i think it's funny how i've always ended up saying "i can fix her" and recently i have been actually right like... she slept without nightmares, she's eating without forcing herself and her smile and laugh seem so much warmer and all I did was tell her that accept & love her with her flaws

"i'm such a girlfailure" you have advantage. roll again.

エキゾチックなジャングルの奥深くに佇む、手描きで彩られた唯一無二の空間。高度に最適化された隠れ家。 A hand-painted‚ unique and highly optimized hangout in the depths of the exotic jungle․ World: Stepping Stones Author: evalka vrchat.com/home/world/w... #VRChat #VRChatPhotography #VRChat_world紹介

It's a monochrome world, so I need you to be the colour. LEYLINE'S FIRST EVENT Featuring the talents of... @scl3ria.bsky.social @lylac.gay Kima @auralstate.gay @denzophage.bsky.social @transversewithru.com Doors open 4:45pm PST, 14th November vrc.group/LYLN.9990

vrchat beats out all other “virtual experiences” bec people pour their heart and souls into everything they make

i went from feeling like a stranger in the rave scene to planning an event with a tonne of awesome people i look up to in it, i am actually so overwhelmed but not in a bad way everyone here is amazing

It's a monochrome world, so I need you to be the colour. LEYLINE'S FIRST EVENT Featuring the talents of... @scl3ria.bsky.social @lylac.gay Kima @auralstate.gay @denzophage.bsky.social @transversewithru.com Doors open 4:45pm PST, 14th November vrc.group/LYLN.9990

Really loved the style of this world and it's the perfect home for my #tadium World: Stepping Stones By: evalka Type: PC/Quest/iSO #vrc #vrchat #VRChatPhotography #VRChatワールド紹介 #VRChat_world紹介 #vrfurry #furryfandom

Wondering why no one likes your posts anymore, even among your friends? It's because @jay.bsky.team and team have decided to hide a huge amount of content from all of our feeds by default. Here's how to turn it off. First go to the hamburger menu in the upper left corner

feels nuts to be working on an event poster with a tonne of DJs I look the hell up to on it right now but fuck it we ball

10 games to- oh you know what nevermind

I think the QVPen usage in public instances is a very good litmus test for if I made a world right. I visited a public today and here's just some of the art I found! (There were swastikas & slurs too but less than other worlds of mine. This time, people even came together to find and remove them!)

【VRMV】回る空うさぎ by Coco_Mo #VRChat vrchat.com/home/launch?... ケセドのJPシェアハウス-日本語で話す人向け交流場- by ケセドCHESED #VRChat vrchat.com/home/launch?... Stepping Stones by evalka vrchat.com/home/launch?... Physically Accurate Black Hole by EGirlRᴇᴘᴇʟʟᴇɴᴛ #VRChat vrchat.com/home/launch?...

World name: Stepping Stones By: evalka Platform: PC & Quest #VRChat #VRChat_world紹介

Stepping Stones is finally on VRChat Community Labs! This world is a step in the right direction for me; it's beautiful, optimized and comes from the heart, designed with the people in mind in the little ways. I'm so very proud of it! Please let me know what you think! vrchat.com/home/world/w...

I, most literally, have not published a world for over a month! That is, by far the longest it's been in a whiiiile- That's gonna change very, very soon, and I hope it'll have been worth the wait! <3

Stuff on VRChat got too much for me today and I had my first full breakdown in months. I'm gonna take some space for myself for a little, not just to clean the tears out of my headset. I hate how hard it is to feel safe around anyone anywhere on this platform. I'll be around when I can. <3

here's something you probably don't see every day lol

I hate this. The moment my life starts going in a positive direction, it makes me so compulsive and over-energetic that I hurt people again, dragging me back into feeling terrible alongside making others feel terrible. I can't win, only make others lose with me through my inability to think.

you know you're a good animator when you walk up to a friend in vrc and wink slyly at them and they go "wait, eva, you got face tracking?!" haha nope I got curves tho

VRChat is now on iOS properly & I also take people not seeing my avatar by default as a challenge... so I've managed to get my staff system onto an excellent rank avi without losing any functionality. :3c

VJ'd for the second half of this set, it was so fun to finally get to make pure chill visuals! I could focus on unique shapes and colours over energy and I think I did perfectly :p Thank you so much for this!

kinda wanna post this dm i got years and years ago when i used to be a reddit moderator that i just found in an old archived folder on my pc

ended up vjing yesterday at a world i'd never touched before (//END/OF/SPACE) to goddamn dariacore and it went "if these effects weren't meant to be used together, WHY ARE THEY BESIDE EACH OTHER!!! 🔥🔥🔥" (i press them anyway & the resulting bloom feels like I'm inside a star, everyone goes nuts.)

me when i join a vrchat world and the water & windows both use reflections and no grab pass

It's been a long time yet the deep still calls for me. Light in the Deep got it's redux. Now that we have Physbones in VRChat worlds, I think it's The Tidepool's turn. This time, I wonder if the Reaper Leviathan has to be dead?

