Seems like a skill issue, tbqh i have tons of ideas and know many people with ideas.

We are not running out of new ideas. We just don’t give money to the HUMANS with good ones.

Literally over a month later and i am now finally finishing alchemised because life got in the way and holy moly my heart is shattered and i am just in awe of everything Sen achieved with this book.

Not me being more excited about the new bumper sticker i got for my car than for my new car that i got on Monday 😅

I am in the trenches of PMDD and this girl who commissioned a watercolor from me is testing me with her ridiculousness. I made a beautiful family portrait and she was like “no not like that i want it to be ugly” her actual words were “i need it to look like a child made it” wtfdym???

My trip to france is near i need to practice my #french stat! Anyone have any tips or resources? I’m technically B1 since that is the last test i took but i got to C1 classes but that was in the before times. I need a podcast or something that can activate the dormant french skills

Lucy made a Podfic from one of my drabbles! Go give it a listen it is fantastic! archiveofourown.org/chapters/196...

I was having breakfast with my mom and i got my concerta to take it but then i started yapping and got distracted and now i don’t have my pill and i cannot remember if i took it in between yaps or if it somehow fell? This is precisely why i need this medication omfg

I made a purchase on Cyber Monday that was not necessarily impulsive because i had been eyeing the product for over a year but was definitely not financially sound and then this morning my order got cancelled and i got a full refund so sometimes the universe really is like “not today, bitch!”

I still haven’t finished Alchemised because i got overwhelmed by it and had to put it down and then life swallowed me up but i want to finish this week and then i will attempt to read a couple others from my tbr.

Potions mishaps #dramione #dhr

This is the wip! 4 months ago! omg it feels like an eternity. It is finally done (i think?)

Ok i think it’s done. I could keep tinkering with it forever but i will go crazy if i do. I need to let it marinate a bit but hopefully i will post tomorrow

I have been working on a WIP for months at this point and i don’t even think it is even that good but the details got away from me, then i get tired of it so i leave it for days but i am determined to finish this thing, i swear it will not defeat me. Will it be a disappointment when i post it? Tbd

So anyone who is not kissing me is missing out just fyi 🍒 (this is my subtle way of asking if anyone wants to make out ok?)

Rewatching TFA and i cannot explain to you how important Rey is to me i would die to protect her

I think i girlbossed too close to the sun and even though it is all good things it is too much and i gave myself an anxiety attack because my financial anxiety cannot take me spending any amount that is over 4 figures even though i do have the money 🙃

Just purchased my plane tickets for my art residency next year and i am equal parts excited and anxious

I close my eyes and all my brain sees are images from this movie, the color palettes i am watching it again tonight because it is haunting me!

@realgdt.bsky.social obra maestra la que hiciste con Frankenstein! Lloré, me reí, me enojé y sentí una catarsis tremenda y ni se diga de lo visualmente bella que es, hasta en sus momentos más grotescos tiene una sensibilidad que no pierde la película en ningún momento 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

Not me ideating a trip to Colombia out of nowhere as though i have the time, money or vacation days left after the other three trips i already am planning for next year. This sounds super glamorous but this never happens i just have two weddings and the art residency next year

Currently watching Fast X and holy guacamole the amount of sharks jumped in one movie is insane but also what kind of budget were they working with? The cast to begin with is mindblowing 😂

Being physically hungry but not wanting to eat anything has really become an issue for me as I get older. 🫤

Got home from work, showered, got me some popcorn, a crispy diet coke, mini wontons for dinner and am gonna finish Alchemised. Perfect Halloween plans.

I was hired to do some live painting at an event and i forgot my sunglasses and i am debating whether i should just live like this or ask my mom to bring me a pair, problem is my sunglasses are in a bedside table next to my vibrators 🫠

It is going to make my head explode the extent to which my boss depends on Chatgpt, every time she says why she uses it it is for the easiest thing to just google 🥲

Us: For the love of god, STOP remaking everything, make something ORIGINAL for fuck’s sake!! Remake privileges REVOKED Guillermo del Toro: *walking out of universal with 40 monsters stuffed under his trenchcoat* Us: Okay everyone EXCEPT Mr. del Toro

Fun fact i was peeing when i had this Charlotte York moment so take that as you will

I caught myself thinking “i am so pretty and i can bake and i am smart i am such a catch” and while true that is not the norm for me and so i checked my app and i am ovulating. If i felt like this all month long i would be unstoppable wtf

I just spent like 30 minutes explaining the entire SW/AD drama to my mom and my sister like

Made it to Part 2 and so far holy crap i have to go to bed now but omg

I am sorry but they “couldn’t see how he was alive” but Palpatine coming back made sense to them somehow?!??!?!?

I was considering donating a little to the @archiveofourown.org drive this month and was looking at the merch and i need to know if there is a specific reason why the butterfly pin is not symmetrical because why!?! Does it have a hidden meaning or was it just a *choice* i don’t wanna yuck a yum but

Finally had time and the vibes were right to start this. 🤓

Vote people! For whoever you want but also maybe please also for me? I wanna participate 🥸

They’re heeeeeeeere!!!!

What do you mean this is for meeeee omg i love you this is perfect 🥰😍🫶🏻

It’s been a tough month and i’ve had to be very grown up and responsible lately so i just rewarded myself with a book haul and some Nerds gummy clusters. This weekend is about to be lit.

I’ve been posting my art on ig for almost ten years and somedays i wonder what even is the point ? I know i shouldn’t do it for the likes but it is so discouraging and even embarrassing to only get 10 likes (and those are from my family lol)

Maybe i am too out of the music scene but does anyone else’s release create this much discourse and i just don’t hear about it? Is any other artist or band scrutinized this much (both negatively and positively) and because it’s not in my sphere i don’t see it? Genuinely curious

Finally listened to it and i was right lol Also can i just say i went in expecting the worst and i mean it is definitely not a masterpiece all the way through it is a fine album but it is not as bad as many people are making it out to be. Some people are just being mean,

I haven’t listened to the album yet but judging from the posts i’ve seen one thing has become clear: people don’t know that there are two versions of Taylor 1) writes when she is actually inspired and going through something and comes up with beautiful stuff and

I want to listen to Life of a Showgirl at some point but right now it feels too much like i have to do homework and my PDA is flaring like “noo you cannot tell me what to do i will listen when I want not when you tell me!”

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I’ve been a bit MIA lately cause my grandpa passed away. It’s been mostly a relief because he was in so much pain and discomfort in the end that prolonging his life was just cruel atp. It’s weird cause i am sad but mostly it is just a sense of “oh, he’s not suffering anymore thank goodness” anyway

Giiirl what even is this week? I just got stung by a bee 👁️👄👁️

sharing from instagram, thought it was important

Good news: i met a really cute doctor today Better news: we got to second base 😏 Bad news: it’s cause i thought i was having a stroke and he was taking my vitals Good news: not having a stroke Bad news: just a panic attack

I don’t know how to explain this without sounding mean because that is not at all what this is about but omg i need Alchemised to be promoted purely on the basis of Alchemised. They need to stop bringing up the fanfic connection it is doing a disservice to everyone, SenLin Yu included.