My mental and physical health is never doing well and my body gives me so many false recovery starts but I’m stabilizing myself as hard as I can so I can wreak havoc on you all with art no one asked for or even thought they wanted but needed.

Well in light of censorship i’m still gonna slap my problematic comic i’m making all over the internet. i’m like, 13ish pages roughed out for it rn, tinkering with it… i hold hope it’ll matter a little more than my other art has to people augugh. i’m very hyperfocused on my creative pursuits rn

Storytime, I have ADHD 🤯 youtu.be/XRM94u0rKQE?...

Some healthy eating advice from yours truly, 😊 youtube.com/shorts/ao_mt...

morale breakingly, I get little interest on my art, but I have a massive stash of doodles from a comic I’ve been working on this last month about some wholesome siblings. :) I’ll treat the void to a few of them. I’ll be posting rough comic pages on my substar soon: www.subscribestar.com/atherist

If it interests you def consider subscribing so I can see it through, I don’t meet a lot of living stability rn and am still living on short term rentals and money is dwindling too fast. : (

Storytime, I have ADHD 🤯 youtu.be/XRM94u0rKQE?...

Some healthy eating advice from yours truly, 😊 youtube.com/shorts/ao_mt...

if u wanna support me please care about what im making im sick of everyone skipping over the contents of my art and passion that reignites my will to live to only talk about how sad it is that im a perpetual victim in their mind god please im tired of it i am sharing art see it

morale breakingly, I get little interest on my art, but I have a massive stash of doodles from a comic I’ve been working on this last month about some wholesome siblings. :) I’ll treat the void to a few of them. I’ll be posting rough comic pages on my substar soon: www.subscribestar.com/atherist

Test Run of me in the process of unfucking my mind www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Jwg...

www.youtube.com/watch?v=LsVQ... i did some cute dancing:3 if u wanna see me be a badass, watch muh moves lol

The Star-Chaser

www.youtube.com/watch?v=LsVQ... i did some cute dancing:3 if u wanna see me be a badass, watch muh moves lol

found out i have a kiwifarms thread because some sociopaths decided they can't leave me alone after everything where i was dragged into the limelight against my will, and that's cool that the little detective sleuths think they got all these

pray for me i don't wake up tomorrow i dont even want to draw anymore let alone post it online what a waste of space

grief doesn't go away, it just becomes a part of you

Back in March, Kitchi went missing and was never found. He wasn't just a pet but my best friend who kept me company during the darkest period of my life. I still have reoccurring nightmares and the grief has been debilitating. I hope he is still out there and finds a way home.

I’ve been watching my own brain deteriorate in real time so I’m not feeling too great about why I exist at all : ( idk man shit sucks

I think it’s neat (sarcasm) that our own brains are capable of malfunctioning like any other organ in the body and torturing us but it’s on a different level of mindfuck because we have to perceive our entire sense of reality through it and nobody interests in connecting this to how they

im so disillusioned by mainstream media (indie included) these days every animated show or series feels so vapid and removed from the reality of today like it's weird seeing stories that follow the same arcs and plots as stories a decades ago did while no one is even living remotely that way anymore

I really think the bare minimum should just be easy access stable housing, food, and health care regardless of whether someone has a job or is “productive” to society or not. God think of now many people would use that safety net to improve society at astronomical rates lmao

Everyone deserves a safe place to sleep.

Ugh im so fucking sad bc I actually really love where I live rn and wish I didn’t have to leave after this month and feel out somewhere else but I can’t justify the cost of rent but also can’t find anything under $1k unless I go somewhere rly unsafe in a diff state fml

Don't just sign this petition. Write to your MPs. Remind them of the shitshow going on in the UK right now. Link to them the article that even the UK MPs are using VPNs to get around it! Remind them that the intent isn't going to be the result as we've seen! www.politico.eu/article/brit...

i was shown the harkness test yesterday so i quickly fixed it

Pega and Tidbit best friends fur ever !!!🌈✨

emo parker

cant even draw my own oc right i aint repostin that shit

“I thought I knew you!” what color are my eyes. what is my favorite book

nobody is scarier than a longtime reply guy who’s had you up on a pedestal after you fail a secret purity test he was running in his mind

Maybe if i’m lucky i’ll get diagnosed with some rapidly terminal illness and just be out of here

have fun being mad that weirdos who aren't causing harm exist on the internet or trying to police how others live their lives because we have actual problems that need collective teamwork not belittling and tearing down others for arbitrary reasons but I guess if thats how u want to be hate yourself

our entire system is so batshit insane and absolutely crazy making yet people fall in line like stupid ants and enable and play along with it while pretending anyone who may be at the mercy of its design to kill them seeing this shit and asking for help or trying to push for change is the insane one

how do you stay sane in a system designed to weaponize everything against you lmao like logically seeking professional help for mental health problems is an absolutely great fucking idea 10000/10 but then you get into a system full of actual sociopaths dedicated to stripping you of your rights,

a little brain dwelling not-friend of lyick's for @atherist.bsky.social

okay

man, i'm not even someone who is into conspiracy theories or pays them any attention but there is something very underhanded about everything happening right now around the world wrt censorship and just all the political news that feels very disturbingly coordinated. so idk

PRESSURE PAYPAL! it's good that visa and mastercard call centers are feeling the pinch, but it's not just on them! put the pins on paypal! every adult artist you know lives in fear of the paypal freeze out--but as customers, you're safe! support us with a call!

You didn't think we'd forget about you two, did you? All payment processors get love! :) While Mastercard and Visa are drowning, these two have been feeling a bit neglected. u_u stop-paypros.neocities.org #SaveSpeech

atherist.com Here we go, the very start of getting my own website built for my art and projects... There's nothing else yet except a link to sign up for my newsletter, but i'm hoping i'll get to do a lot of great things with it. I have a lot of plans :)

fight online censorship and get it receded i wanna put my porn stories out as intended between all of this because im making them anyways and don't wanna have to redo them when im far enough along to start posting them lmao

fight online censorship and get it receded i wanna put my porn stories out as intended between all of this because im making them anyways and don't wanna have to redo them when im far enough along to start posting them lmao

Good morning to my fellow horny bitches

If you are reading this message please donate to my friend Rawida, her husband Maher, and their son Mahmoud. They are starving to death, I am trying to help them evacuate Gaza, and BLUESKY IS ACTIVELY MAKING THAT HARDER TO DO. gofund.me/81b1f793