why does everyone have their own person except for me

that empty feeling in my chest that i hate

im not going to but i do wonder which of my friends would notice if i disappeared? would they even say anything?

days so quiet i get excited to go food shopping w my mom

amazing things are happening to everyone around me and i’m still in the same place i’ll always be

closing bluesky then opening bluesky like a refrigerator in hopes that food (notifs) will magically appear

Let’s all hold hands guys

need to be pet like this rn

yayy strawpage !! im still adding to it but ive linked it in my bio ^_^

fuck strawpage tbh it keeps crashing right as im nearly finished w my page

my sweet piano & my melody 💫

i woke up to more notifs from my lovely mutuals on here than i did from my friends this entire month hi guys

gn blusky i hope i sleep well tonight … i’ve been having real weird dreams

ITS HERE!!!!! (check the reply feed for a storytime on what happened hehe)

i want cake

i literally do nothing all day i watch yt and play games and doomscroll

cannibalism is love 🫀🦴

Part one.

i’m such a sweet girl i don’t deserve any of stuff i have to deal with

i need to be kissed and cuddled rn #yearning

only made small talk w some ppl today…that was it for social interaction

i need more friends actually. i only have maybe 4 and only one of them sometimes speaks to me if he’s not with his boyfriend.

blegh nobody to speak to today

Boobs🤤🤤🤤

everything was??? fine??? i lived???? i wasn’t ridiculed for my feelings???he???understood???and apologized????????huhh?????huh???huh??hu??healthy communication????works???

❛ #moothunt #promosky ❜ ‹𝟹 ⠀ ꒰ she ╱ they ┆16 ꒱ 𐂯 girlflux lesbian ﾉ madoka magica, yuri, ddlc, nso, pjsk, vocaloid, sanrio, … 𓏴 vent ⎞spam acc ⌒⌒ #ventsky #promo

confrontation is so scary when your feelings were dismissed or ridiculed growing up

everyone is disgusting and awful

The only time someone would want me is if i suddenly go missing

today was so ass what the hell

nobody actually talks to me anymore but i can’t be upset about it because these r the only people i have

friend bailed on our plans without saying anything

i think two of my friends r starting to dislike me and may even be speaking abt me

why’s there so many mdni accounts on my fyp go awayy

i’m making new friends i MIGHT be okay after all

is it selfish to want someone to watch me play minecraft and draw and listen to me ramble

i can’t even get sad thinking about it.

this is all really my own fault. i don’t make any efforts. well i kind of did. but they were ignored. i don’t know.

i wonder what would happen if i did just disappear. not in the depressed guilt tripping way. i just wanna see who would notice first, or if anyone would care. if i disappeared for a month would i come back to any new messages?

some of my friends are probably talking bad about me i just feel it

are we just growing apart or did i fuck something up?

thinking about these things doesn’t even make me sad anymore. it’s just like another normal thought.

maybe i don’t deserve nice things. i don’t know why i wouldn’t, but there has to be a reason this is all happening.

maayyybbeee i’m just not cut out for social interaction lol

i’m 100 days clean today

okay yeah no i jinxed everything so bad LMAO

my mom always telling us we’re always asking her for things but if she actually let us go do it ourselves we wouldn’t have to bother her. like i’d love to go down the street and do it myself but you won’t let me.

i feel like something needs to change but last time i said that i got all my stuff taken away so maybe i need to learn to be okay with this

i was abt to complain abt something here but my mutuals seem to be doing way worse than i am