Between new job stress and moving stress and figuring out my spot in the future stress I think I need a day spent in a sauna

I fucking love being in chastity

Been encouraged to find things “bigger than me” so grabbed some travel shampoo lol Been really enjoying being locked up 😵‍💫

Studio Clearance Sale coming soon 👉👈

Practicing for Locktober 2026 👉👈

Dumb dog

Finally feels like spring

Time for a serious job hunt

Cutting my hair

Half of my thesis is rewritten - up to 40 pages - get me out of this damn school 🫩

Tummy Thursday? Fat Boy Friday-Eve? Idk

Been too busy trying to finish up my thesis work

Been so bad about posting and being online during this last semester of grad school - headed to NYC tho!

Hate snow and dreaming of sunny weather - how should I try and make my zoom meetings bearable today?

Gotta get bigger 😵‍💫

Shots from the shop. Making a mess. New work - new attitude - new levels of patience - same evils.

Gonna fill out this crop top slowly but surely

*weightlifting for the first time in a bit* “I’m a pretty pretty princess 😡”

All I want to do is lift weights, paint pretty pictures, and kiss dudes

Not used to these winter temps yet

Sad to leave LA, excited to enter into the next chapter

Last weekend in LA - what should I do?

As an artist, I fucking hate a lot of artists

- Who cares - life is short -

Hey lil gay people in my phone

Heard it was big boy season

Just showered, now to get sweaty

Big boi - who appreciates a full fuzzy belly? Craving donuts honestly 😵‍💫

Been making work - new art on my insta

I spend my days just being a fucking idiot

A lil trashy

What month is it again?

Did admin work on a field trip (fucking hate emails)

Locktober - Socktober - Jocktober - Octo-BEAR

Did an art fair this weekend - boy howdy im beat

Making work - dreaming of sweaty crowds and dancing and lover boys

Opening and going through bluesky for the first time in a hot sec - damn everyone’s got their peepees out

First weeks in LA - adventurin’ n’ goofin’

Goofin in the new studio

Sunny sunny California —— Making big steps, being as brave as I can be

I’m in Los Angeles for a few months - to work, research, and write my thesis while committing myself to the community - it’s artists, it’s queers, everything. Been working all summer to try and make it happen, and I really didn’t think I’d make it

So I really hate to do this, but Im in a bit of a financial slump so... I'm thinking of opening up for some art commissions. I only want to do maybe 5 to start and go from there. I would prefer sketches but can do some flat color. ONLY looking for furry comms. rn.

Been paintin when I can (Working full time retail this summer, fucking kill me)

Another new Work-In-Progress: sister painting~~~ Acrylic on panel 8”x8” —— Little color studies and tiny portraits - we’re all looking at each other 👀 —— More to come - more being done beyond what I’m posting online - more to still do for things that really matter

New Work in Progress ~~~ Acrylic, oil on panel 8”x8” —— Gearing up to make a ton of work over the summer, thinking about neon lights and people and knowing that out there is everything and everything is to be lived

It may have been cause I’ve gotten super sick and it might not count as much cause I’ve started vaping (🤮 I know, it isn’t forever) But I haven’t had a cigarette in a week for the first time in years and I finally feel like I can try and quit altogether. Small hopes.

City of my heart - immense gratitude —— There was so much I still wanted to do, people I really wanted to see again so terribly. God I miss yall so much. To my great loves, I hold you in my heart like the Sun holds the Earth.

Does it matter if this was posted on my alt? My tits look too good 📸Cred: cult-of-pan

I’m gonna get a great job and make great work and someday not couch hop or rent in shitholes and be a charity case - I’m gonna dance with friends and love so deeply and smile lots and lots

Missed Chicago so much