I need to start seriously thinking about my Halloween costume

Got laparoscopic surgery the other day. Mom flew up and has been taking care of me. She made us hot chocolate and taught me to use my new sewing machine tonight. It feels good.

Also learned this splitty move from Jasmine!! And once again don’t know the name of it #poledance #polefitness

slow and steady combo from last night’s class. I really need to work on staying in each move longer. #poledance #polefitness

new boot goofin

both of the pole studios I go to are going to be recording some group choreo soon and I’m gonna be in it and I’m so excited and so nervous I gotta finally get some cute outfits

Cutest mothman is complete!! Pattern is from NightSkyStudioDee on Etsy :) #crossstitch

I deserve to be healthy and reading in the park and eating hot dogs and drinking lemonade and it’s bullshit that instead I’m sick for the 3rd time this year and it’s gonna be rainy & cold for the next 10 days….

made some collages today

I’m going to be embarrassed I posted if I bounce back from this but I’m really not okay. I’m in the worst mental state I’ve ever been in. And I’m scared.

lil mothman starting to take shape! opted for 3 strands for extra coverage and dang I didn’t realize how tough it would be on 18 ct aids (the low lighting in my room certainly doesn’t help)

purple category for today’s connections… what the actual fuck lol

trimmed my bangs today & felt cute but I don’t know how to pose

Really loved making this for my bf, the cutest lil valentine cross stitch :)

✨🧚🏽‍♀️💫 she was a fairy 💫🧚🏽‍♀️✨

first level 2 class tonight had me crawling out of moves by the end of it 😭😭 #poledance #polefitness

god is a woman and her name is Jenny Lewis. Rilo Kiley tour announcement today has cured my winter blues 😭😭

v cozy day mostly spent in my orange velvet arm chair (she’s vintage and I love her)

starting a new embroidery/cross stitch project is such a thrill. just picked up more aida cloth and thread at the craft store and nearly skipped out

sorry for party rocking 😔😔😔😔

Was supposed to finally go to pole class after nearly a month due to illness but tonight’s class was canceled 😭😭

but instead I’m on the outskirts of everything. a shadow. a whisper.

I have just always been searching for a place, physical and/or virtual, where I truly fit in and belong. a community.

damn I really called a hotline tonight because I’ve isolated myself from nearly everyone at this point. cool

I haven’t made resolutions in years because I usually just forget about them after a few weeks. But I think this year I want to try to stop hiding from the world so much. I want to be confident in myself. I want to not be afraid to take up space.

made a really good miso ramen soup tonight. just thought the ether should know.

started playing Spiritfarer and have been reminded how easily it is for me to get lost in a game & not move for 4+ hours

I need to get off Reddit. I just read a man’s poem dedicated to his fleshlight named creampuff.

I will never understand hustle culture. I do not want to have side gigs and monetize my hobbies. I just wanna be cozy… and look hot.

idk the name of the move I was attempting but it’s a twist(?) from jasmine. I thought I finally got it tonight and just got confused on where my arms should go once letting go. But turns out I Did Not get it cause I only turned my chest and not my hips like I thought I did 😭 #poledance #poletricks

did the cross stitch / embroidery feed get deleted??

just beat Turnip Boy Commits Tax Evasion and wow 😭😭😭 what a perfect game

jasmine has been a favorite since I first learned it and I finallllyyy was able to drop into it from a climb tonight!! (albeit not very well because I think I was first trying to do figurehead but whatever!) #poledance #babypoler

I bought a punch needling kit and safe to say it is going horribly. Also started a woobles kit and that’s going horribly as well. So I think I’ll return to my embroidery & cross stitch lane when it comes to crafting.

In search of affordable cozy games for the Switch to get me through the winter. Is there something like viva piñata?

I never record myself at pole but I’m trying to get more comfortable with it. I certainly have a lot to work on but these are some shapes from tonight. #poledance #polefit

Took me 31 years but I think I’m finally starting to be good at cooking.

I want to follow more people in my professional sphere on here but like.. what if I want to post ass one day?

Are there people here who are good with flower arrangements? Should I trim some of these down more? (and if so- which ones?)

Tokyo Police Club last night, shot on my old Sony Cybershot camera because nostalgia.

I made these pumpkins from a knitting loom (?) kit. they r ugly but they’re mine

I just watched Frances Ha and it made me feel better about feeling like I’m not a real adult and like I’m so far behind others in life. Wish I had a best friend tho.

made this account a while ago but trying to be active now. hoping to find community on here, never really did on the other one ¯\_(ツ)_/¯