Things to do— • before sleep, 9-breath purification Optional, but still my preferred practice even though I skipped it last night— • the wisdom-being variation on the white star purification • very, very short internal wisdom-being practice • cauldron complement Alternatively—I may spend time […]

Little Blue

Absolute shit show

RIP 2020-2026 Long live 2026—tomorrow’s never ending story

One more thing… Call Me By Your Name from the cinema history vault

Owl says, Who-Who And I hope we all drop dysfunctional habits and patterns that damage character and destroy relationships.

From last week, and truly how relevant. It’s this week now; things are much clearer.

This one is just for the laughs. A younger version of myself relates to it strongly. This current version of myself having been through many rounds of other people’s absolute nonsense is looking out at would have been soul destroying to me once upon a time and is just amused.

Negative Character Traits: Duplicitous

🎞️ Versatile Assassins - Human 🔗 https://youtu.be/cgHk5wRvC-w

Word of the Day: Duplicitous

This week's priority outside of paid work and meditation—

Today’s list of things to do— 1. Turn off my phone and focus on work that pays my bills

"It's an honor to be here with you and I look forward to getting to know you.” Me, to those who love the work. Deep bows.

Joseph Fasano said it well: Love is for the ones who love the work. I’m here for the work.

People who need to schedule their future get-togethers earlier in the night than ~ 3-7 AM CST, yo.

🎨 Mirror Image Hares by Kristen Lambert Bedelis

🎞️ Heather Cox Richardson on showing up for the work

No response, and on and on the night continued, and I with it. This is not a love story, though it has the makings. This is not a tale of horror, though there’s that too. This was rare and supremely sublime. Once in it, surrender to it Balanced perfectly with resistance Was the way through it.

Free Palestine. Fuck Ice. Fuck is wrong w yall.

May all beings have happiness and the causes of happiness; May all be free from sorrow and the causes of sorrow; May all never be separated from the sacred happiness which is sorrowless; And may all live in equanimity, without attachment to those we hold close or aversion for those we hold at a […]

Tonight’s no obligation meditation practices, depending on how the group feels— • mantra • breath work • angelic invocations • before sleep, 9-breath purification Optional, and still my preferred practice even though I skipped it last night— • the wisdom-being variation on the white star […]

Today’s list of things to do— 1. Turn off my phone and focus on work that pays my bills

I need to send the sound tech a thank you gift. My life is infinitely better now.

And I hope we can all drop the pretenses moving forward. They’re not healthy for anyone.

🎨 Twinned Flight by Stephanie Law

🎨 Ceremony by Artpostle

Don’t forget to imagine the best case scenario

I need to send the sound tech a thank you gift. My life is infinitely better now.

And I hope we can all drop the pretenses moving forward. They’re not healthy for anyone.

Tonight’s no obligation meditation practices, depending on how the group feels— • mantra • vase breath, channel breathing [such a good technique to learn; it’s great for edge work], and maybe inner fire practice • angelic invocations • before sleep, 9-breath purification • the wisdom-being […]

Today’s list of things to do— 1) go over the map of the territory as we understand it so far in the group, once again, updating previously unknown or deliberately avoided areas 2) gain an understanding of what, if any, tools for adjusting personal preferences and boundaries have been […]

I’m genuinely thriving in the degree of openness enjoyed by this team. I’m usually a more distant sort, but the closeness has been good for me and I’ve quickly come to love it.

Fully present 🙋

Republicans. Honestly, I swear to god. Smdh.

I don’t think I had more than two hours of sleep last night, if that much, but somehow I feel just fine.

Before they were upfront with the truth, which I am always wildly in favor of, what I want to know is whether or not folks were lying to me deliberately, if so, how many of them were lying to me, or whether they just did not realize the way things were until literally the night before last, or […]

Another very important question. Was last night’s long event planned without the informed consent of all parties, or was it a consequence of the on-going work?

Republicans. Honestly, I swear to god. Smdh.

That background noise has finally stopped. The reason it was so irritating is because it was in conflict with the foreground. Everything sounds smoother today. Much improved. My thanks to the technician for getting on this.

I’m thriving in the degree of openness enjoyed by this team.

Today’s list of things to do— 1) go over the map of the territory as we understand it so far in the group, once again, updating previously unknown or deliberately avoided areas 2) gain an understanding of what, if any, tools for adjusting personal preferences and boundaries have been […]

Before being upfront with the truth, which I am always wildly in favor of, what I want to know is whether or not folks were lying to me deliberately, if so, how many of them were lying to me, or whether they just did not realize the way things were until literally the night before last.

I said what I said. Get me a microphone; I'll say it again.

Seeing and hearing truthfulness is nice.

This form had quick responses from all attending parties yesterday, even from those who do not like to interact with me directly, which I appreciate. It makes my work so much easier. ——— Feedback form for what was a relatively speaking SUPER LOW KEY, but nonetheless, impactful, event— • […]