Baby girl 🖤✨

What the Fuck...

What the Fuck...

I just feel so bored

I hope one day I feel what it feels like for my nervous system to be able to be regulated and at peace.

They way I wish I can go back to when you looked at me like I was the most beautiful person you've ever seen 🥺

This holiday season doesn't feel very holidayish 🥺

How's everyone's mental?

Say I love you to yourself... actually say it.. admire the things you may be insecure about yourself as you brush your teeth/wash your face.. and then you can go about your day.

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Exhausted.

Damn it's been 5 months😅

Okay I loved Sinners

I want to do something I love and I'm passion about for the rest of my life

That's it I'm going to make money off my videos.

Like school and work should not be 5 days a week... who came up with that shit.

I pray for more flexibility in my job so my work life balance is existent.

I can't wait to actually make a difference but this repetitive work environment is not for me and I really just don't want to be bothered by anyone..

Vs being in a work environment or outside and not having control over it because you have to socialized everyday all day.

Like I am making content alone...by myself talking to a camera. I don't have to actually talk to people and if I do I have more control over it 😭

Trying to explain to someone that you can not want to talk to people or want extreme amounts of attention but enjoy posting content is difficult 😅

Happy Monday✨

Being overly qualified at a job but treated poorly is insane.

Here's to another day dealing with yt micro, passive aggressions and questioning of my knowledge of a career I worked my butt of to get 😌

All that to basically say I don't fuck with people that would be okay with that. I also don't fuck with my past self but she knows we got beef 😒

If you actually cared about someone(who is actively in a relationship or situation)you would wait until it's your time or take the L .. otherwise it's selfish.

Stepping out of a relationship is disrespectful .. but the person knowingly being the other person is just as disrespectful.

Once I hit my mid 20s I started crying over everything 😭

I wish they had an FNP to MD track....😅 I'm done with NP school but now being an MD is looking real appealing

Posting on YouTube is so humbling 🤭 like tiktok everybody look crazy and a mess some days and people dgaf, IG you gotta be more polished not many people say much to me there but YouTube they flat out will say eww you suck just because 🤣

Hilary duff really was that girl

Metamorphosis Autobiography Dangerously in love The Diary of Alicia keys Chariot(so sad he was at a Trump rally) Those albums really were or had really good songs in 2003 idc 🤭

The morning vibe🤭

I work with kiddos so I'm playing A Disney 2000s playlist ✨

Nao is so underrated

Can you all help me finally break 10k on TT and 2k on IG 🥹 pretty please

Ways to make extra money from home?

Videos about poc moving to Thailand keep popping up......is this a sign 🤭😅

Yeah time for me to get off here. I'm all set.

I literally just want to mind my business , enjoy my little family and make my little content. Why is that so hard.

I feel so fucking alone.

Imagine lacking self love, respect putting yourself in fucked situations , working to never repeat those actions again for years after and still being reminded of them. I'm tired.

Healing from my poor choices is just as important as proving I won't make them again.

Im so fucking exhausted.

Trying to change yourself from being the villain in someone else's mind is tragic.

Trying to learn to love yourself when you're reminded why you've disliked yourself is tough

I feel like I'm so entertaining when I try not to be and it'll be when I'm completely alone..... so no one ever sees it but me and the goddesses 🤭 what a waste 😔

I want to go back to sleep so bad but I told myself this is a content day.