fully charged noise canceling headphones, cozy home clothes, seared tenderloin and baked potato dinner by mom, interesting youtube video to watch, a yummy drink and a night full of magic and fun ahead of me

IM GOING TI HAVE A LITTLE DRINK TONIGHT AFTER WORK BC IF I DONT IM GOING TO KMS HOLY SHIT…………..

every time i hear some thing calling my attention to ask a dumbass question here its like im playing NINAH bc i turn around and half the time its always some grotesque attempt at a person before me yelling and being fucking rude to me looking like that… like dude fuck you jfc……

my only solace from these stupid ugly troglodytes is hiding at the computer seat in the break room behind the nice wall so no one stares at me

woke up w half my face totally shot if anyone looks at me i’ll actually kms

my mom peeled me a tangerine that im eating while watching youtube and playing webkinz under my blanket……….. im 23

my hair got static-y when i tried to toss it back over my pillow im KILLING myself UGH !!!!!

im highkey rlly bad at ts its embarrassing…. :(

sleeping cozy in nothing but the sleeping shirt and underwear under two blankets on a snowy night is like god’s sweet gift to me

Snow bunny, bunny in the snow

i got my cornbread i got a small glass of mead im ready to larp as a peasant pilled villager chud medieval maxxing through this cruel winter storm in my small humble farm house

IT SNOWED YAY :D

I feel crazy bc my eyes will see what i see and think and believe off of that but years later i’ll look back on a picture of myself and think back to what i THOUGHT i looked like at the time of that picture and those two dont connect at ALL this is crazy

Im supposed to be a young and beautiful wild stallion running free (which i am duh) yet smth holds me back and i prance back to my pen….. like double u tee eff dude…….

Its SO cold its SO cold its SO cold its SO cold !!!!! Im freezing my butt off AND killing myself ALL in one go

In an attempt to avoid accidentally being mean to ppl bc im not big on socializing at work ive been accidentally mean to ppl as I’ve unknowingly been ignoring ppl trying to say hi and trying to get to know me on the recommendation of a friend i accidentally made at work sorry guys im blind and deaf…

I might be yunc it might be over im no stretching as deeply as i once did but i also just haven’t been stretching in general so maybe thats just on me and i just gotta stretch more 🤷‍♀️

Well not this instant im actually in a bad mood (if you couldn’t tell already) so i mixed me a captain palmer and im drawing hs troll girls having lesbian sex

Actually i will be sharing more even my boring thoughts but most likely my weird off the cuff stuff so buckle up ig 🤷‍♀️

sucks i usually dont got much to say lest i be hating it tf up at times le sigh

Mfw when my coworker asks how im doing after a few lovely work encounters with our customer base

Slow shambling bloated cross-eyed and brain dead they gather and gather and gather in droves roaming and congregating and coagulating it veers its vile gaze to me and all i see is nothing it makes me think in place for it and dig into its mind as if im meant to, disgusting, as if im not above it………?

My sinuses has been singed and my hand burns with the weight of the iron to my head as i walk the aisles in a desperate search for escape from the thing that reeks as it follows it corners and presses to me clinging on for dear life as if im its lover im forced to silence forced to pretend its human

There are grown adults that cant tell their left from their right and those same things come to me for my torture no matter how clearly i explain i must perform as a broken record for it and somehow im the villain im the idiot i somehow cant understand, then why not solve your own problem ? It cant

I have been gripping the iron to my temple since i walked in today everywhere i go whether or not it follows it reeks and reeks and reeks in here it feels impossible to see the humanity in animals that act like this ive seen too many throw their trash on the ground and not wash their hands, i cant……

Holy shit st elmos fire was so hard to get through its just crimes all mostly against the women and its really frustrating to watch jfc every man in the main 7 needs to be jailed or castrated its like everyones drugged since birth, every man is useless and i pity the women it fails the bechdel test…

eating crunchy green grapes in my blue bowl :D

Lots of strange lesbian discourse on twitter, why can’t the purple hearts and the gold stars just get along what’s the big deal…….

eating yummy pineapple chunks in my blue bowl :D

Calling out of work to go christmas shopping w my mom is lowkey what life’s all about

listen everyone can do whatever they want obviously but I fucking hate johnvrisrezi i fucking hate it get that mf out of their business why would a man be there what a dogass shit jfc…..

Gripping the iron harder today since i tried to play sea of thieves since mc is down but no its all of microsoft

Im wondering if i should straighten my hair again I haven’t done that in a long time like actual years possibly pushing a decade

Today kinda sucks minecraft is down im gripping that iron hard im emotional im bleeding my manager is being difficult and i still got work today

I bet that stupid designer grass sofa feels cool as fuck to lay in

I hate loud annoying men that are not my boys they are very loud and annoying……

Just ate some blue ice cream yay

A little intoxicated at this bday party and im drinking too many of my friend’s capri suns she said they’re her favorite and i need to stop i cannot steal ALL of them that would be awful and rude

I just said we have 6 minutes left until its time to clock out dont “girl what” me like we’re both staying until 11 o’clock exactly AND dont you fucking DARE go “omg ! We only have 5 minutes left !” A MINUTE AFTER I SAID WE HAVE 6 FUCK YOU HOLY SHIT GO BACK TO YOUR HORRIBLY UNFUNNY STRAIGHT BANTER !

straight ppl work banter got me putting a gun to my head and daring everyone to keep going while i squeeze it hard

I fucking hate my dipshit manager’s problem solving skills which are equal to that of a stupid lazy middle school teacher in some podunk middle of nowhere place bc yes it totally makes sense to punish everyone over one person’s mistake I’m going to tear someones head clean off their shoulders im mad

Bumping it to nightmare night alone on the floor as my fellow closer quit #davestrider

Is it bad to make fun of ppl that cant read ?

siiiiiiiiigh i want to play one of my most favorite games oat at this moment but alas i must await my friends to join me as no journey is greater than one with your closest mateys #seaofthieves

Just ate some burgers yummy #laborday

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