“Remember: just because this person might be the best you’ve had yet, you’re allowed to want better.”

“If your friend came to you and described the person you’re feeling anxious over, would you tell them that they deserve better? Or would you be kicking your feet in excitement for them?”

“Don’t want to be kicked out of someones flat? Don’t be a dick.”

“I woke up the next morning replaying the night in my head. I thought I’d fucked it, god damnit. There’s nothing worse than being overly cocky with substance use and ending up with your head over a toilet bowl.”

“I promise this has nothing to do with what you’ve just said, but if you could please play some music.. Loudly”

“I had a constant knot in my stomach and could barely eat for weeks. It took every ounce of self control to maintain my independence and not fall into this all-consuming bubble of bliss.”

“It’s funny to think skin from the top of my body has moved to the bottom, and it’s just there. My mouth is on my coochie .. <insert joke about which lips here>.”

“So I’m chill, trying not to play with it because it feels very odd in my mouth (wink wink, nod nod). However, I go through a period of going in and out of sleep with mouthfuls of blood. I need a bed pan to spit this into and it feels very, very wrong.”

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"I think there’s also an element of dysphoria that’s bubbles up within me. All of these men seem to have built a language I’m not familiar with, and when they all have penises there’s no hiding their bodies in case of safety, or worrying that they’re going to be asked to leave."

"Later on in the evening I found myself sitting next to Pepper in the hot tub. At the back there are reclining seats in the hot tub so we’re almost laying down next to each other. We slowly turn our bodies to face each other more and more and his foot starts to touch mine."

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"I caught the eye of one guy in there and couldn’t quite tell if he was giving me signals or not, so I didn’t presume - this guy will come up again, so let’s call him Pepper."

"This was probably one of the nicer saunas I’ve been to, the lighting was nice, the hot tub was large and (seemingly) clean, though the yellow lighting in the water did make it feel like we were all bathing in a body of piss."

"I was out in London recently and decided it would be the perfect night to test out a gay sauna alone. I had researched a few trans masc friendly saunas and the closest to me at the time was Pleasuredrome. So at midnight on a Saturday night, I walked myself there and signed in."

"You’d think this is embarrassing for me to tell the world, but honestly I’ve met enough people who are also pissing themselves or on themselves (voluntarily or involuntarily because of one reason or another), to no longer care. Dignity? Who?"

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“I did not get a shag, but I did get the satisfaction of making an egotistical twat feel bad about himself, and that dopamine lasts much longer.”

“I excuse myself to the bathroom, and promptly get out my phone. I spam my boyfriend with 8 texts in one minute and he doesn’t reply. My heart is beating in my chest, I’ve never confronted someone in my home like this, what if he get’s angry? What if he hits me? Worse, what if he hurts my cats?"

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“It wasn’t the kink itself that was the problem - it was the secrecy and shame that came with it. The more I hid it, the more dangerous my choices became.”

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“Kink is supposed to be about freedom, but for many - especially queer and trans people raised around shame - it can feel like a test of morality. You wonder if your desires make you a bad person, if your fantasies say something dark about who you are.”

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I’ve briefly mentioned this story a few times, but I thought I would lay it all out in its glory, because if anything, it could be a useful lesson in identifying red flags. Here is the story about how I ended up hooking up with a man who foreshadowed his own arrest - during our meet.

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“I promise this has nothing to do with what you’ve just said, but if you could please play some music.. loudly” I’m still not sure if he assumed I was going for a shit, or to be sick, he quickly put his headphones on and told me not to worry. (read more...)

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