I admit every morning when applying minoxidil I do cry a bit when I see my hair returning back to what it was pre testosterone injections. Still not completely normal as hair is only a few months growth compared to the rest that has been growing for 2 years but it’s insane the difference it made.

Ordered the new wolves shirt really like it. Probably should have added a name from the women’s team but couldn’t pick.

Ngl the fact KSI is living the Sidemen does make me wanna watch Sidemen videos. Never really liked him or the majority of his toxic fans.

Omg even my fucking phone needs ID thanks to the new update. I thought the nonsensical child safety act only affected social media.

I don't care if this isn't popular and get me laughed at. Despite not being American, I still really like Megan Rapinoe despite her saying some stupid stuff on occassion but so does everybody so can't really judge her on that. Still love Megan Rapinoe.

Still questioning how we got Kieran Trippier to sign for us. Which is making me nervous it won't happen.

Hmmmm

I wonder, how many animals have died due to fossil fuels and global warming?

Trump aparently cares more about birds than human lives.

I am a lot happier here than decade on Twitter mainly because everytime I turn on this website I am surrounded by beautiful lgbtq+ people and allys.

They attack police but unlike Palestine Action these guys aren't considered extremists or terrorists. I guess the government just really hates protecting people who aren't white.

Wait does the new Supreme Court ruling, seem similar to what they did to autism patients in the 70s. Or did I read it wrong. Because that is insane if true.

It was so hot though might need a thinner one could make a habit of this.

Donald Trump: 😢

Just went to the pharmacy in one not gonna lie it was less anxiety and stress. Gotta be a regular thing now.

I am planning on buying a mask for when I go out now, or meet people.

This wasn't even supposed to happen, people interfered with a child. I wasn't supposed to go through male puberty it was forced through medical care I had no say in.

You know I am thinking of just stopping transitioning entirely knowing what I now know about my past healthcare and the damage it caused me. The court case loss gave me a lot of information I wish I never known and I am constantly horrified. I don't seem motivated to even try and live anymore.

The government says Hasan Piker can’t come to the UK. But Tel Aviv fans, the government would literally fight to bring you here to abuse Aston Villa fans.

All the people who say Labour are left wing and doing good think they are because they just see the name not policies. Do Americans do this too? Like if a democrat did everything Donald Trump has done would they ignore all the bad stuff and make excuses because you just see that a dem is in power.

Oh my that ratio only 4 likes as over 100 quote tweets. Guess Labour still hasn’t figured out they are the bad guy they are the Russia of Reforms Germany.

It didn’t matter if the group is about sexuality or gender identity or whatever. It was a group who came together that society didn’t see as normal. The group was never just about sexuality it was a group of people fighting against prejudice. The group formed and it wasn’t just about sexuality.

Just so you know the LGBTQ+ will always be together. People who say they should be separated because one part is sexuality and one part is gender is wrong. The group got together to fight for the right to be who they are, sexuality is part of that and so is gender. It’s not just about sexuality.

So I haven’t played the PlayStation 5 for around 2 months but I just found out there is now age verification that is now mandatory.

On a positive note I am getting used to singing on an out breath, I take in a deep breath through my mouth and inflate my stomach (not chest that’s important) and then slowly deflating my stomach as I slowly breath out as I sing. Makes a huge difference.

I did get my possible testosterone baseline before hrt which looks around 6nmol. Which was my result 4 months after sustanon injections at 15. No proof it got higher. That 4.4nmol was the result of mono therapy of estrogen and <0.5nmol was the result of the small amount of 50mg of Spironolactone.

Happy pride month!! a month where right wing cis white people complain about not knowing when their months are. They get every other month that isn’t pride month. Everything this month is gay.

That’s no a boast. That in unnecessary, at least Biden solution actually worked and didn’t waste resources or police time.

I feel like my life stopped at 10 and restarted at 30. Giving me the mentality and identity of a teenager with an ugly ass old body. No wonder I hate my reflection. I am so broken.

I only got one life, and this is where I have to spend it. In this FUCKING time, This FUCKING place, In this FUCKING body, Growing up in this bigoted, misogynistic family. Doesn’t matter if things are different now I should not have to grow up in it. I just want a childhood.

A part of me feels like I need to set up a go fund me for bottom surgery but 99% of me doesn’t see the point. It will never happen and it probably will never happen on the nhs either.

The fact we are not even half way through the Labour government is disgusting. When they want to implement laws to screw over groups they hate like trans and disabled it’s implemented instantly. When people ask for positive change it’s “it takes time”.

I am going to practice make up for the next few days haven’t worn any since Trans Mission and haven’t done it myself in so long.

Do people really think the term “intersex” is a slur? I never thought of it as one and use it.

Just told my mum about my name I had online at 21 called “Rachel Warren” also about the time I brought girls clothes for the first time at 18. Nice conversation about my journey tbf.

Leah Dempsey.... I kinda like it. Even my transphobic father said he really liked the name and finds it easier to call me that

Not gonna lie I probably find it easier to be refered to as Leah than Rachel. Also I love Leah Williamson and I too am a defender. Also can keep my old signature as it starts with L not R which is the same as my deadname.

I admit I am thinking of changing my name again to be easier on my parents. Something closer to my old name I was thinking Leah after Leah Williamson but am I even allowed as I got my deedpol changed to Rachel can I do it again.

Hopefully Wolverhampton Pride will cheer me up can’t wait for it. Since I wore a skirt to Trans Mission I may have to wear a skirt again.

Defo missed out which is why I plan to do a professional photoshoot with professional hair and make up done in a prom dress. Don’t care if people find it weird I never experienced it.

So the constant videos of them screaming at people and videos of their rallies shouting about trans people are still classed as online to RTD because he saw the clip online.

Just knock the whole White House down its had a good run but who wants to really be associated with it now.

Sometimes I miss twitter Shouting at terfs was the best way to get anger out. Just shouting abusing and mocking them treating them like the little bitches they are.

Honestly I can barely read that report I was given this morning. I think I hate my childhood and the NHS even more. Fuck the diagnosis I don’t care about getting my GRC or going to a GIC. In my eyes I will always hate the NHS.

I don’t think I ever felt more abused in my life.

Chiitan has approved we can be more aggressive to anti trans people now. We need a few sports bags loaded with bricks to throw now.

Not gonna lie. This has cheered me up a fair bit.

This is just gonna make me even more aggressive and abusive to the anti trans crowd now.

Gonna go to sleep for hopefully the rest of the day. Hoping this weather doesn’t keep me up though.

I literally punched myself three times in the jaw after seeing my reflection. Yeah not taking any of this well.