yes! & not in the “i love my kids because they’re my kids” kind of way. i sincerely enjoy being a mom & we have an awesome relationship. i probably wouldn’t even be here if it weren’t for them.

i swear i’m not conceited, but #mood 😌🩷

“luther” been stuck in my head for 2 days, so i been walking around school & work belting out “if this world were mine” at random moments 😆

today was my first day of class by the way. i can honestly say the nerves just went away and in hindsight, i don’t really know why they were here to begin with.

i used to either wear my hair either all hanging down or in a low ponytail damn near my whole life — jet black, deep side part, no in between. as i get older i’m so restless with my hairstyles. i just changed it up a week ago and im sick of this shit already. gimme some highlights or something 😭

supply list for nursing school longer than a roll of toilet paper omg. & then you can’t really wait for student aid because you need a lot of your things well before it’s disbursement dates. i’m literally just winging it at this point, happy to be here 🤣

i’m finally off tomorrow. i’m going to church and then i’ma lay down and start getting acquainted with this material before monday.

definitely do.

can anyone recommend a good setting spray? by the end of my shift, my whole face done transferred from my fingers to my paperwork and i am tired 🫩

i never really had to start studying before class starts, but we have an exam on our second day of school. i’m honestly nervous they might pop up with one on the first day tbh. 🤣

i’m planning to order a new bed and i’ve wanted a canopy bed since i was a kid, but idk why i’ve always associated them with children.

i’m so excited for nursing school, i don’t even care if it’s gonna whoop my ass 😭

Put it on my tombstone.

i have so many “OMG 🫩” moments when i get off. - when i walk in the door and smell my plug ins. - when i take my bra off. - when i take my shoes off. - submerging in the tub. - finally laying the fuck down.

board of nursing approved heaux 🥳

i had to work with just myself and my district manager most of today and she was basically standing there like a shadow, watching me, talking about “pretend i’m not here”… ma’am… HOW? 😂

this, but *kids good instead of pets.

on another note, the fit was super cute today with my all black & my lil beret. too bad i wasn’t in the mood for pics. and i know that thang was thanging back there because it felt heavy. 😂

today was… a day, but we made it through. my uncle, my uncle… i’m thankful for the wisdom, the laughs, the ups & the downs. i can sleep well knowing no matter what, i was always the niece that came THROUGH, & i’d do it again 10000 times. i love you just as much as you loved me. get your rest now ♥️

neutral good.

my son said “i see why you don’t like fireworks sometimes… that was almost indistinguishable from gunshots” 😂

little but i’m BIG ✨

i had the little glow words on my walls that said “good vibes” but now i think i want a custom one that either says “big bella” or “big mama” 🤔

my daughter completely took over my tiktok a year ago & i didn’t log in to realize til today 😭 what in the actual fuck?

🤭💗

i started playing around on capcut to make one video and fell in love. i hardly use social media at all, but i have so many videos to post somebody gonna see this shit 😭

then why my cousin came in the chat (6 hours later mind you), talking about “so… ole unc done bit the dust huh?” bitch, what in the actual fuck is wrong with you?! 😭😭😭

they found my uncle deceased this afternoon; i’m assuming he passed sometime overnight last night. today’s been extremely sad, but i keep finding myself thinking “who the FUCK told this nigga he could die two days before christmas?!” I’M REAL LIFE PISSED 😭

oh yeah, and fuck niggas—get money.

in 2025, i bought & moved into a new home, started a new job, made 4.00s in spring, summer, & fall semesters, made a 95 composite on my HESI-A2 despite having only 7 days to prepare, & i was accepted into a very competitive nursing program with only 20 seats. 2025 was a year. 2026 is mine 💕

the board of nursing is literally giving me the blues, but i will not fold.

no one is even taking real graduation pictures anymore, it’s all ai generated. my cousin graduation pictures don’t even look like her, smh.

i can tell women just be going for anything these days because men come across a woman that expects a man to be a gentleman & act like she has three heads.

idk why i just find it so rude when a man wants to see ME and asks me to pull up on him. i don’t be bothering or worried about y’all to begin with, the fuck do i really look like?

feeling this much regret over talking to someone you’ve only dealt with for a week is insane. i legitimately hate this dumb ass bitch.

that’s why when y’all have these debates about kids in your 20s vs 30s or no kids at all, i shut the fuck up & go about my business because i *know* i did the right thing for me by not only having children, but having them in my twenties. i truly couldn’t be happier & i have not a single regret.

i know i was supposed to have my babies in my 20s because in my 30d and now that my kids are older, all that stupid ass noise younger kids make for no reason literally irritates the fuck out of me 😩

i return to work tomorrow after one day off & i’m not off again until next tuesday. i don’t think there’s a single place i want to be this much other than where i currently am — HOME.

i live for a good bread pudding but i don’t think i’ve ever tried rice pudding in my life.

their body butter is literally everything though. i’d spend more on it. 😭

but when people said things about his boo when he was shot, they were horrible people that deserved to lose their jobs and be shamed. what’s the difference here?

i love my life 💕

this train gonna keep on rolling 🚂

if you wanna leave baby, go head and walk out the door. one thing you gotta remember is one monkey don’t stop no show.

i wonder if they’re trained to ignore lines and move slow as FUCK at the dollar tree.

this is such a good “how i met your father” story, lol.

same. i purchased a new place, planned to start all over, and ended up needing all of the money i planned to start over with to get into the new place to begin with. so many surprise expenses. now i’m just thuggin how i’m thuggin, lol.

i, on the other hand, am not the least bit surprised lol.