pondering making a webpage/teeny tiny subsite about my nail polish collection, but oof, that would be a looooong list... (even if I just limited it to favourite brands/lines, it would be massive...Barry M needs to stop making amazing affordable products :P)

welcome to brain fog: when you spend four days thinking you updated the webpage for your project when it finished, but you...didn't. anyway, uh, the SeptProj has been completed for this year! yay! I think!

ugh, PEM is such a royal pain in the neck...three days basically wasted...this is so frustrating...

Hm... poomang.com/en/t/speech_...

I also just discovered that the Weasel -- my apologies, Dr Simon Wessely, he who has been instrumental in making ME an utter joke into the 21st century -- also is connected to the group of ghouls behind the fuckin' CASS REVIEW. I am revolted to my core, but I can't say I'm remotely surprised.

sorry I disappeared again, was enduring PEM...and then I had to babysit the (lovely, but still highly anxious) dog during said PEM...whiiiiiile my brother sat on his fat healthy arse playing video games from the moment he woke up (the usual 2pm. no, not joking.)

“It actually doesn’t take much to be considered a difficult woman. That’s why there are so many of us.” ― Jane Goodall 💙 RIP to a real one. My childhood hero

hi there! me? oh, nbd. just got front row tickets to see my Science Boyfriend when he returns to Brisvegas next year is all :D and am going to be disgustingly chipper for the next week, at the very least :D :D :D

Yrs Truly: "Well...I guess the Rapture didn't happen. Or didn't happen to a lot of people who wanted it, at least." Little Flower: "They must not have bought their Whizzo Butter." 1) that is some freakin' DEEP Monty Python lore right there; I've taught her well, 2) I'm an ass, I laughed. HARD.

when you have to go to bed in tears before the Grand Final starts because you're so f'ing sick...only to wake up to find your D&D&footy friends have recorded said Grand Final for you & put a black ban on any discussion of it in the Discord until you've watched it...& your team wins for the 2nd year.

I need to sit down and stop doing stuff, but...I wanna put all my posters back up and have nice walls to look at and all that...

learning how to navigate life with ME/CFS is overwhelmingly more complex a deal than I ever thought it would be. there's so much I'm discovering that makes me go "...oh, okay, NOW I get why $REACTION happens when I just $SIMPLE_TASK..."

"Ｉ ｎｅｖｅｒ ｈｅａｒ ａｎｙｏｎｅ ｔａｌｋｉｎｇ ａｂｏｕｔ ｔｈｅ *ｆｅｍａｌｅ* ｌｏｎｅｌｉｎｅｓｓ ｅｐｉｄｅｍｉｃ！" THAT'S BECAUSE YOU FUNDAMENTALLY DO NOT BELIEVE WOMEN CAN BE LONELY, YOU BRAIN-DEAD BERK

I...have no idea what I'm trying to do or say with this year's SeptProj, but. huh. (lots of leporine imagery this year, too...hm...)

Guys, I have news! On the c-word, I have a sort-of-clear! That is, things look "non-threatening" (whut) at the moment; I get an all-clear if bloods/ultrasounds in a couple of month come up boring. Yay! However, I have moderately severe ME! N...not at all yay! Say it with me, now: FUCK COVID!

am I singing along to 80s music at 1AM in the morning? why yes, yes, I am! do I care if my neighbours are disturbed? why, no, no I don't, seeing as they don't care if their dogs bark ceaselessly all day while they're out fishing or whatever! :D MUSICAL REVENGE. >:D

In some good news, the Brisbane Lions are playing in the AFL Grand Final next week. And even better, Collingwood isn’t.

asshole: "I don't even do fandoms, I'm that mysterious and cool~~" same asshole: used a supposedly shared fandom to lovebomb me and get in my good graces lmfao

if cringe is supposedly dead, how come so much stupid shit keeps happening that makes me cringe all the time? admittedly, the 'cringe' is turning into 'cower' more often than not these days, but the point still stands.

curious...does anyone here in the celestials use/play (not sure what the verb should be...) #Bentewee / #PGFS? (for those wondering, no! #PoupeeGirl never died, really!)

Monday appointment with the breast clinic. If I get the all clear from them, I can return to just working with my doc on possible myalgic encephalomyelitis, which is horrifying on its own but really, I'll take it over the c-word ANY day.

Jesus Christ, America.

Mammograms suck, ultrasounds suck, breasts suck, and cancer sucks. Radiographic nurses are patient calming angels who do not suck. FTR. ♥

gotten so obsessed with all the Tsuki games. they're just so...cosy. T^T

When speaking to Tommy Robinson at the far right demonstration in London today, Elon Musk wore a t-shirt saying "What would Orwell think?" So let's dive in - what would George Orwell think about Tommy Robinson and Elon Musk? 🧵

the c-word update: bloods taken again, mammogram + ultrasound scheduled, RBWH breast clinic appointment made but no solid date yet (don't you love the public system?); Dr C not amused by current symptoms, esp. weakness and extreme fatigue. unsure if I'm dissociating because it's all really scary...

for posterity: it's September 10 and I have the aircon on. I am very aware we haven't even reached the equinox yet. insert weak laughter here.

