ex is still paying fr our wifi LMFAO i thnk he 4got its autobilled or smth. hope th paymnt hits at th wrst time 4 him

i h8 h8 h8 h8 h8 myself i need a joooobbbbbb

i had a rly good day w my hsbnd,, n thn tn ofc i had 2 ruin it. i feel so stupid n mean

i just have to ruin everything

im rly scared 2 strm more bc im knda unintentionally rly rude >_<;; i h8 being so impatient

all the malespo in my gallery! 88 images total, I tried to remove any duplicates but there might be some:,) #edsky #edbsky #shedsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky #feathersky #lemonwaterbsky #shedbsky #featherbsky #caterpillarbsky #spo #thinspo #malespo #mascspo #bonespo #deathspo #fitspo

everyone is so fucking lucky i just scream in my own head and think really hard about the self destructive things i wanna do instead of actually fucking doing them

i wanna cwt so fucking bad i haye today i hate myself

how how how HOW is just calling my thoughts and feelings internalized ableism expected to do something for me???? I DONT CARE THAT IM BEING ABLEIST TOWARDS MYSELF IF I CANT STOP CRYING ABOUT LEAVING THE HOUSE, I NEED A FUCKING JOB

so so stressed to leave the house this is insane im panickijg so bad just trying to choose my clothes im not even going anywhere special

scared to go outside.... the world is cold and cruel.... but i need a job :<

i wish i liked eating

i dont want to sleep. i dont want any more nightmares

i dnt wna go outside

wish i cld live off liquid cals

ugh m so tired of living a life i jst wna stream m silly lil games n cwt n not hav so many respnsblties :<

TURNS OUT TH MANAGER AT TH DISPENSY I GO 2 SOMETIMES REMEMBERS N RLY LIKES ME??? mght get a new job easier thn i thought, if a space thr opens up soon

i dnt wna go outside

the internet is truly the festering cesspool of hell born from modern society but even so, i have nowhere else to turn to coz i have trouble getting out of bed in the morning! i dont want to go out! i dont want to get a proper job! im scared of other people! adults piss me off! and im stupid!

c4n4dians callng th rcnt 1ce killngs "drama" n sayng it givs thm 2nd hnd mbrssmnt is,,,,,, yikes,,,,,

AAAAA tummy hurts so bad ths is why i dnt eat right b4 going out,,,,

As someone who worked in healthcare for half my career: Do not - *DO NOT* do this. The amount of data in your medical record is fucking INCREDIBLE and you do not have *any* idea of how granular things get DO NOT feed that into the slop generator that steals shit for profit already. It will be sold

ugh,,, i dnt wna eat brkfst,,, had a lot th past few days,,,,

ugh. jst got up n i alrdy feel so full,,,, i h8 eatng heavy foods fr brkfst :<

m more snstive n cryng more th usual l8ly,,,, idk y bt i dnt like it :< i dnt wna go back 2 being a stupid lttl crybaby i tried so hard 2 stop 4 so long y is it hppning agn,,,,

gna go 2 m prnts house 2day,,,, hav sooo mny chores 2 do frst 😭😭 n not lookng 4wrd 2 how much i eat ther eithr,,,, gna get 2 do more 4rch3ry tho!! i lov m bow sm <3

frst day of 2026 n i strtd my priod,,,, end me

thank you all for surviving 2025 ♥️

gna maybe pop in2 a prty 4 a bit but gna hav th nite home alone wth hsbnd <3 i cnt wait, we hav sake n weed ^^

myyyyyy stmch hurts soooo bad n idek whyyyy 😭😭

i wna get bettr but i also wna get worse so idk wht 2 do

hsbnd told me 2 stay home 2day nstead of going 2 th store bc i strtd tlkng abt my amxiety leavng th house.... bt now hes at wrk n im home alone.....

ok m wth m hsbnd n had some sweets so i feel ok now evn tho we're gna be our fr a few hrs,,,

takng teddy bear blade wth me fr cmfrt... not gna cwt outside th house but i like havng him

i wna cwt so so so bad i jst wna stay home n cwt i dont wna leave the house evr agn

i dont wna leave the house

ugh m so tired of living a life i jst wna stream m silly lil games n cwt n not hav so many respnsblties :<

m so strssd i keep strtng 2 cry >_< jst gtta 2 keep it 2gthr 4 a cpl more hrs,,, i cn cry whn m home,,,, aaaaa i hate feelng like ths,,,

🖤 𝒿𝒾𝓇𝒶𝒾 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝒸𝓊𝒷𝓊𝓈 ℳ𝒾𝓀𝓊🩷

good news: not sick!! bad mews: had 2 clean 2 find out it ws dust allrgies bc hsbnd 4got 2 clean th vents 😭😭 i h8 m body soooooooo muuuuuuccchhhhhh

ugh. i dnt wna clean,,,,

need 2 clean 2day but m sick :<

bleeehhhh had th plane ride 2day,,, abt 2 go 2 sleep n 2mrrw is th fmily holidy prty,,,, i totally ddnt pack good enough clothes but its fine its fine its fine. its not like i told thm i wna study fashion or anythng. except i did.

Intense feelings call for intense solutions #rkgk #illustration

BLOOD #NEEDY_GIRL_OVERDOSE #NEEDY_Pic #needystreameroverload #illustration

AAAAAAA WE LEAVE 2MRRW HELP MEEEE KMS KMS KMS

UUUGGGHHHH got a rly good job opportunity frm a frnd... fr a place an hr away by bus 😭 but it sounds rly good... i mght do it anyway, they dnt open early so it mght be wrth it?

sh // hsbnd n i cwt 2gthr lst nite.... 🥰

evry day i wake up with a tummy ache

WHY IS MY KNEE BRACE COLD 😭💔💔 EVIL