Made a teeny update to my bio. Nothing big really.

This week is vewwyyy stackedddd :3 I hope to see my Dooklings when I'm active on the purple site 💜

I can FINALLY use the copper tools for this upcoming Minecraft monday streamy!! Sucks it took this long for mods to update butttt yaaaayyy

FIRST SNOW OF THE SEASON WOOOOOOOOO

It's snowing!!! Yiipppeee!!!

Thankies to all who came to watch my streammyyy

Truth? Ideals? No, Just Furret! Time for Pokemon Blaccckkk!!! www.twitch.tv/choccykit

Pokemon streamy later today yiippeeee!

I'm not sure if I've made progress today with those sketches, but I've not felt like this in a LONG time, I'm talking 5+ years.

Trying things, really trying!

I did that sketch again. Feels better already, look at daatttt!

Contrary to what I said on my stream yesterday, I had yet another trashy night and I think it's best to rest up today. Tomorrow's stream is guaranteed though. now have a pic of Cinnamon, one of my two ferrets I used to take care of.

Last night was a revelation to me. I can do it. I want to do it, and I will do it. I'm simply unsure of where to start and build up from, but last night was something.

Last time I tried anything like this... April 2nd of this year. A certain someone showed me a lil thingy and I tried it...

A new feature I've added to my VTubing stupidity is quoting things. It's already fucking amazing

Thankies to everyone who came to watch me play badly! I'm absolutely exhausted so Imma take it easy now :3 Seeya Friday!

She hedge my hog until I unleash.... THIS STREAM!!! Playing Sonic Unleashed again!! PNG Mode because I'm really eepy today! Seeya at: www.twitch.tv/choccykit

Geez I did not eep well last night. Anyway Stream at 12 PM EST

Thank you to everyone that came to see me complete Klonoa today! I had lots of fun with the game! Onto the next title! #vtuber #envtuber

I'm Live!!! Seeya there!!! :3

What's a Klonoa? Is it chocolate? can I eat it? Guess I'll find out when I'm live! Seeya at www.twitch.tv/choccykit in ~30 minutes! #Vtuber #envtuber

How do I grow here? I wanna try to build more community but I have no clue where to start.

I had a vivid dream last night but all I remember about it was being handed a box of baby ferrets. What does it mean!?!?

Today was the first alright day after 40+ straight days of depressive trash. Doing the stream today was nice and again, thanks to all who came. Tomorrow's gonna be a REAL stream. Seeya then :3

Thankies to anyone who joined

Just a short lil yappy streamy today because I don't have much time to spare!!! Join or you're a cring dummy :p Starting in 10 min from now! #Vtuber #ENVtuber #FerretVTuber #Cute www.twitch.tv/choccykit

T-minus 30 minutes to streamy! I hope you didn't fogor meeee

Oh gosh I've kinda forgotten how to VTuber uhhh how the fuck do I do this stuff again!?

Alright, here we go... schedule locked, time to get things loaded!

After some thought and nice words elsewhere, against my distaste to promising anything... just this once- I'm going to try again. I'm going to push. Even on days where I feel crappy, I'm gonna try. I'll see you tomorrow :3

Am I entertaining? fun to be around? worth even watching? I try not to, but I keep comparing to others who're that and more. Makes me ashamed cause I'm none of that; just a bad ""vtuber"". My confidence to VTube is near 0, I could use real heartfelt affirmation...

idk anymore. wanna give up on everything.

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1 week of anti-depressants and all I've noticed is a feeling of my brain being squeezed. bleh

I found this goober in my local dollar store

I don't care for holidays much anymore but for those that do, I hope your thanksgiving is a happy, safe, and comfy-cozy one. And don't overstuff yourself with food! It's not good!!

I had a psych eval today. Tomorrow I start a medicine. I'm hoping this helps me with the icky moods and whatnot. I'll see 2 weeks from now.

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"Ahhhh... I hope I can chill and stay the same. Stop the bleed inside and feel again. Cut the chain of lies you've been feeding my veins, I've got nothing to say to you." These lyrics continue to loop in my head.

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Going on indefinite hiatus.

2 years ago today I had to feel pain; a pain in knowing a bright eyed, infinitely joyous companion was leaving me. She was a special first, a bond through soul. In the dark, she was a supernova. Without you I've felt lost. Rest in peace, Cinnamon. 4/16/17 - 11/15/23. I miss you.

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