Hello friends. I have created a little interest check survey for a Vanco Horror Themed Bang. Would love for you to circulate this around and provide your feedback if this is something you would be interested in. I will be accepting responses until the end of April. #Zaundads #Vanco #Arcane

BRAIN BLAST. WHERES MY FUNGER POST

(wip) back on my bullshit #vander

gotta get more insane about vanders tits. this is both a reminder and a call to action

sometimes im like "well surely aloes not THAT bad for my skin" and then i happen to touch my face after drying my hands with a towel my mom dried her hands with after washing her hands with her soap that has aloe and then my entire face breaks out for a week

guards! milk that man!!

im still thinking about vander being suddenly self-conscious of his body post-reconciliation. before it was just a fact of aging and he wasnt trying to impress anyone but then silco comes back and vander worries that silco thinks hes let himself go, in both physique and ability to keep fighting

playing funger2 rn and rotating ideas about arcane funger2 au.... vander running the bar like daan does...

something something vander saying hes going out to get bread and silco having a howls moving castle strap reaction

idea stuck in my brain of vander doing like. a sexy calendar as a fundraiser.

alt text: tumblr user ghostapop: i feel like a lot of fandoms pride themselves on being gayer than the source material but have they considered being less racist and less misogynistic than the source material as well . could be revolutionary

lays on the floor sobbing. some of my students said theyre going to be sad when my class is over 😭😭😭

something something vander getting shanked or something & going to the cannery (uhh idk how he knows where silco is) because he doesnt want the girls to see another parent die & hes banking on silco still feeling responsibility to take care of them if theres no one else left.

its also Get Really Emotional About Sanji o'clock

anyway i want to draw another vander. possibly a vanco. but my brain has forgotten how to formulate ideas.

[talking loudly on the phone] yeah i just think silco is unfuckable in like a mechanical sense like it would be like trying to thread a needle with a hotdog. he gets his pinkie finger up there and feels like a size queen.

i think its important to note that transfem aus/interpretations in fanfic are not nearly as ubiquitous as transmasc aus/interpretations in fanfic. like lets think about some reasons this might be and how they could correlate to certain societal and systemic elephants in the room.

having one of those days where its like. i mean i always feel like im just stuck borrowing some random body thats godawful but sometimes i can distract myself from feeling that way & today is not one of the days where i can distract myself.

puts my head in my hands. vander turned out p cute in that drawing i kind of want to draw some more if my brain lets me.

"im at soup" is exactly the zosan dynamic

cw: preg, omegaverse (implied) redrew it + prettied it up a bit. anyway im forever a saggy tits silco believer.

soapy anime titties but its vander. aaaaaaaaand post.

okay so theres a bit of a roadblock which is that i redrew the doodle i said id redraw but describing it is 😬😬😬 but im not posting it without alt text

Character type I’m a massive fan of: big guys who just wants to be held gently

puts my head in my hands. has there ever been anyone as babygirl as vander NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

chapter 1 of nipple clamps fic POSTED babeyyyy #vanco #zaundads #vander #silco archiveofourown.org/works/82240401

something something pit fighter vander (older vander mayhaps?) wearing lingerie under his clothes. probably not a bra if hes fighting shirtless + underwire would do some Damage but at LEAST some panties.

survived my day of hell and it was actually less hellish than expected 😌 also 2 students drew pictures for me

anyone mind if i just. lays on the floor.

can we please. mention how making v delicate & waify is regendering yes And Also serves to paint j as big & brutish & dangerous in comparison, feeding into the racist conception that POC are an existential threat to whiteness & must be tamed by an innocent white person to save them from themselves

It’s not just cishet white women either. I feel insane when I talk about how pervasive lesbophobia is, how mass culture AND sub culture queer fandom CONSTANTLY prioritize men/mlm/relationships between men.

in a jv jsamn au jayce would be SEGUNDUS heimerdinger is norrell this makes viktor childermass which makes singed strange. "well what would the hexcore be" vinculus. next question.

was trying to say "shrinkwrapped vander" yesterday but could not for the life of me find the word shrinkwrapped & the best i could manage was "freezedried vander" 💀

oh im realizing that saying "wasting my effort trying to come out" sounds dismissive, what i mean is ive decided i dont have to put myself through that fucking circus ever again where i have to like. justify my transness with supposed "evidence" that ppl can shoot down by going "hmm. actually no."

i know ive said this before or something like it but tbh trans jayce has always been the default reading of his character to me

if i took a brief detour in the Month of Vander to draw a zosan would anyone be mad at meee

sexualize that old man saturday

u Know they got up to something. #vanco #zaundads #vander #silco

Kinda tired of seeing the "smaller" one feminized. Let the big one be in a dress. He'd look LOVELY.

ultimate dream ever would be to cosplay andrey pathologic <-- guy whos never cosplayed in his life

i keep forgetting his arm hair. who the FUCK shaved him. #vander

okay i Need to draw some more vander when i get back from dnd

had the thought of silco kissing vanders stomach & vander feeling Some kind of way about it. in addition to ticklish i mean.

Not much of a view luv. #vander #arcane #arcanevander

vanco is milf4milf representation

do u ever have a fic idea but its just on the verge of too triggering to write. i know those dingdongs would get up to [incredibly loud incorrect buzzer] but my ability to write it hinges entirely upon whether Anything Stressful Has Happened That Day 😭

new icon teehee

they are in LOVEEEEEEEe. #vander #silco #vanco #zaundads

gets another vague fic idea in the middle of still not having finished the fic im currently writing. + i want to draw more vander. LAYS LOUDLY ON THE FLOOR.