why are couch co-op games feeling harder and harder to find on consoles ? not necessarily ‘party’ or group games, but just a full featured experience for two or more people ? lex and i play sims two multiplayer on xbox, i want that except modernised … but it doesn’t exist?

‘but i watch vtubers to escape reality !!’ sometimes i want escapism too, but the world is too broken to avoid speaking about entirely i simply cannot be myself without mentioning the reality of our situation when it irks me most 😅

yes all my recent posts have been pretty political please let me crash out about how selfish and unsympathetic governments can be because it’s getting to a breaking point, feels like absolutely no one who can do anything gives a single shit and it makes me sad 😥

it’s so wild that choosing not to work is okay when it’s a wealthy person who has the hard job of *checks notes* owning stuff but is NOT okay when it’s for your own physical or mental health, or if it would leave you without much money very strange hm classism is pissing me OFF

forever cackling when powerful billionaires talk about the ‘elites’ as if they’re not just peddling anti-semitic conspiracy rhetoric which is why they’re somehow not counted as the problem like brother you support slave labour to make an extra couple mill, you’re the problem 😒

i dunno i feel like if the minimum wage of an area isn’t enough for one person to live independently with a little bit of money to save then it shouldn’t be the minimum maybe ?? like if the minimum wage could quite literally cause homelessness maybe it’s not good enough ?

i’m mad and upset i have to fight so often with the absolutely ridiculous benefit system it is so obvious they are twisting things in every way they can to save money again, i ALREADY received this, a judge ruled last year that the gov was wroooong and yet here i am again ☹️

ʚ┊new scheduleeee ♡ 6 october - 12 october ———————— #faestreamia

it is absolutely bonkers to me that you can send in a mountain of medical evidence to government services and they’ll still exclusively reference information they gathered themselves it’s almost like they don’t read it !! imagine that surely not haha !!

not me being rejected for disability benefits (that i’ve been receiving for three years) because i don’t faint ‘due to dizziness’ i ?? urm ?? no one does ?? dizziness is just also a symptom of low blood pressure, ya know, the thing that leads to passing out ??? urgh 🙃

fresh vtubers !! stagnancy is expected - there will be periods of growth of course but for the most part you’re gonna be staring at the same ranges of ccv for months or even years at a time and that’s normal, it’s not a bad thing 🙂‍↕️ just stick to what you love about it !

A ghost latte color study 👻🩵

i’ve started making my own lunches [i used to just have pre-packed rice that goes in the microwave - expensive, boring, but was necessary with the fatigue] i’m nervous that i won’t be able to keep it up but i’m gonna really try !! more tasty lunches await !!

urgh i dunno why i have to make things so complicated for myself sometimes whyyy does my brain have to work in such a specific fangled way 🫩

people really gotta stop being so disgusting and taking advantage of others when they KNOW they’re extremely vulnerable [either at that time or in general or a mix of BOTH] becoming convinced most people don’t know how to just be a good friend and not a creep 🫠

it’s only a matter of time before my exercise mat is gobbled in its entirety by my bunny every day it gets a little bit smaller because of his destruction 😣

how the heck did i manage to nap for four hours lol

it is kinda horrifying thinking about how the moment i do even slightly well financially with streaming, most of my disability benefits are going to be yoinked from under me and for a lot of them i can’t reapply, even if i earn less the next year … 😥

btw i started using a slight voice changer recently !! attempting to put much less strain on my vocal chords so if i sound different that’s why 🫂

ʚ┊new scheduleeee ♡ 29 september - 5 october ———————— #faestreamia

for the love of all that is vtubing, don’t screenshot accidental face reveals i feel creeped out, it was someone i trusted for years after that because i never knew don’t. do. it.

