Peace, fam. Tomorrow is a new day. 🩷

this train gonna keep on rolling 🚂

if you wanna leave baby, go head and walk out the door. one thing you gotta remember is one monkey don’t stop no show.

i wonder if they’re trained to ignore lines and move slow as FUCK at the dollar tree.

this is such a good “how i met your father” story, lol.

same. i purchased a new place, planned to start all over, and ended up needing all of the money i planned to start over with to get into the new place to begin with. so many surprise expenses. now i’m just thuggin how i’m thuggin, lol.

i, on the other hand, am not the least bit surprised lol.

Make sure to give yourself grace. We alway talk about forgiving others and giving them grace but fuck them. Forgive yourself. Give yourself grace. Love yourself.

2026 about to walk me like a dog but in the best way possible.

it’s my year baby 💕

i’ve been doing so well being consistent with my daily morning intention and gratitude journals. i write twice per day, and seldomly skip a day unless i accidentally pass out after work, lol.

i went back to my favorite plug-ins from 2019. scent is tied to memory & 2019 was one of, if not the, worst year of my life. i stopped using the plug-ins because they made me relive the trauma & i said i wouldn’t use them again until i was healed from it. i’m healed & my house smells amazing 💕

i still think her coochie was itching and that was her cover for scratching it because why was she literally beating it? there’s a bitch i wish i could slap that hard right now.

i don’t even respond. i’ve answered that question enough on interviews this year.

i would’ve been so embarrassed.

mine af.

why would anyone be sleeping in jeans anyway unless they’re going to bed unbathed?

i still walk around my place every day and think *sigh* i love it here 😌

i’m seriously just going to wait until i graduate and leave state to even attempt to find my person. i believe with all my heart they’re simply not here in louisiana and i’m okay with that.

just said i’m finished with men and now i need my ass ate. go figure.

real boring 😴

literally every time 😭

i’ve had the worst experiences trying to date these last few months. i’m just over it. this probably why my ex sitting back in the cut thinking “she’ll be back” … ain’t nothing but shit and piss and that pool.

do not dm me. do not attempt to “get to know me”. no, you can’t take me anywhere. today i’ve officially decided i’m cool on niggas altogether. i’m not trying to date or get to know anyone. thanks, management

i would feel so grown up with this luggage, i don’t know how to explain it. gorgeous.

the kids and i are going to church as a family for the first time ever this sunday. when we usually attend, it’s always as a group with our extended family for a holiday or event. i think it’s past time for us to establish a church home of our own.

dating is not fun like it used to be. it’s honestly depressing and disheartening as fuck.

one time my ex & i had a domestic incident & he took my whole wallet & went to new orleans. not only did my grandpa bond me out, he drove me all over N.O. & we had a stakeout to find him. then he hopped out & got all my shit back within seconds 😆 he was always down for whatever. i miss that man.

when you choose yourself, everything around you will choose you too.

look at my damn youtube recap for the year. my daughter needs her own email address real bad. i didn’t even finish watching it 😭

That woman CLIMBED OUT OF THE WINDOW to ask that man to play her for her heart ….AND HE DUNKED ON HER TO WIN!!!!!!!!

i stay for a lot of things but i truly don’t think i can handle physical cheating, domestic violence, or drug use. & that’s mainly because i’ve experienced trying to stay in spite of those issues in the past. i’ll never do it again.

people are always complimenting my real name when i tell them what it is. idk why i just never cared for it 😭 call me shay and call it a day.

we had orientation for my nursing program and i met my cohort today. i even made a friend, lol.

working from home on top of being depressed and a homebody, looking a mess nearly every day can make a person begin to feel unattractive overall. now i go outside daily, i’m happy, & i get told how beautiful i am randomly by so many people a day, i’m actually starting to believe them again 😂

got my cameras set up incase a bitch tries to play around my crib again. i’m gonna stomp this bitch so hard her mama won’t need to bury her.

photo dump 💕

i have way too many good qualities for a bitch to treat me like i’m not her.

i was talking to this guy. he was sweet at times. he came to see me at work today & brought me food on my lunch break without me even asking. unfortunately he hit strike 3 later on tonight. you only have so many times to play with me. bitch, blocked.

i might be the only person in the thibodaux-houma area with a sort of active bluesky account. other than my ex and i blocked him the first week 😂

i never want to work this many days straight again. every part of my body is telling me fuck me right now.

my grandma wants me to be back with my ex so bad, always talking about how fine he is. first of all, lady please. and secondly, you go fuck him then granny.

i got my $180 diffuser to work again and i’m just so happy i didn’t throw it away. i had it packed away with my seasonal decorations just incase it decided to start working again someday 😂

i wanted to sit outside for a while & enjoy the breeze but my ex is being weird again so before i left out, i told my teenager “if i knock on the glass that means bring yo ass” and he replied “but if i’m in the shower, i’ll have no power” 😭

about to fall asleep with an outer space documentary playing in the background. i can say that today, i did my best and that's enough for me. good night y'all 💕

i left my phone at work today and really felt it. kept finding myself wanting to grab it to send a text, adjust the thermostat, find a tutorial, check my to-do list, write in my journal, order some sodas... i realized today how much of a major part of my daily life my phone actually is.

One of the major reasons we are here right now is that the white electorate does not reward politicians for making their lives better if that improvement also benefits non-white people.

i was in such a rush to leave work this evening, i left my phone on my desk, we're closed, and they haven't given me my keys to the building yet.

i'm unbelievably terrified of these and possums. i would've peed myself 😂

i just know there wasn't a drink in the building that could wash that meal down.