Scene XII: Consummation (From “The Fragile Masque of Sanity”) is finally up! Somewhat shorter than Scene XI, Scene XII makes up for it, I hope, with its crescendo and culmination to the tensions of its predecessor.

Kash really took the phrase “Everyone in the world is taken, so be yourself” way too seriously

Sorry for the wait! The rest of Scene XI: Confrontation (From “The Fragile Masque of Sanity: Act Two”) is up! Since Bluesky refuses to allow more than four slides/photos, check my comment beneath this post for the ending of the chapter 🖤

And as also promised, an extract from “Metamorphosis”, Entry Five: Cyclothymic! Taking place outside of the linear narrative, Cyclothymic centers on Bobbi, their perception of reality, and their philosophical/psychological processings. Includes footnotes (not originally included) within the text!

As promised, an extract of Scene XI: Confrontation (from the newly rewritten Act Two)! Returning to the linear plot after the meta-narrative/fiction of Scenes IX & X, Thomas addresses Jean about the nature of their crimes together, his psychological/emotional state approaching its breaking point.

Can someone please make vapable estrogen? 🥺🖤

It fucking crashed AGAIN???

Hey! Sorry it’s been forever since I’ve posted any writing; life has been a bit unavoidable lately. I wanted to offer a brief update about “Metamorphosis” and “The Fragile Masque.” Neither has been abandoned. Both are having new and recent chapters (re)written—about which I will post more soon <3

So, can we talk about the corporeal crisis you get as a transfem when a cis lesbian flirts with you and you suddenly begin worrying that if you don’t look as feminine (or more) as you do now for the rest of your life until death that she’ll inevitably leave you for someone better? Or is it just me?

Honestly, I don’t have anything nice to say. So, I won’t.

It always amazes me how swiftly the people who dehumanize minorities expect sympathy/humanity from the same individuals they spent their free time dehumanizing

Under this administration, I feel like we're less than three months away from the Packers being forcibly renamed to avoid referencing transmasc healthcare.

I liked a SINGLE post from my girlfriend on Bluesky and now my homepage is centering sissy hypno

Developing boobs in your 20s is mad funny, like the fuck was the middle school acne for?

I wish I could know what some writers actually wrote and said; translations tend to leave a lot unarticulated

“Scene XII” of the Fragile Masque of Sanity is done! As one of the more experimental chapters in the novella, I wanted to explore alterations of consciousness and concepts of disassociation. Hopefully this chapter did those themes justice! The second half is in the comments~ (Part One of Two).

Suicide in segments.

“Scene XI” of The Fragile Masque of Sanity is done! Thank you for your patience as I wrote this one, it was strangely difficult :/ Act Two returns to events alluded to earlier in the story. Perhaps now we will learn more about Jean (John) and the enigmatic East End Murderer?

“Scene X” of The Fragile Masque of Sanity is officially finished! While initially included in an earlier post, the re-edited version deserves to exist in isolation ~<3 (Translation of the German at the bottom) “Fresh wind blows “Into the homeland; “My Swiss child, “Where do your feet stand?”

Finally cracked 9,000+ words on “The Fragile Masque of Sanity!” I hope to have a continuation of Scene (Chapter) XI in the next two weeks, at the latest ~<3

Hey, sorry about the two month absence. Depression is a bitch, but she is also MY bitch, so… at least I can use it semi-productively?

Am I visible yet? 🥺🖤

Portraits of the Mimisis

spɹɐʍʞɔɐq ǝƃɐnƃuɐl pɐǝp ɐ ƃuᴉʞɐǝdS puɐ ǝɹᴉɟ uo dn ǝʞoʍ I

Hey. So, I wrote this a few years ago, and it feels a bit more relevant now

Honestly crazy that cigarettes cost like $5 while two bags of gummy worms cost $6. Literally cheaper to be addicted

Do you even see us?

Part Three of “Metamorphosis” is up! I actually finished this chapter a while back, but held off posting it because I was unsure of how I felt about it. More of an “Interlude” than a chapter proper (as it takes place outside the chronology of the main story), I nevertheless hope you enjoy it!

Chapter Eight (Part Two) of “The Fragile Masque of Sanity” is officially up! I really wish Bluesky allowed for longer posts, but hey, you work with what you have.

Chapter Eight (Part One) of “The Fragile Masque of Sanity” is up! I hope you brushed up on your French (or are good at understanding cognates)! I will provide an English translation soon; this is probably the most experimental chapter/piece of writing I’ve ever done, so I hope you enjoy it! 🖤

I never understood why white people do drugs. Like, societally, what are you even trying to disassociate from?

Chapter VII of “The Fragile Masque of Sanity” is up! This is the penultimate chapter before Act I ends, so I tried to combine everything you most seemed to enjoy from the previous six into this one! This is my favorite chapter, personally. I hope you agree! 🖤

Chapter Six of “The Fragile Masque of Sanity” is another shorter piece—serving as a kind of interlude/prelude to the heart of darkness. While it is less action-packed than the chapter before and after it, I once again hope you enjoy my poetic flourishes.

Chapter Five of “The Fragile Masque of Sanity,” a slightly longer vignette, represents a fundamental turning point in the narrative. This chapter also shifts the homosexual/homosocial subtext between Thomas and John into the spotlight. I hope you enjoy it!

“Kiss me, O dual-natured Goddess!”

Chapter Four of “The Fragile Masque of Sanity” is relatively brief, but I hope its poetic prose helps to make up for it!

A companion piece for the poem (Trans)Sapphist, which I posted a while earlier. As always, I hope you enjoy it!

Chapter Three of “The Fragile Masque of Sanity” introduces the character of John, a gifted dresser (resident surgeon) and close confidant of Thomas. The main story—starting properly—begins here, with the discussion of the death of Elizabeth Dott proving the catalyst.

Chapter Two of “The Fragile Masque of Sanity” is a short character sketch revealing some of Thomas’s motivations, upbringing, and perspectives. Since this chapter is relatively brief (and since I finished Chapter Seven already), I'll likely post the next part tomorrow or in the coming days ~<3

Honestly, the worst part of living in an idiocracy is the fact intelligent people remain quiet and unheard while proud cretins scream ignorance at the top of their lungs.

For the last few weeks, I have been working on a passion project—a gothic novella—called The Fragile Masque of Sanity. Set in London in the late 1860s, the story is an examination of aesthetic violence and social propriety. This is the first chapter—a sort of theoretical abstract—setting the stage.

I remain nebulous.

I trust you all have kept up with your reading? 🖤

I must apologize for the repost, but I noticed some minor typographical issues with my initial posting of this poem. This version should resolve those problems. I hope you enjoy <3

“The bright sun was extinguish’d, and the stars “Did wander darkling in the eternal space—”

The Iliad is a beautiful poem; I hope this tribute did it justice…

Come, make yourself at Home. Let me set some Pillows down for you. I Will make you some tea. I trust you. Welcome. ——————————————— (Metamorphosis Part Two)

Inwards and built about My body, this cocoon is Insulated, it is venerable. Its outward face remains Inviolable. Please knock The silk and wait for me To cut you an entrance From the inside.

Sappho smiles upon you~