the consequences of me not taking a nap are huge my energy levels really have reverted to baby 🫠

trying to figure out if i’m getting ill or if the SAD and autumn/winter fatigue is kicking in 🙃

workout progress feels so slow ☹️ not in the weight loss sense - i do full weigh ins monthly and i can see i’m heading in the right direction [slowly + safely] but just in the capability sense … i’m still having to pause and break and skip exercises 😣

getting free shakers with your drinks ?? UR YEAH that’s cool !! i love the shaker designs sm, take advantage of the battle pass over the weekend to get them included with your jars 🥤 🔗 advanced.gg/collections

forever worried i’m gonna end up accidentally crediting the wrong person for the wrong thing because i’m ridiculously scatter brained 😭 if my credits ever don’t make sense or, god forbid, are missing - pleeeease tell me !! ✨

i’ve had this nuclear level breakout of acne on my chin that’s been developing over the past few months and it is horrendous i haven’t had to deal with a breakout this bad in so long, they just won’t stop 😖

omg my post scheduling app got such a gorgeous visual refresh !! it’s the little things 😌

oh my god so moving out is gonna be hella expensive and i dunno how you’re meant to have the money for this 🫠

taking breaks during stream is soooo important gives you a chance to process whatever has happened thus far, stretch it out, re-fuel, and return with a different mindset or a clearer perspective 😌

i hate how doctor surgeries in the uk don’t give you a time they’re gonna call you mean i can just get a call off the doctor for this appointment at any random moment ??? and i have to somehow be mentally ready for that all of a sudden ??? 😖

ʚ┊new scheduleeee ♡ 22 september - 28 september ———————— #faestreamia

i refuse to believe anyone is really that shocked that young people are absolutely fed up with the workplace already you spend every little drop of energy you have to not even have the bare minimum and living independently requires so much more than minimum wage 😒

oops, burned a lil image into my retinas a bit the floor just looked so sunny it felt so fun to stare at what is wrong with me 🙃

treating friendships as disposable during a loneliness epidemic is wild work on what you have, rebuild that trust, care enough for your friendships to do the difficult things 🫶🏻 try together before deciding it’s unsalvageable - strong friendships are worth it 😌

need to start actually forcing myself to take naps when i have them scheduled sleep is boring so it’s hard to rip myself away from whatever im doing to just … lie there but man i suffer real bad if i dont rest up fully 🥺

Let’s go!! 🌈💕

i’m reeeaallyyy hoping the switch to autumn and winter doesn’t destroy the decent energy levels and productivity i’ve had recently 😭

turned up somewhere 40 mins early because my phone thought a location 20 mins away would take over an hour to get to … the tech is turning against meeeee 🫠

it is ruthless having to control how much i walk to avoid such intense knee pain when im still so young i just didn’t imagine dealing with all the health crap i gotta deal with while meant to be living it up in my young years ☹️

we love frequent public transport 🚌

sunglasses increase my aura points by at least +10 😎

i’ll have a t-shirt on for ten minutes and it will already have sweat patches like there’s no avoiding it that’s just my life 🥲

ʚ┊new scheduleeee ♡ 15 september - 21 september ———————— #faestreamia

i’m so incredibly proud of the man my boyfriend has grown up to become we were both messy and childish when we started dating as teens, but seeing both of our development and growth while we support each other has been such a wonderful aspect of our partnership 😌

while discoverability on twitch isn’t great, i do think people undermine the positive effects that come from it the idea that streaming is pointless if you don’t post clips elsewhere is simply not true, and sets such a high barrier for entry into the hobby 🥲

me: hmm i dunno whether i have much on my mind, but i’ll scribble some thoughts down anyway to see if anything crops up me, 5 pages in: … hm

an infected toe is just what i needed right now toe bean down, i repeat toe bean down ‼️

on xitter, most quote reposts of another user’s post could have just been a reply to the original and i’ll always stand by that 🫩 people desperate to dunk on others while interpreting posts in the worst possible way, then complain about the toxicity of the platform as if they’re exempt 🤨

company: *creates free platform to host unlimited content* company when this is expensive because oh my god of course it is: 😮