Absolutely torrential rain and thunder and flashes of lightning, window open, cool breeze.

Happy St Melangell's Day Big day for us here.

I'm off work tomorrow and the boy has gone away for a few days so at least I can process for a bit 🥳

She’s home and Big Mad also they never gave me her salad box back so I’ve none of her favourite things but they did give me propanalol which she’ll be on for 14 days then they’ll run tests again and see how she’s doing, so at least they’re reasonably confident she’ll last another 2 weeks I guess

Was going to leave Lola stay overnight in the vets but we got a good bit of bad news so I'm going to pick her up now just so she doesn't have the stress.

Let me go outside after my stressful and sad morning for a bit of a sit

I’ve dropped her off, her weight was down again so we’re a bit worried. She was clinging to me in the vets it was very hard to leave her 😭

You don’t see clock beetles anymore

Licking your foot and jamming it in your ear, how normal

I’ve packed Lola’s salad (frisée lettuce, bok choy, red pepper, mint, coriander, dandelion leaves) her hay mix, her favourite pellets (excel with cranberry) and her treatos (pea flakes) and got her carrier ready and all I have to do is drive 70km first thing in the morning

Tricking Lola into eating by leaving an open bag of hay, saying ‘do NOT touch that’ and leaving the room

Tiny ereader is my Purchase Of The Year

My last glass has disappeared now so fuck yous and fuck this and fuck everything I'm getting a takeaway

Just saw a reel of someone getting chocolate raclette and it’s awoken something in me, deep in my bones

The anxiety!

This lil guy going all out in my garden

I've to pack lunches for lola for her heart scan, I'm scared because what if they judge what I feed her and give out to me

can't wait to go home and stare at my rabbit

Shudder showing a movie about me greeting visitors to my house

Won’t be making it to boxing tonight either as I’m just home and also in pain

All very well wearing black cords to work until you have to grab a little rabbit for her medication I’m here covered in fluff and hay

I fell earlier ( one of my falls? ) and I really hurt myself. I still went to the gym but I regret it now as I think I Did Something

Had to pull over to sleep on my way home but slept for an hour and now I can’t move my neck

Vet ringing with Lola’s blood results ‘we are a little worried about low PCBs and…’ Me: oh she had that before Vet ‘she’s eleven she’s had everything before’

pretty much what the vet said to me today when we were discussing Lola's options

Ori and the Blind Forest is such a great game I love it

Seems to be a controversial take that a bunch of Arnotts security guards shouldn’t be able to execute you in the street for potential shoplifting

Stole one of the boys lemons to make a cake

Lola has a problem with her heart (aside from being too big) so they want to do a heart scan (not covered by her pet plan)

Oh yeah that's the stuff

so Lupita Nyong'o the face that launched a thousand ships vs elon musk the face that shipped a thousand lunches, ok I see

It's gut stasis. I have all the drugs here and she's eating and pooping but we're heading to the vet tomorrow to see if the weirdness is because of gut stasis or the stasis is because of the weirdness

My gym is having a 'competition day' and we're all in teams and that's all the info we have, I said today 'The trainers will probably drop us off in Balrath Woods and hunt us for sport' and a woman got annoyed and said 'I'm sure they won't do that 😡' alright ye humourless sourface

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President's sister got got again? I wonder would we have heard about it if she wasn't the president's sister. Fair play to her either way, I like the cut of her jib

Bringing Lola to the vet tomorrow as something isn’t right

I’ve gone from ‘ok so the margin needs to be adjusted by 1mm and the Pantone isn’t quite…’ to ‘oh just print the fucken thing I’m sure it’s fine’

Rabbits dream with their ears and mouth

Another fucken week of it now

Until you fix the Housing Problem you're not going to fix the Car Problem, unless you fix the Public Transport problem.

Skidootling up the M3 in this bad boy

Ordered a book from (Irish Bookshop) I look forward to receiving it sometime in October

I’d give a kidney for a blue slushie right now

Nice video up now by my gym capturing me trying and failing to do renegade rows last night, the barbells were hurting my soft girly hands, anyway I have weights gloves now so I'm unstoppable

It’s almost unbelievable that Róisín Murphy would actively participate in a conversation placing her merits alongside Sinéad O’Connor’s. Embarrassing that she considers her cultural impact in any way comparable. Totally fucking delusional

Everyhting society fears about trans women are just things creepy cis men do that society never punishes them for. If ti was really about safety theyd be pushing creepy cis men for their bullshit instead of making exuses for them

I am baking a cake about it

Buckled with cramps and sad as fuck and worried about Lola but here I am, going to boxing

Announcement! I have a new YA Horror coming out with @littleislandbooks.bsky.social! It's out this August!

Here we are once again. Surely not this time