Lu.✨ WAIT THEY ACTUALLY DID IT ??!

Lu.✨ omg they added turning on notifs for my oomfs here finally ?? awesome ! now pls add bookmarks next 🥺

Lu.✨ feeling that monthly temptation to abandon twit again .

Lu.✨ nope , i’ve been lied to

( gazing up at the stars , waiting to fall asleep again . hopefully . . . )

Lu.✨ yes , let’s !! should we discuss in dms , or . . ?

Lu.✨ omg pleaseeee i would love to 🥺🤲

Lu.✨ what if i tried to be here more often . . ?

Lu.✨ what if i tried to be here more often . . ?

( stargazing . . . feeling kind of drained . . sad lately . )

ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ ⠀⥢ ➣ 𝑯𝒂𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒏 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 . . . ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀-ˏˋ⋆⚡︎ 𝓖𝓇ℯ𝓎 𝓕ℴ𝓍 ⚡︎⋆ˊˎ- ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀. . . 𝑁𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑢𝑝 ‘𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒅 ˎ- ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ

Lu.✨ after doing some research and reading through some of twit/x’s tos . . . yeah , idk about remaking any of my other accounts over there now .

Lu.✨ after what happened a few days ago , i really , really wish migrating here was an option now , but none of my friends and moots use this app , and the ones who do don’t really use it much . i know twit/x still has features that bsky doesn’t , but i’d rather make that sacrifice rather than —

Lu.✨ i just realized that this account is the only remnant of my old account layout left .

Lu.✨ all of my twitter accounts are slowly being suspended . . .

Lu.✨ so um . . . my twitter account just got suspended . i . . . might be here from now on . i don’t know . . . i’m taking this really hard . . . probably more than i should be

( grumbling . )

( another night , same dread and anxiety he has to keep to himself . )

( flops on the floor . so tired . )

Lu.✨ just a reminder , i’ll only ever tag people who like the last repost . i have a list to manage who i know i can tag .

Lu.✨ like this post if you’re 100% okay with being tagged in interactions .

too many things . i’ll be fine eventually .

*sigh*

as if i have much of a choice .

then i’ll keep my feelings to myself . sorry .

why do you care ?

i hope it stays that way .

cyborg cowboys dni .

//Once more: This is not a safe space for taboo. If you are into taboo content please do not interact. Thank you.

( brewing a pot of tea for himself . more than enough for someone else to have a cup , as well , if they so wish . )

Lu.✨ someone tagged me , but it won’t show me who . doesn’t show the notification in the app . either it bugged out , the post was deleted , or i have the person blocked . either way i have a ghost notif because of it now .

Lu.✨ hm .

. . .

*sigh* . . .

( wherever he left them . )

( curling up under the covers . cold . . . )

( growling . crossing his arms . )

. . .

just leave me alone . . .

( no man here . just a boy . . . a stupid , stupid boy . that’s all he is to anybody . )

yeah , go ahead . . . tell me just how pathetic i am . go and discuss it with him , why don’t you ? what a sorry excuse for a man i am .

it wouldn’t matter if i asked him or not . . .

( maybe the others do . he doesn’t . he can either ignore him like always or figure it out himself . )

nothing . . . makes me stand out . NOTHING . i’m just an ordinary boy . that’s ALL i am . compared to everyone else , that’s all i’ll ever be . there’s nothing special about me , nothing worth anyone’s time ! there ! i said it . . . now leave . me . alone . . .

YOU — . . . i don’t even want to fucking talk to you right now .

the more we talk about this , the more i want to just — *sigh* just stop , alright ? just stop . . .

*grumbling*