i think im gonna go on a bit of a bsky hiatus and focus on other socials :3 if oomfs want to stay in contact id be very happy to exchange discords, and you can also follow me on tumblr @appleferns and pinterest @applefern :D

oh...is mercury in retrograde? that explains a lot

hey, uh, y'all *do* know that chatgpt *is* generative ai, too, right? it's not just art. gen-ai is not just stealing & scraping the internet for art, it is *also* stealing & scraping the internet for all types of written word. you cannot be anti gen-ai and still use chatgpt. all gen-ai is harmful.

I like the new bird

ngl. feel very fortunate im discovering i might have an issue with gluten After gluten free oreos came out. ill survive chat

when im messaging among others in a group about thoughts and opinions and everything i say is just getting completely overlooked as they all reply to each other and its like i might as well not even be there. haha. ha.

OH MY GOD MY FREE 10 PULL. THEY FAKED ME OUT AGAIN IT WAS A 5* ON THE LEVER 😭 THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU

my test results were normal. i feel very demoralized. it was so incredibly perfect and checked a lot of boxes with what im dealing with but i guess that means nothing. i feel so crazy constantly experiencing so much difficulty getting through the day and then im just told im completely healthy.

ppl dont talk enough about how much it fucking sucks to have joint pain in ur hands. so im here to do that. IT FUCKING SUCKS TO HAVE JOINT PAIN IN UR HANDS I NEED THOSE TO DO LITERALLY EVERYTHING AND NOW EVERYTHING HURTS 😫😫😫😫😫

when im reminded and have flashbacks to when i was bullied by people enabled by my abuser and how terrifying it was to suddenly have ur only support system turn on u. hhhh

they poked me and stole my blood :D i prob won't know results until monday, so now i wait with bated breath. i have so many identical symptoms ill be really lost again if this isn't it :C but what's meant to be, will be!

u really don't realize how much stuff in america has gluten until u might have to go gluten free o-o

Rem has to eat his sketti... or else

impulsively messaged my doctor about getting some blood work done based entirely on a suspicion i have, and the sweetheart that she is she sent the orders in, so im getting that done in an hour! 😭 wish me luck! i hope i get some of my questions answer at least 💚

ive gotten a lil addicted to deadlock. its sm fun esp w friends :3

srry im posting a lot of hot takes lately my hormones are outta wack and im one bad day away from committing arson

hot take i think it's incredibly scummy to not only put music behind a pay wall but a limited time paywall, as artists should not treat their fans differently and give them special treatment for simply having expendable funds. yes this is about twenty one pilots and drag path

im so fucking happy jacksepticeye played myvoicezoo i needed this

hot take it really frustrates me when people are like "i don't like confrontation/what if the truth upsets them" i fear speaking negatively about people behind their back is a far worse way to hurt someone than simply being honest with them, that behavior traumatizes people for life

everything i wanja be im just not. i wanna be a creative person and i cant do shit without just copying from others

im so stupid ihm

trying to explore and pursue my passions and dreams in life only to learn a lot of it involves things i just can't physically do because of chronic illness. i wish every day i wasn't sick

a week ago i almost ⚰️ed myself and now im sat here kinda wishing i did. i have such a difficult time talking about my mental health, esp the severe aspects, bc of the abuse i went through. my therapist tells me to reach out but i just get too scared atp. i make ppl uncomfortable. im sorry its heavy

just hurting really badly today about the abuse and mistreatment i faced for just. my entire life. by the people i loved and trusted most. i just wanted to be loved. they never loved me. they never even liked me

We've been looking forward to sharing this news for a long time. We're making a graphic novel! The Owl House: The Long-Lived King Written by me and the amazing @mikkicrisostomo.bsky.social Illustrated by the incomparable @dindu99.bsky.social We're so excited to tell a brand new story.

HOLY SHIT BSKY FINALLY HAS DRAFTS. NOW MAKE PRIVATE ACCOUNTS NEXT

can always tell what time it is bc i deflate like a balloon post 11pm

please give us more personal data please please please please c’mon you’re being so mean dude. we only got breached like three times. we’re NOT going to sell it man please please please plus its for like safety? so you’re the one who looks stupid right now come on pleaaaaaase just one data point bro

its gen so wild how evil people can be 😭 im so grateful every day im away from my abuser. life gets better 💚

FOLLOW KAT 🥺 OR ELSE 😡

LOST 50/50 TO LAST RITE. GOT 2 6* WEAPONS BEFORE HERS. BUT WE FUCKING DID IT

GILBERTA BANNER TODAY IM SO EXCITED IM GONNA LOSE IT ALL THE SAVINGS GO TO HER AAAAAAA

i think if i didnt overthink sm i wouldnt be here anymore. i wouldve been gone a long time ago. but alas. time to go find something to do i guess

there is just something fundamentally wrong with me and ill never know what it is but no one can ever stand me and i can't stand myself

literally last thing i wanna do is get out of bed when everyone is pissed at me for still being in bed at 6pm

sorry for being kinda ia lately. ive just been super low energy and my entire days are just spent on chores and my interests and even that i barely have the energy for :(

₊˚⊹⋆ about me ⋆⊹˚₊ ꕤ mel, she/her, 25, lesbian, chronically & mentally ill ꕤ interests: 🎮endfield, arknights, ffxiv, minecraft, sdv, pokemon, many others! 🧶art, books, crochet, music ꕤ dni: basic criteria, proship, ed/shtwt, minors looking for moots, selective fb ♡/↻ appreciated! #promosky

feb promosky time yay!

please know when I use the ✨ emoji, I do not mean anything to do with AI. they stole my emoji from me.

i love sleep token so bad holy shit i gotta regularly listen to music again

wish it was more common for people to say "i guess this game isn't for me" instead of demanding EVERY game be catered to their wants. aspects i loved from zzz got removed because of this, & now im worried people are gonna do it with endfield and the factory gameplay 😭 JUST PLAY SOMETHING ELSE!

hai oomfies i got eaten by endfield today :D if anyone else is playing and would like some friends, you can add me at 6521136475 !

I think if people want to be in your life they would make an effort to stay in it, so if you find yourself being the only one initiating or not getting anything back, it might be for the best to just let go of that friendship and focus on the people that do care about you

WTF THIS WAS MY ONE FREE 10 PULL THANK U 😭😭😭

i just wanna be able to be on social media with my friends but every site is fucking horrendous i don't get to have any of that

been pmsing (except i think its pmdd) for like a week and this damn period won't start im so miserable T_T

always hurts a lil when i learn my friends are closer/share more with other friends than with me, even tho ik thats just how it is sometimes, i just wish i could be as important to others as they are to me

some of yall havent been treated like you're ugly (and even told so) ur whole life and it shows

finally subscribed to a few blocklists and my feed has been more tranquil since 😭