Small life update. I'm back on my anxiety meds and trying to better myself. My broken foot is healed. Oh and I'm now on anti-seizure medications after having 3+ seizures without coming to. That was not a fun er trip. And ig I'm just existing. Mostly alone and away from people.

. . . I feel like I'm getting talked about behind my back by people and I just kinda. Hate the feeling.

Glitchcoffin my beloved <3 These two scare my together. That's all I can say #spamcoffin #aftercleaveau #deltaruneau #tennaau #tenna #deltarune

Where have I been? Drawing doomed toxic yaoi of @paninimartini.bsky.social Failsafe Tenna and my addison "Spamton" (Uni)

I'm in the er. Potentially broken foot.

Today is my 19th birthday if anyone cares. . . .

Today is my 19th birthday if anyone cares. . . .

I was doing research on epilepsy for one of my characters and I was reading through the difference types of seizures that can happen and going. . . . Wait a second. That sounds an awful lot like what I'm currently going through myself. Especially absence seizures.

. . . I feel very. Alone? I think that's the word. . . . My birthday is coming up but the people I wanted to celebrate it with well. I fucked up and they want nothing to do with me. I just. . . Idk. I just don't see the point in celebrating anymore. I've lived another year but. I have low qol.

I'm now 99% sure I fucked up everything and now I feel like a shit person and I wish I could turn back time. . .

Drops a couple wip. . .

This weekend I need to get a head start on my birthday art so that I'm not rushing to complete it the night before. Considering I have less than 2 weeks to complete it.

Drops a couple wip. . .

I'm a wee bit of an idiot. I forgot to wash my hands after I prepped my snake's rat. I lifted her hide to inform her that her dinner has arrived and she struck my hand. Entirely my fault. I should have washed my hands.

I'm tired. And feeling isolated like normal. But I should stop complaining. Not like anyone listens or cares how I'm feeling much.

Yk. I think my parents liked the idea of being a parent but not actually raising the kid. My dad is more like a friend than a parent. Hell, my sister sees me as her parent instead of my dad.

I feel. Isolated I guess

. . . Oh. I should have expected that.

I'm just gonna stop giving updates on my life. Not like it's getting any better anyways

It feels like this past month has been a blur and everything is fuzzy. All I know is that I made cool art and I hate calculus

I really hate people. I had a guy staring at me and barking at me while I was chilling in the cafeteria with my friend. . .

Idk if I'll ever return back the bsky rp. I just. Don't fit in and fuck things up too much.

Back to feeling isolated but I'm used to it. It happens time and time again because I'm a shitty person and hurt people around me even if I don't mean to. . .

. . . I did a sprite edif. Idk if you guys like it though. . .

A little sketch If you know the movie + the song these lyrics are from, you get a cookie

Shyly places this down. Concept sketches of the Fun Gang + Noelle and Berdly #fungang #deltarune #deltaruneau #aftercleaveau #berdly #noelle

I've been working more on my aftercleave au and designs for them. . . I did the Fun Gang + Noelle and Berdly but idk if people wanna see them. . .

I've been really hating my body lately so I drew some yumeship stuff to cheer me up. . . So uh. . . Shyly places these down. #tenna #yumeship #art #deltarune

I've been really hating my body lately so I drew some yumeship stuff to cheer me up. . . So uh. . . Shyly places these down. #tenna #yumeship #art #deltarune

I suppose I'll share my comic wip. The prologue of "Just Put On A Show" #tenna #deltarune #deltaruneau #tennaau #aftercleaveau #wip

Back to feeling like I'm undeserving of friends and should just disappear so no one has to tolerate me anymore.

I keep doing impulsive stuff. . . I hate it but my head is messed up rn.

Hiiii! I have my commissions open so that I can go all out on upgrading my snake's enclosure ko-fi.com/c/8087e18ace #commissions #art

Yk. I feel like if I never made the one character or at least never rped it, I wouldn't be in the situation I am now. But what's done is done, so now I need to lay in the bed I made.

I've felt like shit so I made some self indulgent art. #selfship #addisona #spamton #tenna

Guys. I'm a bad person for never considering Tenna could be a nudibranch. Do you see the vision here. . .

I did an art #addisona

Hiiii! I have my commissions open so that I can go all out on upgrading my snake's enclosure ko-fi.com/c/8087e18ace #commissions #art

Some silly things

Some doodles of my addisona. Who's also an oc. It's confusing but I love him #deltarune #addisona

The final piece for 2025 for me #art #tenna #deltarune

Forgets to exist. Uh. Take a Deltarune au drawing #art #deltarune #deltaruneau #tenna #Aftercleaveau

Forgets to exist. Uh. Take a Deltarune au drawing #art #deltarune #deltaruneau #tenna #Aftercleaveau

Shyly places down some of my favorite Ms. "Tam" drawings

Also I forgot my pfp was Spamtoing

Hits the family guy death pose and forgets about this account for another month

Some art of one of my current oc hyperfixation #oc #deltarunoc #art #ocart #idunnowhatimdoinghonestly

Uhhhh. . . Hi guys. . . Debating making this account mdni. Mostly because I wanna post some Jewel art I haven't gotten to post.

Oh yeah. . . My deltarune oc that originally was an mha oc

So uh. . . Me and my friends au that we rp #art #deltarune #spamton #battat #tenna