i keep forgetting ppl outside my mutuals can see my posts bc why tf did this get 12 likes im in tears

N A M I D A ∀ ∀

you didn’t deserve my kindness. you don’t deserve anyone’s kindness, or respect. you are filth itself. rot.

i have a crush for the first time in 3 years wtf do i do

hi

why’re so many ppl trying to talk to me while im locked in on a drawing….but when im free my phone is dry….okay…

pinterest fix ur damn app

wanna change my layout

im in such a bad mood ouhhhmyy

i hate my older sibling. they act so nice and cutesy around their friends. and they treat me and my little sister like trash. i hate them and their friends.

was bluesky down for anyone else or

stomach hur ts

i miss him

annoyed

i’m hungry

what the fuck do you mean isolation can cause dementia. ive been isolated my entire life. i only go out maybe twice a week. am i doomed.

so i’m definitely some type of alterhuman. i just don’t know what i am, or used to be. i can never tell my friends about this.

hello

i would take a benadryl to stay asleep tonight but it usually gives me awful vivid nightmares but i rlly need some sleep…………….what to do……….

i lost a follower ❌ a follower lost me ✅

someone sing me a lullaby while i drift off ok🥱🥱🥱💤💤😴😴😴😴😴

i woke up at 6am bc my older sister was snoring super loud this morning myeyes r real heavy rn

im sleepy

ok ykw i did tons of research today i learned a bit abt myself i got some sketches done i did well today

wait if im not human then wth am i ??? is that something i have to like , sit and think abt ??? am i rlly getting srs abt this ?? i don’t even rlly believe in stuff like this but ????????

i probably sound so crazy rn

nothing abt me feels right. i really dont believe im human.

im doing a lot of research right now , i cant say anything for sure. but i seriously don’t think i belong here i don’t feel like this body is mine. i don’t belong with other people. reading abt this type of stuff is making me feel understood.

i might be some type of alterhuman ( NOT SELF DIAGNOSING IM SPECULATING )

sometimes i forget im still a kid um

this chiikawa shit gets serious people will genuinely burn you at the stake if you say your fav is momonga

the last time he did i had nobody to talk to for 2 months icant do that again bro

i think he’s finding another favorite person ohno

i cant help her out but if i don’t then who else will i hate this i hate how useless everyone else is i hate that i have to do everything myself i hate that i have to be the only normal and put together one while my older sister gets all the credit for it killme

i have no hope for the future. i can’t help out anyone around me. there’s no way out of my environment. nobody is that attached to me. what is the point of being here

what am i even benefiting from being alive rn

i made it 16 years i just need to hang on a few more please please please

why am i putting myself through all this even

it doesn’t matter where we move or how much freedom my parents give me things will never change as long as i’m under their roof. moving out far away from them is my only hope

just 2 more years until i can move out

my nose is burning 😕😕😕😕😭😕😭😕😭😕😭😕😭☹️😭☹️😭☹️😭☹️😭☹️☹️☹️☹️

Newest mii on my island seems a little sketchy

i just wanted to do a study of that mizuena kitty short but i added a kiss in the end so i'm posting it

i’m sick why i js got over my period bro

happy lesbian visibility week everyone acknowledge me

i’m hungry

hi