hi chat im alive and i have doodles of an hlvrai au i have and my sona ok bye -⛅️ #hlvrai #artistsona

having thoughts about nick and ellis l4d2..... -🌤

windows 7 virtual machine haha -🌤

i depend on you -🌤 #pluralsky #osdd1b #osddsystem

i depend on you -🌤 #pluralsky #osdd1b #osddsystem

dude i esp hate it when i KNOW that someones there. i can tell theres someone i dont know there and its driving me crazy -🌤

i know its part of the disorder but i kinda hate the whole "there could be so many other alters that i have no clue about" thing -🌤

anyone else get super blurry or like. unable to tell whos fronting when ur high -🌤 (i think)

3 crunchy taco bell tacos and a baja blast -🌤

some doodles of a youtube show ive been watching -🌤 #halflifebuttheaiisonabudget #hlaib

(<- fell asleep while doing school work) DONT fall asleep while doibg school work it makes it take longer to get it done :( -🌤

so tired and filled up on hot chocolate but i need to do so much today urghhh -🌤

#DID #OSDD #pluralsky #dissociativeidentitydisorder #psychology #DIDSky #DIDSystem

all nighterrrr time -🌤

finally moved into my new apartment today. things r lowkey looking up -🌤

burritoooo yum -🌤

half life vr but the ai are mspaint furry doodles -🌤 #hlvrai

i fucking hate people so much why is everyone so stupid ughhn -🌤

SHE CALLED US OUT IMMEDIATELY ON BEING HIGH, WHAT??? -🧷

oh God we're high and the body's mom is about to pick us up -🧷

sooo bored rn -🌤

uh I'm Gordon! I guess. I'm not new to this but im not used to being an alter in someone else's system so cool! I guess, I don't know. I'm not sure yet but I'm pretty sure I'm the host of a subsystem, which I wasn't aware was a thing until today. he/him for me. -🧷

head hurts ough -🌤

what.

multiple people in the back of my mind who i have no clue about when i catch u.... -🌤

idk what else to post -🌤

you ever get that feeling of other alters being around but youve got no clue who they are and have never interacted with them and also you know theyre there but you cannot for the life of you figure anything out about them? cuz i do -🌤

i wish people didn't piss me off so easily. i dont want to be mean :( -🌤

playing hl2 rn (happy 20th anniversary lol) and got jumpscares by the fast headcrab idk if i wanna be on that half life grind anymore 😭 -🌤

Wayne radio tv fanart! I realized I hadn’t posted it here yet lawl

whiteboard doodles -🌤 #freemansmind #hlvrai #oc

me, my gf, and our friend did a hear me out cake LOL -🌤

stuff is so boring recently what the fuuuuuck -🌤

moreeeeee (im insane) -🌤 #hlvrai

moreeeeee (im insane) -🌤 #hlvrai

some eldritch benrey stuff i made at like 1 am last night -🌤 #hlvrai

Gordos/Gordie. He/her for now. 27. Caretaker. Art by legobatmanmovie on Tumblr. -🧪

You ever like, suddenly stop derealizing and become way too aware that everything is real and it launches you into a panic attack?

when the system keeps u out of the loop on system stuff -🌤

said caretaker has also been around for a month wdymmmm 😭 -🌤

i forgot sorreh -🦷

so when was my cohost gonna tell me that an old dormant caretaker has been back for a bit -🌤

my fursona is done who want me -🌤

plurality

tiem to work on mai website >_< -🌤

my fursona is done who want me -🌤

i finally got contacts lets fuckibg goooooo /pos -🌤

new layout lol -🌤