excited!

Decided to take a mental health day from work today. It’s honestly very much needed.

Don’t look at my battery. 😖