I’m not completely certain but I have three friends with severe nut allergies so it’s likely. Plus, I’ve been gazzillions of people since I was born, the odds are in my favour

Indeed I have!

Please send tips

i’ve heard you have questions?

todays teef tune 💃🏽 🪥 youtu.be/MJA9B0qEURs

What’s funny is the tube is 30s away from the platform but there is another train stuck there too so it can’t get to the platform and that is the stop I need to get off at

train nerds, what’s a points failure? Yes I could google but I like having real people tell me

The tube is stuck in a tunnel and they don’t know when it’ll be able to move again. Do I live here now

How dare you be the monster in my story. How dare you treat me so terribly.

There is too much going on in my head atm and idk how to deal with it so my body just keeps making me throw up with anxiety instead. Bodies are dumb af

I just want to be wearing a comfy cosy safe graphic tee, but instead I’m having an anxiety attack at work in boring work clothes.

Is it always going to hurt like this? To be so easy to throw me back to that awful time?

*pterodactyl screeches* morning

@sarahndipity.bsky.social I met Matt Dinniman and Jeff Hays today!

You will not break me

I guess it doesn’t help that today I saw two people who fucked me up big time.

need to not overthink the bad stuff and just get home and sleep and pretend I’ve not been thrown back a billion steps mentally in the healing process, I’m probably just very tired

the river looks nice tonight

I am the problem here

Time to overthink my existence and wish I didn’t exist

Anyway, I met Matt Dinniman and Jeff Hays and they’re both wonderful and funny and I am thankful for their work

I will not let her ruin my night fucksake ugh

I am in a queue with the person who traumatised me a few years ago and having to pretend I am okay and not about to have a panic attack

I am surrounded by nerds it’s wonderful

am I really me if I don’t almost get hit by a car multiple times while out on my own

I am hiding in a store to waste time before an event but the person who I thought was my best friend who then decided to cut me out of her life bc I didn’t reply on instagram works here and now I am hiding from her in the store while also hiding to waste time Ooop

Yesterday was one month since I threw up on my way to work lmao

find me. 😴

*curls up teeny tiny*

I want to create playlists with you

just going to wrap your arm around me, don’t mind me, just crawling in close here, shhh I won’t take up much space

craving, yearning, dreaming

it would be so different with less distance

Please can I have five dollars

Please can I fall asleep to your voice

tomorrow is going to be the longest day but I get to meet Matt Dinniman so that makes it worthwhile

need snuggles

time to listen to music and try and see if this book will have lesbians in it or just some ghosts

It’s selfish of me, but I want you to want me

*licks*

Ngl told me someone messaged me but it was a lie to make me open the app

Pls hold me

you get to live rent free in my mind

can’t work out if I was just asked on a date or if someone just wanted to hangout

Freeedom. *screeches* Until 8:30am tomorrow

Wrapping myself around a pillow like it’s an anchor, keeping me tethered to this world as my dreams try and make me take flight

okay ttfn

just going to wrap your arm around me, don’t mind me, just crawling in close here, shhh I won’t take up much space

“and if choosing to wear boxer shorts as part of a costume they must be on top of trousers that provide full coverage or you will be denied admittance.” lmao