The craziest feeling I've unlocked lately is feeling like I am hot (when I clean myself up and try lol) like I am so aware of the ways I am unattractive and weird but I feel like I'm so over myself finally. I am becoming okay with my problems and issues, and I have ownership over them...

Oh what do you know, consumer technology is like 30% more expensive now... I know it's not how inflation works but it's hard not to think most things are like 25%ish more expensive than a couple years ago

Does your spiro also taste like pure ass and leave your tongue tasting bitter for like 30 mins

I have tried so hard to get this through people's skull. Gender dysphoria is real. I had connections in my brain that I felt literally get plugged in Correctly. My kinks were a symptom. HRT CORRECTED my Body. I was skeptical for a decade. But I carried naturally high estrogen for many years

You don't actually love me or like me or care about me if you can't see me as a woman in your brain. I am not just playing pretend. It's not even been six months and my physical body itself is SO DIFFERENT. Fucking whatever. I'm already dealing with this from my parents, I don't need it w furries

I'm trying sooooo hard to be a girl! I wanna be a cute pretty girl so bad. Yes even irl. Even though I look and sound like a huge bulky masculine oaf, I'm actually a Girl. I'm a girl even when I put on guyish clothes. I'm a girl even if I don't do voice training or makeup

I'm turning 30 like really soon.........

I can't get a single fucking prescription filled at my pharmacy UGHHHHHHHHH

Sickkkkk but played a little Pokemon Omega Ruby for the first time and had a blast!

REAL ONES ONLY @ THE TRNDYTRNDY BACKYARD SET @trndytrndy.com #SECONDHANDSMOKE

I am pretty sick now lol, I slept for a couple hours just barely

I love when pooltoys have dirt on them. I love when they have wrinkles and seams. I love imperfections, and scuffs where the print thins from consistent use. I don't want to be afraid to use my pooltoys or let other ppl use them. I do not want to look at them like a car show, I want to use them!

Here @ furlandia

My drunk hyperbole from last night aside (I kept saying Top 1 Experiences of All Time after a certain point) I really had a whole con that was like out of a dream. It was like being a furry for the first time again and also I got to work hard for my friends. Facilitating something new and beautiful

Chopped so much wood yesterday my hand hurts lmfao. Come to Furlandia we chop wood

Something something something fuckin' pablo escobar. Idk I barely listen to tame impala

There are some tweakers across from the burgerville that are super sketchy, literally saw one cross just to steal soda from bv

Might head to the con early tomorrow. If I do and it's cloudy and stuff I'm not sure what I'll be wearing! But I am eager to put on my sushi dress tomorrow... we shall see

I got misgendered quite a bit today because of my nb-ish fit, but huge shoutouts to the near-blackout furry who was soooo sweet and said "would" to skunk faith. and asked about my pronouns+said kind things to me about my transition! Despite being drunk they were being sincere and i appreciate that

FRUADlandia hasn't even had any drama pssshhh

There are tweakers outside of the con area. It's a sketchy part of town, be safe!

IM so tireddddd I may have to turn in early!!

I'm back at da con

Mood crashing a bit but this should fix me

I haven't eaten in a long time and didn't realize how hungry I was...... So I am out away from the con for a while

Heading to the con!!!

I know I'm not gonna see a lot of people on Sunday but I'm saving my dress for Sunday. I wanna wear a lil more comfy of a fit today and I wanna save my dress for the party tomorrow night 💚

It's gonna be sunny again today but enjoying how normal Portland the day is rn lol, more 60 degrees and cloudy days please!!!!

I woke up like "aw man I wish I could go back to the con" cause I'm in my own bed. Bitch it's Saturday get back out there then!!!!

Furlandia is amazing lol

remove the word degen/degenerate from your vocabulary im not kidding.

Actually blowing my mind how good furlandia is. I woke up, went straight to the con and had a blast all day, saw tons of familiar faces and met so many new/cool people, and now I'm back in my room eating taco bell sdjflksjfkldsjlk

I'm at baby ketten...

This is actually a real furry convention in my back yard basically

I am in reg line for Furlandia :))))))))

First night of Furlandia was a blast ;w; and now I get to cuddle gf and our plushies ough

okay no but seriously THIS time the problematic trans woman definitely deserves it

They gave me Capri sun and goldfish at the Drs 🥹❤️❤️

I lowered my progesterone back down and my libido is working again, too much prog is not necessarily better imo (although I will probably adjust and react positively to more in the future)

Braces or buck teeth....... Hmmmm

Curious as to what people think of as my art style tbh! Do folks point towards my subject matter more than the looks of the art itself, cause my content varies so much in what it is? I'm flexible (or inconsistent >w>) Like I made a physical badge from a 3d model as a comm for example...

Sucks when I feel like I'm talking to a furry that acts like they have to put up with my art or my kinks. Like they hate seeing stuff they don't like. I had RL friends accept me about it and they're not even remotely furry. Skill issue

I used to be like heh if I'm a REAL professional how come I don't send emails all the time like everyone else.. holy moly I am sending and checking emails all the time now

you'll have to give me and Faith some grace for a little bit we're going through it atm (me and Faith are goin perfect it's Another Thing around us that's affecting us)

Still mad.

Been good for the most part today, doing lots of art, although RL stressors are getting to be a lot for my poor little brain

Sigourney Weaver over Grogu: “Geen poppenspelers”

"Hey guys, big news but I'm transgender!!" person in the server who responds to absolutely everything: thats cool im just playing war thunder atm

They can go fuck themselves