"also the fact that yarros is a 40 something yo woman supposedly writing how 20 yos act" ...you...you guys...look, I am no fan of Rebecca Yarros and her boring mush vaguely-dragon-esque books, but here's the thing about 40 "yos" -- they were once 20. They remember being 20.

watched Riverfire via a livestream and cried all the way through it, but it's better than not seeing it at all! I think! :D

holy carp, not me and @feuertrunken.bsky.social actually listening to a new album the day it's released?! OH YEAH BABY. brb spiritually uniting with Suede's new record

I'm doing a sex quiz f̶r̶o̶m̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶m̶a̶g̶a̶z̶i̶n̶e̶ -- (unbelievable kudos if you get that one) and the first question is: "I (would) enjoy inflicting pain or having pain inflicted on me." ...how...like...that's two separate questions with different answers? WTF? How am I supposed to answer that? ¬_¬

"Why Aragorn's Wife Arwen Wasn't Important In The Books" ... *DEEP BREATH* YONDOOOOOOO QUI ALÁMANÍ--

Okay, so I'm doing the Thing again! Seventh time! Full circle. Septem, you know.

Aldarion and Erendis, or, "Never Date an Addict", or, "No, Girl, You CAN'T Fix Him", or, "He Can Treat You Like Shite And Neglect Your Daughter And Everyone Will Still Blame You For Everything, Because You're A Woman". last one is more of a fandom thing, though, admittedly.

love how my general health took a complete nosedive after posting this, so said major life decision has been binned for the foreseeable future. much like everything else. what joy!

watching all the "we're pausing shipping to the US, sorry" emails roll in and wondering what that orange fuckwit was even thinking oh wait, he wasn't, silly me

No new pic, where are you mentally.

why I non-ironically hate romantasy, basically. www.youtube.com/watch?v=ejkl...

living with these people is going to kill me.

there's something very darkly hilarious about being sent into a PTSD spiral by to someone trying to mansplain PTSD to you. and by very darkly hilarious I kind of mean I want to die right now? lol.

Doing a Rings of Power semi-marathon-rewatch-thingy, because I am sad. And because Robert Aramayo's Elrond is the best Elrond. Oh yes I did.

I'm p sure Morgoth perverted ants to be as goddamn awful as they are and made them more interested in living in the dwellings of the Children of Ilúvatar than outside where they belong, so yeah, f you and all your ants, Morgoth. (yes, I'm going to have to pay for more pest control, why do you ask?)

search for beauty. search for beauty, everywhere you go, even in the ugliest places you can't get out of, but for the love of god, search for it. find it. treasure it. that is the only thing that can keep you sane, and they will take it away in a heartbeat unless you hold it.

if you see this, do it [or don’t] – name : Kirryn – pronouns : she/her – height : 167cms I think? – sexuality : 🏳️‍🌈 leaning sapphic – sign : ♓ 🌞/♑ 🌝/♊ ⬆️ – piercings : 7 – tattoos : none! – fav drink : flat white~ ☕ – fav food : 🍓 – pets : Miokitty – mbti : INFP/Jish – relationship : single as fuck

"Of course Sauron's a fwcking AUSTRALIAN!!!" #unoverheard

the joy I feel when I can match a lip look to a special effects nail look is probably one of the most ridiculous things in the world to be joyous about, but eh. I like colours, I like shiny things. I am a simple girl. 💄💅🏻 #makeup #makeupsky

"[Mum], you can only settle into boring middle age if you CAN'T belly dance to 'Rock Me Amadeus'. Sheesh. *eyeroll*" #unoverheard #wheezing

A video of a couple with the male partner saying that one of the rules of their marriage was that he always took migraine meds with him whenever he and his wife went out just in case literally just made me tear up; AJ is laughing at me but honestly THAT IS THE SWEETEST THING ANYONE COULD EVER DO T_T

Oh hay frenz, wanna know a secret? ENDOMETRIOSIS SUCKS LIKE A BLACK HOLE. 🤫

If you see this, QTP with 10 games to get to know you! #gamesky #promosky #gaming 🎮 Final Fantasy VI 🎮 Chrono Trigger 🎮 Pokemon series 🎮 BSSM: Another Story 🎮 Umineko no Naku Koro Ni 🎮 Wingspan 🎮 Unpacking 🎮 LoZ: Twilight Princess 🎮 Stardew Valley 🎮 Final Fantasy XIV