I am working on making content more seriously, so I figured I’d make my Venmo a bit more accessible if y’all would like to support. 💪🐾 venmo.com/u/ruffbeef

Gotta get better about my fitness - proof of effort

I wanna go to a pool party

Might do something impulsive and take a train to Rochester for a day after a paycheck - I miss traveling

Bark

Happy Fathers Day (to me - all yall are my sons)

Pride fest felt like a reality now that I’m back at work feeling like I’m living in a nightmare (I’m dramatic)

Started a new job but I still won’t be paid for a while - seeking donations to get me through the next couple of days 👉👈 No pressure

A big ole idiot

Between new job stress and moving stress and figuring out my spot in the future stress I think I need a day spent in a sauna

I fucking love being in chastity

Been encouraged to find things “bigger than me” so grabbed some travel shampoo lol Been really enjoying being locked up 😵‍💫

Studio Clearance Sale coming soon 👉👈

Practicing for Locktober 2026 👉👈

Dumb dog

Finally feels like spring

Time for a serious job hunt

Cutting my hair

Half of my thesis is rewritten - up to 40 pages - get me out of this damn school 🫩

Tummy Thursday? Fat Boy Friday-Eve? Idk

Been too busy trying to finish up my thesis work

Been so bad about posting and being online during this last semester of grad school - headed to NYC tho!

Hate snow and dreaming of sunny weather - how should I try and make my zoom meetings bearable today?

Gotta get bigger 😵‍💫

Shots from the shop. Making a mess. New work - new attitude - new levels of patience - same evils.

Gonna fill out this crop top slowly but surely

*weightlifting for the first time in a bit* “I’m a pretty pretty princess 😡”

All I want to do is lift weights, paint pretty pictures, and kiss dudes

Not used to these winter temps yet

Sad to leave LA, excited to enter into the next chapter

Last weekend in LA - what should I do?

As an artist, I fucking hate a lot of artists

- Who cares - life is short -

Hey lil gay people in my phone

Heard it was big boy season

Just showered, now to get sweaty

Big boi - who appreciates a full fuzzy belly? Craving donuts honestly 😵‍💫

Been making work - new art on my insta

I spend my days just being a fucking idiot

A lil trashy

What month is it again?

Did admin work on a field trip (fucking hate emails)

Locktober - Socktober - Jocktober - Octo-BEAR

Did an art fair this weekend - boy howdy im beat

Making work - dreaming of sweaty crowds and dancing and lover boys

Opening and going through bluesky for the first time in a hot sec - damn everyone’s got their peepees out

First weeks in LA - adventurin’ n’ goofin’

Goofin in the new studio

Sunny sunny California —— Making big steps, being as brave as I can be

I’m in Los Angeles for a few months - to work, research, and write my thesis while committing myself to the community - it’s artists, it’s queers, everything. Been working all summer to try and make it happen, and I really didn’t think I’d make it