btw just so you know Silent Scream is still better than Scream cos I don't like singing. 😹

My anxiety and my blood is telling me something real bad is gonna happen to me soon. like losing a friend for no reason that i know. my RSD is in full force right now, even though all i want to do is support and help people, cos i can't do nothing myself. oughhh, i hope i am wrong.

I have this really deep scottish voice and stuff. but then I just want to be treated gently and stuff, which is the complete opposite and unfitting for my voice. 😹 very awkward.

both me at the same time.

in a "really wish I had someone in real life" mood the now. Just for physical contact. I don't like it all the time but I wish it a lot of the time 🐱 oh well. I do understand it will not be allowed to happen, but I do wish it. This is just a little bit of a vent post that is all.

In a perfect world we would be sble to play every nintendo game on subsequent consoles every xbox game on subsequents consoles etc. But this is not a perfect world

There is probably a lot of people who wish i would conveniently despawn from existence because of my autism. Not die, but just... stop being in existence so they never had to or continue having to deal with me. Much easier than if I died, although i am sure that's a close 2nd place.

we are about to see the worst ffxiv news of all time soon. Hope I'm wrong. but it's square enix we are talking about here.

I 100000% bet people are gonna claim credit that "complaining works" when Metroid comes out and it just happened to not be the way they said it was. Not like Sonic which got changed WAY before it's release, they are absolutely not changing major aspects of a game less than a month before release.

Whole Metroid thing literally proving my point that twitter and bluesky are basically the exact same. People act all high and mighty but at the end of the day both are filled with people bitching about the dumbest shit. The only difference is who owns the website.

All these metroid fans spoiling themselves before the game even came out. Yous are all talking about how shit something is from a preview, now yous are entering the game with a negative bias because of one guy who may or may not even exist more than what is shown. This is why i avoid prerelease shit

The anxiety feeling of feeling like you have done something wrong to someone but you don't know what you did wrong if anything is terrible. I can't even say it's unfounded when it actually came true at least one time, and I never even got an answer the one time it DID happen. I just want friends :(

Tech bro's tryna convince me a square shaped controller is good.

Ugh. Loaded into MSQ roullte and started feeling so weird and dizzy and sicky for no reason. This sounds like a joke but it was true. I wishi knew more about the brain. It could have been nothing. It could have been a strange overstimulation. it could have been medication issues. ill never know

Its extremely rare i get to play with a group just socially in FFXIV. It is nice, aside from im extremely socially awkward unfunny and AUTISM POWERED. Its the best im going to get unfortunately, as I know that within a couple sessions the hate will start to happen. It always does....

My most hated phrase in gaming is "Step in the right direction" because it's always used when a game does something slightly right. It doesn't seem to matter if for years there has been "step in the right direction" or if they show afterwards they will step back, people will keep saying it!!!

Kitten nap time

It should be punishable by burning at the stake if you make AI animal videos. I mean any AI of course but funny animal videos is a sacred ground. Do these fools not realize the ENTIRE reason this "genre" exists is because it isn't comtrolled by man or machine. It's the animLs silly brain!!!!

World first

Just saying btw EMBOAR HATERS you losed. We got the best new mega of the 3 1000%. And of course we have the best shiny of them too, but Feraligatr is respectable in that regard too.

2025 year of how many times can we make me ill for NO reason (sometimes a reason). Holy moly man. IM TOO POOR TO BE GETTING ILL. BODY DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND I CANT AFFORD TO TREAT YOUUUUUUUUU.

needing 1000 TRAINER battles for a shiny charm is the dumbest thing I ever heard. 1000 is a fairly high amount, and what does this have to do with researching wild pokemon and getting an item for wild pokemon only. 500 was bad enough, it should have just stayed there at least.

I think the games drunk.

They call me the Sword Master, because I am great with spears. (Pilgrim's Traverse solo, finally not too sick to continue it) Paladin in PT is basically freedom mode as long as you don't mess around too much.

I have nothing against No Sugar soda's but damn almost everything is "no sugar" now and they just always taste way worse. every time. It's already super unhealthy, at least keep it's taste man 😹

You know, I often see people from other fandoms that I have no idea about but I see them sad their series is losing it's identity or dying and then I think about the things I like and how I feel the same way a lot of the time but most people just say pointless stuff like "nostalgia blind". Oh well.

Ps2 gave us 2 of my top 5 ff games so thats cool. (X is 5, and XII is 4th, 6, 5, 9 for the top 3.)

