meeting up with a friend today, it's been so long I've hung out with anyone 😭 had a small breakfast and we're probably gonna walk alot but I hope she doesn't wanna eat junk food or smth.

done with studying for a long time, now I can focus on loosing weight full time lmao.

I have to finish my essay today and I have barely done anything ✌️

my stomach hurts 😭

hm 🤔 some is super accurate some absolutely not

🌸todays plan!🌸 ♡oatmeal for breakfast ♡go for a walk ♡look at cherry blossoms ♡clean my fridge ♡do the dishes ♡study ♡rice and chicken for dinner

I've just been a ball of anxciety the last couple of days, I was scared there was something wrong with me but my doctor said everything is fine so now I need to get my shit together.

I don't wanna eat

on my way to an exam I got to see pretty cherry blossoms finally 🌸🩷

I changed everything don't forget me 💔

I'm getting kind of tired of my profile pic, need more cuteness

Next week I'll be done with studying so I can do a longer fast 👌 haven't decided how many days, the longest I've done was 5 days I think.

I'm sick of having so much anxciety, I get triggered so easy and get scared of everything. Always find some kind of sickness I think I have because of like one or two symptoms and get so genuinly terrified. Lost 1kg and can't even get happy because I'm like oh no thats a symptom for cancer -.-

I'm having an I feel disgusted by all foods period right now and like it's nice since I eat so little but I have a test and essay to do so I need energy 🥲 almost threw up the sandwich I had for breakfast

I took a shower today! 🐬💦

how has it already been 8 days of april

I just bought so many strawberrys, strawberry binge time I guess 🍓🍓🍓🎀

I'm freaking out I want all fat off my body now

I'm so tired

manifesting 🙏

after I've done the most important study assignments I wanna do a long fast, been so long since I did it and I just wanna get rid of this fat as soon as possible T.T

going for a walk then I have so much studying to do t.t coffee for lunch ☕️

wish I could live the moomin life

Locked in for april 🧘🏻‍♀️

I've been avoiding sky out of shame, basically had like a several days binge 😭 why do I always have to self sabotage when it's going well -.-

I'm so scared I've gained, completely lost control today and feel like a fat failure.

I hate that I always eat more when I'm with other people -.-

need to look good for them 🫶

the "skip dinner wake up thinner" quote is forever stuck in my brain

I collect cups and this is my favorite right now ♡ trying to calm myself before visiting my grandma 🧘🏻‍♀️

♡ Good morniiing ♡ I'm having a good day cuz I lost 1kg 🦭

I gained 0.3kg (0.6lbs).. I really should not weigh myself everyday :/ it's so hard to resist, buut it does make me less likely to binge

I usually don't like when it's getting brighter during spring but this year it makes me so happy for some reason, I just wanna be outside all the time 🌼

I hate waitingrooms and I'm early 😭😭😭 I'm at my psychologist, she's gonna evaluate if I have bpd so I can take a bpd group therapy thing. I have makeup on for my date later so I'm not allowed to cry 🫥

had a fight with my bf when we were on a nice walk -.- but anyway atleast I've found a perfect walking route that ends up being over 10k steps 👌

going on a date with my bf tomorrow ^^ I'm gonna make food to bring with us so I can keep track on my calories tho 🌸

Fiinally broke my plateau weight, I lost 2kg this week! ✨️🐬yippii

I want to bake cookies but I don't want to eat them and I'm scared I'll binge them all 😭

I'm alone with my brain way too much

seeing someone with my height and my ugw.. o_o

breakfast 215kcal, plan for today: ♡going for a long walk ♡study ♡color my hair ♡another walk

why do we have to live in a world where wine is not zero calories

If you see this, quote/repost with your pinterest homepage 🌸 it really is mostly old lady decor and painting inspo

hmm I, C, H

I'm having a horrible morning hope everyone else has a better one ♡

I wish I could survive off of only strawberrys 💔

bought a new scale, will probably be weighing myself everyday now ~

my family is visiting today and I'm freaking out, i love them but my grandma and mom always say the most triggering stuff -.-

🌼 I FINALLY WENT OUTSIDE 🌼

I failed and didn't go out today 🥲 tomorrow for sure tho