I’m so glad June is over. We are a third of the way done with summer 🎉

Ah! The most important thing. My dad’s philosophy in his final months were “one good deed at a time.” And that’s def something I’m gonna do to keep his memory alive. He loved sharing his good deeds with the family.

I like keeping my dads memory alive always to anyone and everyone that will hear it: His name was Hal, he loved animals and specifically bird watching, he also loved the jets, he worked in non profits for most of his life, he’s a Leo, we always bonded over fantasy, mythology, sci-fi. Cont.

Although the protein CDH1 usually acts as a tumor suppressor, counterintuitive findings in #ScienceSignaling suggest it also correlates with poorer outcomes in patients with a form of #KidneyCancer and may act as a marker of immune activity. https://scim.ag/3ShgmZ7

If there are any other #kidneycancer advocates on here I would love to get connected with you! 🫶

There is so much that I know about cancer/end of life care now that I wish I knew before my dad died.

Just got the money from my dad’s life insurance payout and while I’m happy to have this money to help alleviate some stress, I just want my dad back. I’ll take all the financial stress in the world to have my dad again.

It’s also crazy to me the amount of hate Milly is getting because just a few years ago incels were desperate for her to play older Rhaenyra. #supergirl #houseofthedragon #HotD

Between Supergirl, Toy Story 5, Spider-Man, and the Odyssey we have such a good summer blockbuster ahead! I wish I had an AMC in my city though 😭

Hubby and I were gonna see supergirl today but going next Sunday now with fam. I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE THIS MOVIEEE ❤️ Also, I feel so bad for Milly for all the hate she’s receiving from incels. #supergirl

Had a Panera mac and cheese bread bowl and taking a break from greys and watching LotR: two towers while I wait for this storm to come. Back to bed I go, with hopefully a nap!

Going back to school in your 30s keeps you young because summer break has me feeling like a teenager again. #academicsky

Off today so you know what that means, binging greys anatomy again!

Anytime I hear a joke about smoking someone’s ashes I wanna ruin their fun by telling them it’s not actually ash, just bone fragments. It’s like smoking a stem.

I hope we get some crumbs today #bb28

I’ve been on a greys anatomy binge but I’m starting to get bored of it

tell me five random things you love (that aren’t people or pets) 1. Star Wars 2. RPG video games 3. Coffee 4. Cheese 5. Laying in bed

#bbsky is so fricken funny and more than anything I'm genuinely so excited to giggle all summer 💖 I hope I can totally crack up, I haven't like totally cracked up in a long time

Convincing one of my friends to watch #bb28 cause she loves reality tv and they better not embarrass me on premiere night. I haven’t recommend this show to anyone irl since bb20 lmao

Alignment charts on Reddit are my favorite thing rn

Team black is morally correct in the grand scheme of things but team green is more interesting to watch #HotD

This is lowkey a Sharako Lohar stan account because what a baddie I love her #HotD

Giving #HotD another chance because THAT scene just really grossed me out too much to finish the episode. Like whyyyyy did you have to add that

If anybody was curious Nene is of course my favorite. #RHOA

Season 2 left a sour taste in my mouth and kinda killed my hype for this universe for a little bit so I hope season 3 is better. #HotD

Can’t wait to see my baby girl Vhagar #HotD

Taking the weekend off work since it’s Father’s Day weekend and it’s my first without my dad. Yesterday I slept all day but today I’m in the mood for video games 🥰

I’ve been watching RHOA finally and I’m obsessed. Why has it taken me so long to get on the real housewives bandwagon? I can’t wait til #bb28. There still isn’t any other reality show that hits the same. Two more weeksish!

If you wanna save money on pimple patches then get hydrocolloid tape!! I just got a roll for 7.99 and it makes 1,250 pimple patches but I just cut some into big squares since I’m having large breakouts. These companies are robbing us 😭

Spent about 10 mins when I woke up trying to figure out if it was 6:15 am or pm. Thank god I’m off work today and it’s summer break, my brain is mush.

Olivia’s album is so so good from start to finish. What a generational talent. #OR3

My dog gets the late night zoomies like a cat

Why do we live in a world where alcohol can delivered but nicotine can’t 👺

I found my favorite Star Wars collectors items today at the second hand comic book shop and I could not be happier!! This is for Star Wars girlies all the way 🥹💗

Sundays are for answering the texts that I was too lazy to answer throughout the week

I know there’s a lot of scrutiny towards Ariana but to offer some insight, her music has helped me so so so much with my grief. Her songs make me laugh, cry, make me feel like baddie when I’m in the mood to dress up in the midst of grief (getting dressed can be hard in itself) I just love her.

Greys anatomy for the win until I think of something else.

Do I want a movie marathon today or a tv show marathon

Injured my ankle last summer and of course I didn’t take care of it properly so now it’s an even bigger problem, yay!

I’m so bored without a hyperfixation. I need #bb28 to hurry up. Give us the cast or something

On a glee rewatch and you know what, this show is so good to binge while grieving bc it is deeply unserious. Haven’t binged it since lockdown.

I’m so happy I took the summer off from school. I dropped my classes at the last second and it was def the right choice.

Fell asleep at 7 and woke up at 1 and now I can’t go back to sleep. At least I don’t have anything to do tomorrow but grieve. And I get to hangout with my doggy, the worlds best medicine 🫶

Nobody prepares you for all the paperwork you do after a loved one dies. Faaaaack.

Woke up to my mom sending me an IG reel about “Roth IRA maxxing” 😭 WHO TAUGHT HER ABOUT MAXXING?!

Depop is my favorite thing in the world rn. Im actively fighting myself rn to not shop anymore. Purple nike sweatpants, navy Nike shorts, Star Wars official tshirt, vans tshirt, and a slip on pair of vans for $35!!!

The only nice thing I can say about the Euphoria series finale is that Ali’s grief was to nice to watch since I’m dealing with grief from my dad’s death. I had a lot of troubles with drugs in my teens & early 20s so I at least saved my dad from facing that grief that Ali faced.

While my dad was in hospice about to die/even after he died so many people said to me “he’ll be with you” or “he’s always with you” When does that feeling happen?

The inside of my brain feels like Mordor rn

Fuck Cancer. May she rest in peace with the force and beyond. hopefully my dad can meet her wherever/whatever the afterlife is.