truly believe colors are alive. like yes the orange leaf is alive, but Orange is also alive and you can have a relationship with them. i always say i adore color and people think i just like appreciate color, and no i mean i have a lifelong relationship w color that verges on devotional

i love being a transmasc femme. it’s so delightfully confusing to others which means it’s very precisely me

realizing that almost all venusian and jupiterian things are commonly seen as luxuries and as not necessary to life

i struggle w calling astrology readings a luxury because of how life changing & saving they can be. i think high quality spiritual services are necessary to life. i ALSO want my astrologers and mystics to have high rates. why?👇

saturn in aries: refusal as a weapon so much of revolution is refusal

A friend in Portland is in an awful bind. They’re supposed to move into section 8 housing today but didn’t get the key. They need a safe place to stay to prep for & recover from their colonoscopy on Monday. As of now, they have nowhere to go. Please DM ME to contribute to an Airbnb/hotel room.

the moon has been in capricorn so long i’m starting to forget what life before felt like… move queen… please…

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shaking rn…on this cap moon day, at my appt to discuss botox for migraines at the hospital my cap moon grandma spent her last days. i just realized it’s a year to the day since she died AND my appt is in the hours right after her death, an hour of which i spent with her body, talking to her—

i love these kinds of things i fear. i got a good grade in color ⭐️

hiccups are so mercury in pisces. a breathing issue thought to be caused by an evolutionary leftover from when we were fish? yeah

the elves in lord of the rings are so saturn in libra. their primary desire is to create beauty that does not fade

🧵 we often say that saturn is limits (true), but usually, by that we mean saturn is saying stop here, no further. i’m finding that just as often, saturn shows us how far away we are from our limits. saturn is saying, do you see, way out there, where you have to squint to see with the naked eye?

jupiter, lord of my 6H, exalted in my 10H, and my asc lord Venus exalted in my 6H, and i still can’t find a job that pays my bills. that’s how you know it’s bad out here lol

thinking about how each of my four siblings inherited *at least* one placement from my parents, and i did not, and i used to wonder if i was adopted growing up lmao

this is a saturn in aries appreciation thread. tell me what you appreciate about saturn in aries & saturn in aries ppl👇

classic saturn in aries moment: i forgot there are older people who also have saturn in aries. like ofc i know about the second saturn return, but for some reason with saturn in aries, i was like wow this is for the Youth

a parting gift: this past week i’ve had allergy-caused sinus issues that made so i somehow had liquid literally nonstop flowing from my eyes and nose while also being so blocked up i can’t breathe. truly saturn in pisces. had to go get meds for it, and it cleared up right as she moved into aries

saturn in pisces in my 6h, lord of my 4h, really had to have a final say. i had to get a bunch of leaking things in my house fixed this past week (things that had been leaking and unfixed for the whole of her transit). she said i will not be leaving here with unfinished business

“Attention, taken to its highest degree, is the same thing as prayer. It presupposes faith and love. Absolutely unmixed attention is prayer.” - Simone Weil I believe this quote more than anything.

coworker asked “do you have a boyfriend” then looked at me again and said “or partner”

fighting my demons one 6 mile walk at a time

i’ve decided to take my dreams seriously. will report back

serving in the therapy waiting room

why is it so hot when someone is good at something

i love the specific way in which art museums hold time

finally watched bound and my god, what a film

the story of inanna reminding me to mirror my students’ emotions back to them 🙂‍↕️

this reminds me of Firmicus talking about how the malefics must innately be stronger than Jupiter in order to basically restrain the immortality he could provide

okay actually why on earth does that square work for me. maybe i just love a little discomfort??

being around so many capricorn saturns (who i really vibe with despite their saturn squaring both my malefics????) has taught me something about patience in a really embodied way apparently

yessss. solarness includes a desire for truth and a desire to be seen. those two things come together in good praise

mars return/mars on my asc, saturn squaring my sun… how is one supposed to have self esteem in this climate

this really has been (and continues to be) transformation summer. in the goo phase rn though, ngl. not super comfy. hard to serve when you’re goo. but i persist

just passed a literal dumpster fire. seems apt for this astrology lmao

curiosity gap relationship

i was doing a card pull for a friend, and as i drew the cards, the waiter interrupted us with our food. i was like i think that is the omen, and read for them based on just that, and it was spot on. and then i turned over the cards and it was exactly what i just said lol

i think airplane windows should open. give me the engineer that can do that. i want to touch the skyyyyyy

made a plane friend and now we’re getting dinner in portland next week and also both have cousins getting married august 2nd??? i love traveling. the world is so big

trying out a new name 🌞

next friday is my birthday and then the next friday is north star. i am god’s favorite

a delusional part of me believes that if i just believed hard enough, i could understand and speak any language

pondering the difference between independence and freedom

nothing will teach you about how strategies that were brilliant and necessary in their context become become detrimental once they’re no longer needed like having a chronic illness and then recovering from that chronic illness

i now have multiple friends who i hang out with/call on a schedule every week, & it feels so nice. i really struggle w commitment, esp to plans (am i lowkey avoidant in some ways??), & this is stretching me in a good way. like good growth

okay everyone talked about jenny on the l word but so far the person i have distaste for is tina

wow, y’all claimed these in under 24hrs. i’m so happy this resonated and so excited to write these seven poems✨ if you’re one of the people who wanted one and weren’t able to grab one this round, do not fear, i’ll be opening this up again :)

Hello! Just a little reminder that you can still get on my books for a reading while my rates are low 🌞🕯️ But like all things, this will not last!

i’ve only got one of these left, so if you want in, lmk!

Emily is a magus of meter and you should absolutely take them up on this offer 💕