femboys are a liminal gender

this sweater came to me in a dream

i realised my dad was abusive the moment i noticed his eery similarity to Atom Eve's joke evil-dad from Invincible yes i thought he was an irredeemable waste of a character yes i assumed he was unrealistically hyperbolic no i couldn't see the signs

my personality is just three lists of different trauma responses in a trench coat

i've been having to fend for myself for so long now i had a neglectful and selfish mother and she has stained me for life but part of me longs to wake to her opening my curtains again maybe for an hour, reality wouldn't feel so out of control maybe i wouldn't have to fight everything all by myself

the biggest cause of poverty is wealth

heya bluesky, i've been voice training on and off for over a year and have kept a journal of everything i have picked up i have condensed it into 5 key points (in as clear of language as I can!) that i feel really helped me get started as a beginner!! i hope it's helpful 💚

i only feel like i need to protect myself all of the time because i've internalised i am inherently deserving of punishment 😎😎

misgendering Chris-chan is a litmus test she's done some awful, dreadful things but respecting gender should not be treated like a reward for good behaviour by that logic, i'm only being gendered correctly out of courtesy and honestly that's fucked up

as a kid, i'd be reassured that 'if we were all the same, life wouldn't be very interesting' and granted, there is some merit to that... but now, i can't help but interpret it as society needs losers to keep the winners entertained

Kinda forgot that femboys exist, the fashion hasn’t evolved whatsoever since 2020 which is interesting Like will they be still wearing the same thigh highs in 20 years?

hypnosis gives permission to dismiss autonomy an excuse to act authentically, to not need to worry about repercussion any undesirable behaviour can be addressed without internalising failure, change is expected a safe way to both bare and protect a fragile soul the critical mind finds peace 🙏

Gretchen, if Fetch is ever going to happen i promise you it needs to be in today's social climate 🥎🐕

nobody ever really teaches you DM etiquette, it's totally down to your own interpretation of what is correct says a lot about a person 🤸 ⛳🏌️‍♂️

my dentist was so lucky to explore my lips this week

CIS men express an inability to approach women due to fear of looking like a creep these conversations often place both the responsibility for causing and amending women's attitudes on women, as if to suggest it's unfair on men it's shocking how much the sentiment dramatically misses the point

staring into the ceiling of a dark room, hours drift by, it feels like the rest of the world is moving forward into tomorrow without you

Fawn

how anybody can be trans and not punk is forever a mystery to me 😳😳💀

okay chat wtf is this kink i am begging you

starting to think if i didn't bawl my eyes out for at least 10 minutes then it probably wasn't sex

i think ultimately i just want somebody to understand and appreciate every single minute detail of what constitutes my being and tell me that despite everything i did a good job if that's not too much to ask...?

6 weeks ago i taught my girlfriend how to squat and deadlift her posture is noticbly improved, her butt is firm and her thighs are huge! i'm so grateful that she wanted to explore my special interest with me only now do i understand how important it is to me and how much i wanted to share it 🥺🥺

every day I'm overflowing with anxiety about being complicit in systems i have no comprehension of what am i perpetuating without my consent? who's lives am i making worse without even knowing? how does one live with themselves without ignorance 🥺🥺

new movie idea: The Matrix except instead humanity is conditioned into augmented reality and they're not powering machines but capitalist profit margins through retention

heavens the voice acting for the bugs in Bugsnax is offensively charming 🥺🥺

good heavens it's difficult to go from media that feels like it understands how to have a dialogue with you to one that is only designed to help you keep the lights on at night YouTube whiplash so hard it makes you question when you agreed to the lobotomy 💀

Hbomberguy informed and expanded a lot of my understanding of video game environment storytelling i loved his videos for this but only when rewatching his New Vegas upload today have i understood the game questions liberal media, systems and leadship unlike the recent bastardised Fallout TV show

i've been watching Videogamedunkey since his League content, long time fan, love his very unique takes and voice but i can't help but challenge myself to figure out if i'm watching live unscripted reactions or a scripted voice in post there's such authenticity to his expression i may never know

never ceases to amaze me how undemocratic present day democracy is

having a speed-up feature in a remaster always feels like admission of failure by the devs but good heaves does Final Fantasy Tactics need it 😳😳

im a girl main 🥰🥰

stacked my estrogen way too hard, taking forever to fall off gg 💀💀

gender acceleration goes brrrrrrrrr 🏎 😳 🏁

dudes that try their hardest to avoid talking about your body by speaking in a stilted, unnatural manner are so unsettling i don't like to be unconsensually objectified but the desperate attempt to avoid it at all costs only makes the absence more significant you're not fooling anybody princess

just had her bloods taken and didn't even go into panic once!! 😊😊

gaming 😳😳

sending tommy robinson to jail feels like being sent to horny jail; he loves it, that's where all of his friends are

voice training is going well 🌚

'will i be awake in time' is probably a bigger question in my life than it should be

i can't really remember how i looked pre-transition anymore i have to make an estranged strawman approximation which honestly is so telling on who i used to think i was

colleague offered me her perfume so that i could explore its aroma found myself instinctively closing a nostril like it was a bottle of poppers 💀💀

know who else bombed Qatar?

if making it big through traditional capitalist means felt more accessible and didn't shorten your lifespan, would being an influencer lose part of its lustre? should it be concerning that a growing population is turning towards the lottery ticket instead of the loaf of bread

i was today days old when i realised fish don't flop about on land out of panic they're trying to swim

turns out i have PTSD 🤓☝️

being a puppy offers a unique safety when being a child wasn't enough to stop you from being hit

kinda hot 😳😳

early 20th century capitalists always end up looking like winston churchill