my perception of time is so fucked rn 🎨: @akirachi.bsky.social

when shit hits the fan the way it did for me last month, it’s hard not to be disappointed in myself for going on silent hiatus. I don’t like disappearing, but it’s how I cope with extreme stress (1/3)

I'm back on my BS - Beat Saber, that is 😏 I'm live now on Twitch, come say hi! www.twitch.tv/huitzi_vt

oooh excited for this!

so it turns out I have C-PTSD & a lot of things make sense now tbh 🫠

legit how I'm feeling rn 😵‍💫 I've been going at lightspeed for too long 🎨: @akirachi.bsky.social

mfw my scrungly kitty shoves his lil mouf next to my face, stanky breaf and all #huitziart | 🎨: its2minnn

stardew valley is singlehandedly carrying me through this week's rly bad flare-up ❤️‍🩹 which is funny cause the 5 other times I tried getting into stardew in the past, it didn't click 😅 I guess 6th time's the charm?

happy friday, cuties! are u workin hard, or hardly workin, hmm? 🤨

I'm going thru it rn so I wanted to share a line from my journal today for anyone going thru smth similar 🫶🏽 "My body carried me through that stress, and now it’s carrying me through the aftermath in the best and only way it knows how - by fighting. I’m grateful for the fight."

:// easily distracted 🖖🏽

meet me at blossomdance 🌸

✨ 𝔜𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔥𝔬 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔡 𝔪𝔢, 𝔞𝔯𝔢 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔰𝔲𝔯𝔢 𝔬𝔣 𝔲𝔫𝔡𝔢𝔯𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔫𝔡𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔪𝔶 𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔲𝔞𝔤𝔢? ✨ new #vtuber banner artwork by Noriben!

I feel this in my soul 😭

I forgot to show y'all the solo journal RPG games I'm starting with! I may have gone a lil overboard for a first haul, but I'm super excited to try each of these because they scratch different itches for me in terms of their subjects & themes!

"What progress, you ask, have I made? I have begun to be a friend to myself" - Seneca today's my bday! learning how to be kinder to myself has been the best gift I could have given myself 💖

aaah tmrw's my bday! 🥳 ironically, it falls on Mexican Mother's Day, so it's always felt a bit like an Uno reverse situation between me & my mom 😅 #huitziart | 🎨: its2minnn

ready to get into some more sticky business with me? it's not for the faint of heart 🤨 that's right, cuties! it's time for part 4 of my fav custom sticker in #MHWilds! but don't say I didn't warn u 👀 #monsterhunter #monsterhuntermemes

tonight I remembered bandaids give me chemical burns, even those for sensitive skin 😖 my chronic illness has mostly been dormant for the past 8 months so I haven't needed them, but I used one today for a flare-up & holy shiiiit taking off the bandaid hurt more than the wound wtfff

Pawpi. Destroyer of shower gloves. Fabled dweller of bathtubs.

so you're saying I shouldn't call this my birthday suit? 😳 because it has a different meaning on 21st century Earth?!?! 😱

the face that launched a thousand ships 😌

as I kick off my bday week & finish my 36th cycle around the sun, it rly does feel like a 'quest complete' moment. I've grown a lot this year, I've made peace with some personal demons & I've learned to dream a lil bigger 🫶🏽

happy sunday, cuties! hope you're all having a lovely start to this month 🫶🏽

my hands & fingers have been freezing this week 🥶 Reynaud's is weird like that - it's 86° F outside but my finger tips are aching because they feel so cold 😭

I have the human equivalent of the zoomies rn 🐶

I was planning on doing a wormhole stream tonight but I got cramps out of nowhere & I'm dealing with a tiny painful flare up & I had my first meeting at 6:30 am today, so I think ima just chill for tonight & stream on Sunday instead 🫶🏽

throwback to that one time Raph recorded my shame for the world to see 💀 I think I tried & failed to focus strike 5 times in a row 🙈

you've seen some of the steam achievements I'm most proud of, but now it's time to see my most cursed achievements 😈

mfw I finally beat the 10-star arch-tempered monster that's been bullying me all day 😌

No. Stop. We are Maxxing too many things. Let’s start Minning things. In fact let’s Minn almost everything.

when I became a vtuber, I knew that an area I rly wanted to dive into as a writer was my sci-fi character lore aka the Huitziverse 💫 over the past few months, I've finally started doing that, and altho it's going slowly, it's already been such a fulfilling project! (1/2)

another day, another batch of unhinged #MHwilds stickers 😝 here's part 3 of my fav custom stickers in my collection 🫰🏽

reach for the stars! ✨ tysm to @sweetscheme.bsky.social for this lovely fan art 💖

400+ cuties are now following me on Twitch!!! 🤯 tysm for helping me reach this milestone, it means so much to me!!! 🥰 #huitziart #vtuber | 🎨: @harisunstudios.bsky.social

not only is the universe stranger than we think, it's stranger than we can think 🤯 #heisenberg

woo I can breathe a huge sigh of relief now! 😮‍💨 this week's PC surgery + Windows reinstall was a success & things are running smoothly now!

tonight I learned about the existence of solo rpg journal games 😍 I already got a few, can't wait to try them!!!

meet me in hyperspace 🫶🏽 #huitziart | 🎨: @misslepardarts.bsky.social

I've been seeing hints of "VRoid models are low tier for vtubing" again, which is so frustrating to see. All vtuber model types are awesome! What matters is that it's the best model for you and your needs!

we late, but we out here! 😅 I'm live on 𝕿𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 grinding for wishlist items tonight in #MHWilds! 🔗 www.twitch.tv/huitzi_vt

plushie mizu 💗

my oldest active account on the internet is 24 years old 😳 FictionPress.com & FanFiction.net, u the real ones 🫶🏽

can I tell u a seikret? 🤫

today's the kinda day when I wanna cuddle up with a book by the window & chill 😌

I'm live now doing a DBD collab with @azraelshand.bsky.social! ❣️ it's been awhile since I've played so don't judge me 😭 🔗 www.twitch.tv/huitzi_vt

y'all thought I only had one page of unhinged #MHWilds stickers for show & tell? 🤨 nah, there's so much more where that came from 😎 here's part 2 of my sticker collection!

mfw I'm locked in as a cult leader leading my band of cuties 🐑 I've revisited Cult of the Lamb lately & forgot how much I love it!

I can't keep up, y'all 😭 #huitziart | 🎨: @liruukeliru.bsky.social