Finally made a VRChat world with an actual separated VJ/DJ setup! It has a very unique control courtesy of @nikky.moe <3 Planning a release event already! If you're interested in playing or doing effects here, join Leyline (LYLN.9990) & the discord! discord.gg/jy566rc8aZ youtu.be/OGp60Mdq5GY

Hell yeah, physbones in VRChat worlds! Now, I pray creators don't overuse them; too many grab passes is enough, foregoing static batching to make loads of interactive details will just add to the lag. Yeah, you can make cool stuff now but please don't forget to care about people!

from my experience, no vrchat group/world creator colab is complete without at least one passionate makeout session that both parties regret not taking further

my father's job involves analyzing and managing stocks of medical supplies to get them to hospitals across my country. he encountered an issue with our washing machine and immediately, without a single thought, pulled out chatgpt. ...we are so unbelievably fucked.

I think I've needed my own VRChat rave space for a long time. hence... Leyline! A space between the spaces with a focus on communication & human-first interaction; I want to help others grow like I have been. My new rave worlds will be released here! Discord in group links. vrc.group/LYLN.9990

you get funnier every post and i'm so here for it

I am exceptionally proud of the exactly 2:20 looping animation on the cape

It's time for something new, now. edit of Dream Merchant by @loafevr.com custom hand animations, staff model & system, textures, etc done custom!

now that's a lotta maintenance vrchat is down, you can finally touch grass

I'm setting up my own space in the VRChat rave scene (or, to be less fancy, a group.) with a quite unique & difficult idea behind it. Details in replies! if anyone is interested in helping out in any way, please hit me up!

The forever curse of getting rlly excited when people you like message you only for it to inevitably be "hey eva my avi is broken can u help me" again I'm exclusively unity help to so many people I used to be so much more to, it's actually kinda sad

Some more worlds I found while exploring worlds again in vrc last night ^^

World: Ocean's Spirit Author: evalka #VRChat #VRChat_world紹介 vrchat.com/home/launch?... これまで撮ったVRCフォトのギャラリーページも下記リンクにて随時更新しています。 個別の写真タップでワールド情報見れます。 bonsurreal.com/gallery-vrcw...

genuinely beginning to wonder how the hell vrchat world creators end up with 200-300mb worlds that lag me out, i have to put in so much effort to break 40mb or even drop my fps?? not flexing here, i'm genuinely unable to lag myself even on purpose. i add grab pass and it still runs fine. wharg??

Lines I have unironically used before hiding someone's avatar and never interacting with them again

I want to start hosting my own events & create my own little spot in VRChat's rave space, but I'm stuck between two options rn: - Use the group I have linked in my (not usually rave-oriented) worlds, making it multipurpose. - Create a new, dedicated group, giving me two to manage. Any thoughts?

PLEASE DO THIS! I hate trying to take photos of amazing avatars only to find out some parts don't write to depth, it happens so frequently too! ZWrite is in the rendering setting in Poiyomi, where you would disable backface culling.

it feels like "making people uncomfortable without realizing" is one of the biggest and most unforgivable crimes you can commit in vrchat i know it's not just me, so many people like me too it's ableism, somehow worse in queer & supposedly supportive spaces simple communication would fix it

every good vrchat club has a staff team that looks like this

Update! After testing & a canny post, I can confirm this is an issue with ProTV and the way I was using it. TL;DR: Setting the player to initialize 3d and disabling spatialization on the audio source used to allow fading the music near spawn without it turning 3d. Can't do that anymore.

lots of people ask me why I use protv 2.3 over 3.0 for the video players in my worlds. it's 2am, i'm anxious, depressed and have been trying to make 3.0's "simple" overcomplicated prefab not break for 6 hours. i think i'm just cursed. is that answer enough? + 2.3's "hangout" queue is nice

*Gets off PC* *Goes for a walk* *Visits a museum* *Chats up a sweet girl at the nature exhibit* *We end up getting coffee the next day* *It goes amazingly, we date for 8 months* *She dumps me after finding out I play VRChat* *Returns to PC in depression* Unity: Global Illumination: Baking... 78%

So, ProBuilder is far more capable than I ever thought! Everything non-natural was modelled with it then every texture was drawn in Krita. If you're scared of learning VRChat worlds because you only know Unity, try it! Stepping Stones will release next month hopefully, early access thru discord~

I'd choose busting my ass and taking my time to hone my artistic craft over using amalgamations of stolen art and history to generate shit with 16 toes and call it my hard work.