How do you use social media when you need it for networking and getting your content out there but the more you use it your usual ideations go from passive to active? Asking for me. I’m really struggling.

The grind is so real my dudes

Bf asked me to cut his hair and I kinda fucked it up but he refuses to go get it professionally cut… sooooooooo

I’m feeling bitter and jealous and have no one to vent/talk me through it!!!!!!!! So I’ll just bottle it up and keep it in me until I burst.

In case no one has told you, Backyard Stuff is free on all platforms for the Sims 4 until April 13th. IT’S FREE!!!! #thesims4

There is so much fucking background noise in my videoooooo! My bf was home and I told him to be quiet! All I hear is typing, movement, traffic cause he left the back door open and his loud ass sneeze (this one he couldn’t really help but it scared the shit out of me)

I have edited 7 minutes of my 2 and a half hour recording of the sims challenge I made… let’s see if I can get another minute together before the meds kick in

I’m glad I have this space away from all of that and I don’t have to keep up appearances. All of it too much. I’m tired of all the stupid opinions and guilt. It’s nice to be able to talk into a public void.

I always forget how depressed I get when I go on Twitter. I use it for networking but I hate networking. That’s like my least favorite part of being a content creator. I’m not trying to do any of that here. I’m just here so I can be away from all of that!

Guys I got into the Twitch Black Guild after facing a crushing rejection for a vtuber group I wanted to join! Look at me go!

I’m cold and sad and I need to lie down

I do in fact not feel good enough. Trying to be okay with not getting in as it was my first time applying to anything. I just feel like my personality and how I think isn’t a weakness. My depression is debilitating as I’m literally disabled because of it, but I try to keep going and if they don’t

I find it so wild that people didn’t like the Kalos region in Pokemon! Everyone loved the Unova region and I don’t understand why besides N! Hated the region, loved the Pokémon and story but the region in general? So ugly to me!

I don’t get it. I tell people what I liked to be called and they just disregard the first part just to call me Blue. That’s not my name! It’s Princess! It’s Princess Bluerigard! My first name is Princess! I’m not Blue!!!! We are not friends! You don’t have permission to call me that!!!

I’m trying not to get readdicted to micro transactions but they’re so tempting! I know I have a problem

I did have fun yesterday. I just get in my own head. I have regrets about me mostly. That’s what I meant.

The month is going by so fast now, it was just the 7th and now we’re almost done with the month! My birthday is in 2 months! I’m gonna have to buy medicine for my dog cause Flea season is about to be upon us! 😭 I’m not ready for winter to be over yet!!!

I should know my limits. I’m very exhausted from hanging out with people for longer than intended. I’m regretting every choice I made today. So much energy expended

Went to the cutest cafe today with friends! I will definitely be going there again just to try more food. But it is a drive from me, so not too often.

Curse you, me! I need to stop making plans cause now I’m upset I gotta interact with people! 😭

Is it weird that I took a week off from streaming because I was putting in 7 hour days and was getting burnt out… and I wanna stream now? Like my week off isn’t even up. I just miss streaming.

Hehehehe! I’m free! I said I was taking a break from social media, and yet, I’m here and I’m freeeeeeeeee!