Sonic fans, they may be all over the place even to the point of some saying Sonic 06 is actually good ( As in good good, not "I like it good" as I actually am the latter lol. its terrible, but i like it). The one thing everyone can agree on... Sonic 4 is complete garbage.

I grew up with games like Halo, Cod, Doom, GTA, Mortal Kombat etc and didn't turn out violent. My dad grew up with Frogger on the commodore ( maybe) and he was more violent than i ever would be. Conclusion? Frogger is the game that makes people violent, not the mature ones. 😹

You know, I could say whatever I want about ZA but since I haven't recorded any of my experiences, no one would truly understand and just take it as random bitching. Surely SURELY people can see the problems with an action battle where you can't control the movement of the pokemon... but the AI can?

Proof I found the 1 in 8192.... Trillion. Glasses Shop.

NO WAY I FOUND A GLASSES SHOP. THE ONLY ONE IN ALL OF LUMIOSE CITY. Why the HELL are they so stingy on glasses bruh. They got something against us huh? We too smart for them? I see.

One time when I was playing ZA there was a guy hiding in an alleyway who looked EXACTLY like the youtuber who came up with the over the top ( but enjoyable) Alchemy theory. Lockstin or something. I was so scared for him to ambush me...

Me when I check a WHOLE SHOPPING CENTRE and find no glasses for the 5th time. Bruh why is finding glasses in Pokemon Legends so goddamn difficult. IT'S A CITY THEY SHOULD BE IN EVERY DAMN SHOP HAVE YOU NEVER BEEN TO A CITY GAMEFREAK.

We were delayed due to time issues, as usually this would be done in the first day or so. but finall completed the DD. Definitely one of the easier ones, mostly good updates but lacking a "Kill" pomander if you know what I mean. Now we can go for the Superboss. (I'm the left one. PLD. I know...)

This guy is so funny like. Idk why. Hes just so default and appears for no reason and has 1 line of dialog.

I hate this shiny hunt method because its EXTREMELY simple and fast and easy, but that's not why, the reason I hate it is because I hate methods that make me feel like im doing something wrong, which is all of the ones with zero feedback. So sandwiches were close, but this one 100% fits.

Just now realizing the random name i came up with for one of my characters is actually a real name and also is a man not a womans name. Too bad I'm not going to change it because i dont actually care about gendering names for some reason.

Man I really wish i could have discussions but everywhere is just an all positive or all negative bubble and it's so tiring. I just don't understand pure positivity ( I understand pure negativity a little more just because I think things are more negative than not, but still not 100% negative)

Having the daynight cycle steal your pokemon might be the dumbest thing I have seen this company do in a long time. Since forced exp share maybe. Not quite as dumb as shiny locks, but close.

Getting pokemon gamers to understand what the word "options" means still remains an impossible task all these years later. At some point I just gotta stop trying because it always devolves into something irrelevant. 99% of the time options are objectively a good thing. simple as.

I am convinced triangles are the key to unraveling the universe itself like the strand of a carpet just like it was triangles that morphed the 2d into 3d games, it will be triangles that morph 3d to 4d life

Is there some sort of cycle with fiction where it's a common opinion for people to think lore and worldbuilding and stuff is cool, but then after a while it turns into "it's boring and uninteresting since it's not part of the main plot". Thats what I am seeing more of lately and it's baffling.

Living is like a malteser in the mouth. It slowly wears down and eventually, though there is still toughness left, the dissolving cascades until the malteser is no more. Replace malteser with Willpower, although you may have the willpower in another area, if your core dies the rest will fall.

I spoke too soon. Oughhh. I was supposed to be doing the deep dungeon with people on tuesday, we had to delay a week already. I hope this goddamn nauseua goes away. I can handle anything but i am scared of being sick so i hate nausea. Pathetic i know but it is what it is. Terrible year for me oughhh

Damn i think i figured out what my problem was and its the stupidest thing ever. Anxiety causing symptoms that make me anxious that cause symptoms tha- yeah you get it. which would be fine if i knew it from the start, but i didn't. I'm soo stupid man. To be fair though like it's illogical to me so.

i saw 5 ants earlier, then another 5 ants. call me a landlord because I̶ u̶s̶e̶ m̶y̶ p̶o̶w̶e̶r̶ t̶o̶ a̶b̶u̶s̶e̶ t̶h̶o̶s̶e̶ b̶e̶l̶o̶w̶ m̶e̶ I have tenants

I have had a fuckiiing day. holy moly. on top of a terrible week of illness. ain't over yet but phew. I have been distrusting of the UK healthcare for a long time but I honestly give up now. No hate to the specific people who work in there, it's a system issue not a person one. usually.