how is it only 3pm ive been awake all morning i should just die

KILL ME RN

ALL MY COOL MUTUALS ARE ON CALL W ME WTF

if i dont get my own room before im 18 im js gonna kms

bluesky i hope you go bankrupt i hate you so much

OF COURSE THIS APP DOESNT WORK WHEN IM REDOING MY PINNED

tiktok making me anxious w the doom talk☹️ik kosa didn’t pass senate yet and it most likely wont but i still get so scared seeing ppl say ‘WE’RE FUCKED ITS ALL OVER PACK UP UR BAGS UR DONE JUST MIGHT AS WELL GO DIE NOW’

"you're such a creep" I say holding back my barely contained lust

how ppl who make barely any effort to maintain a relationship with me pull up the second i start distancing myself from them

the ppl im trying to distance from r viewing my stories again do i js kms

seeing all this stuff abt kosa bill is freaking me out even tho i go through this every year and every year it doesn’t go through

i seriously think tiktok should’ve stayed banned

maybe it is the phone bc u never hear some bullshit like ‘hiplet’ or ‘foid’ when ur outside

i was personally not a fan of the final tdac episode. I'm not a fan of using someone's disorders or trauma to excuse their abhorrent actions towards others. i felt much more bad for gangle and ribbit than jax. I've met plenty of people who've had it really bad all their life and don't bully others

i wanna do something crazy

i’ll get into that animal hospital roblox game but im annoying afterwards u all have to kill me

when i was throwing the garbage i just looked ahead and felt like running away. i could’ve. but i cant leave my little sibling alone. i really want to leave.

no more cup ramen. if i make the one in a packet then i’d have to wash the pot used. just nevermind honestly i’ll wait for dinner.

im hungry

SOMEONE IM TRYING TO FORGET ABOUT KEEPS INTERACTING WITH ME

my headphones js broke im miserable

im kind of a pro at threatening to hurt myself over minor inconveniences

why is the alterhuman flag so ugly i will hurt myself

idkwhy i feel so sad and tired today i have things i need to get done icant be like this

i hate days like today. i wanna go outside.

sheldon lee cooper u dawg!!!!!!

im a dirty little larper boy

still need to pee im gonna die out here

spongebob of ventsky

i wanna be spongebob

i rlly need to pee

ok im fine now hey guys

and i can’t even properly have a breakdown bc it’ll upset my younger brother than he’ll start talking like me so i cant even do anything ough i should just kms at this point

my mom treats the dog much kinder and gentler than she treats me and it makes me feel terrible

am i a fat masochist

i miss pain

i miss feeling something

i miss cutting

i want my skin and flesh to burn and ache

i wont make it to 18 in this state

i’m just a burden if im like thsi right

NONE OF YOU EVER GAVE A FUCK ABOUT ME YOU ALL JUST WANT SOMETHING OUT OF ME

YOURE JUST LIKE YOUR FATHER AND YOU SHOULDVE DIED WIYH HIM

YOU NEVER GAVE A FUCK ABOUT ME SINCE THE MOMENT I WAS BORN YOU ONLY WANTED ME SO YOU COULD GET THAT DAMN CHECK

YOU JUST WANT ME TO FUCKINDIENRIGHT

DO YOU WANT ME DEAD IS THAT IT

I WILL DIE RIGHT NOW

IWILL CUTMYSELF OPEN

my bum ass father who keeps us in this house all day but he never even talks to us i hope he dies tomorrow on father’s days gets in a car crash and dies