“because your mother would poison your food. you need food to grow and have nutrients.” he informed her with a nod.

“not the food made by my elf. it’s top shelf level. better than going out to eat.” he said as he finished his half.

“what? you don’t like cheese?” he picked up one half of the sandwich to dip it into the soup before eating it.

“you’re home. i’m not going to keep you locked up. you can come and go as you please.” he informed her with a nod. he offered her the tray and placed it down. “something to fill you up.”

“wait, wait, wait.” he gently pulled her into his arms and brought her back onto the bed. “it’s okay.” reassuring her, he was relieved when the elf came in with the food.

he made sure she was comfortable and watched as she slept. the elf was going to make her some tomato soup and grilled cheese.

he then decided to bring her back to his manor so that she could rest in a room he made up for her.

rabastan rushed to her immediately and pulled her into his arms, rocking her back and forth gently.

“bellamy! please! give me a chance!” he couldn’t believe what her mother put her through, but how could he fix it. rabastan grabbed his wand to control the mass to the best of his abilities.

once he got thrown back, he then got up and sighed before shaking his head. “i’m not lying… if i had known i had a child… i would’ve taken you right away…”

“what? i didn’t know you existed. she got me drunk and bedded me. had i known she got pregnant i would’ve taken you from her!” he said, stepping closer to her slowly.

he didn’t know she existed. her mother never told him anything.

why? he didn’t know about her until very recently.

he comes in peace.

her father.

excuse him?

“get some rest.” he whispered as he crawled into bed with her to hold her close to him.

“i won’t.” he said as he continued to massage her stomach before leaning in to kiss it tenderly.

“then rest up. myself and the elf will take care of you.” he reassured her, had already gotten approval for their break.

“we have a second chance.” he said, rubbing her stomach soothingly with a soft smile, gazing at her.

“but you should’ve…” he frowned as he stroked her face before holding up the baby blanket and tiny stuffed animal. “for our corvus…”

“i’m an idiot.” he said, leaning in closer to her. “i didn’t want to hurt you… my anger… i can’t live without you…” he whispered.

“i know what that’s like…” he muttered with a sigh, reaching out to take her hand. “we’re the others…”he pointed out. “but you don’t have anything to prove. what matters is what you think of yourself….” he said, looking into her eyes.

moving around to face her, he showed her the little stuffed animal and baby blanket. “i heard it’s a boy…” kneeling down, he sighed softly. “it wasn’t your fault. if anything… it was my fault for putting pressure on you…”

weeks went by before rabastan sobered up. the guilt was eating him up. coming back home, he sighed as he went to find alecto. “love?” he asked, peaking around with a stuffed animal and a baby blanket.

already ahead of her.

and she needs to make sure she doesn’t fucking miscarry this time.

fight for her for what? another miscarriage? another chance of being crushed by her? for her lies?

fine by him.

what?! he is not going to risk losing another child!

so what she’s saying is… she can’t have any more children. that she’s too old to have more and she is at a greater risk of losing them.

then who is to blame?

they could’ve grieved together!

well good fucking job! he’s hurt anyway!

he would’ve supported her if she hadn’t kept it a secret from him. because she knows deep down it’s her fault.

he’s got drinking and killing to do anyway.

then she’s being selfish. choosing herself over any hopes of having a children. it will always be her fault. if she’s pregnant again, she might as well abort it.

if bellatrix can take periods of time away for her pregnancies then so can her!

because he’s angry! he lost his son! doesn’t she realize what she’s done? to go on such a mission in her condition?

to threaten her. it’s high time she felt what they’re feeling.

oh, is she going to fall in love with someone else? by all means do it.

drinking the night away.

it was her fault though. leta told him what really happened.

did the potion work, @perpetuaira.bsky.social?

ㅤㅤㅤㅤ❝𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒐 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔, 𝒎𝒚 𝒐𝒍𝒅 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅.❞ ㅤㅤㅤ ☠ ── #𝗁𝗉𝗋𝗉 ; 𝗆𝗈𝖽𝖾𝗋𝗇 au original portrayal ㅤㅤ of ezekiel carrow. ㅤㅤ mature, descriptive.

𝗂 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝖻𝖾 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝖽. 𝗂 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝖻𝖾 𝖻𝗋𝗎𝗍𝖺𝗅. 𝗂 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝖾𝗇𝖼𝗂𝗋𝖼𝗅𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖼𝗈𝗇𝗊𝗎𝖾𝗋 𝗒𝗈𝗎. 𝗂 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝖻𝖾 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝗉𝗈𝗐𝖾𝗋𝖿𝗎𝗅 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖻𝗈𝖺𝗍𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗌𝗐𝗈𝗋𝖽𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖻𝗅𝗈𝗈𝖽 𝗅𝗎𝗌𝗍. 𝗂 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝖻𝖾 𝗂𝗇𝖾𝗏𝗂𝗍𝖺𝖻𝗅𝖾. &&. 𝗔𝗠𝗬𝗖𝗨𝗦 𝗖𝗔𝗥𝗥𝗢𝗪

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she’s gotta be kidding him.

fine. he chooses alecto.

she has to choose one day.