Hey guys. Guess what I'm writing. One of my current wips? No, don't be silly. It's another new idea, of course, which has eaten up my brain and has an indeterminate shelf life which will only last as long as the new-idea-high sticks around

how the fuck are they gonna make this playable

JUST GOT THE CUTEST COMM DELIVERED I'M SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP !!

man the enstars fandom is rancid sometimes i'm glad my friends in it are sane and nice

weekend writing update: i got like 1k words down over three days LOL but whatever. progress is progress

lrp; i know a lot of people who are uncomfortable reading sex scenes, but as someone who has largely only read fics by filtering to E for like a decade, and someone who mostly writes E - the sex is part of the story. if it's PWP, sex IS the story. And it's just as valuable a medium as "pure" things

i ate

Updated my ship list to be more cohesive bc why not. Love and peace

chat i'm writing a handful of enstars characters i've never touched before (did some studying beforehand) and this is incredibly nervewracking. i don't want to butcher someone's blorbo.... but if i pull it off i hope to make this small ship's fans happy

bruh usps wouldn't take the international package. I LOOKED UP BEFOREHAND IF THEY SHIP THERE

i have not yet written today but i AM about to ship two packages i've been putting off for months. and i drew a new oc. go me go

was scrambling to find something i ordered to ship to oomf in venezuela. i got it back in october and i could not for the life of me find it. husband walks in my room, looks for 5 minutes, and finds it. mf

hello it's the weekend for me (fridays off) and i'm not crashing out so bad anymore. let's hope that remains true

Really wish more people understood that people with mental disorders do in fact have symptoms that are uncomfortable and inconvenient for themselves and others. Sorry to break it to you I'm not collecting these for fun

just rated my enstars fics for fun on a tierlist and it's interesting to see what my own favorites are... i can be both really critical of my writing and also really appreciative in turn - it's hard not to love something i've put so much work into, but it's also easy to see its flaws.

hi fiooms my friend needs help on a university project about art and community, it’d mean a lot if you could fill it and share it with other people in fandom you know 💚 it asks about monetization, fan vs oc content, and AI. it’s about all kinds of art and open to everyone, creators or not!

i've added 2 new hajihoku wips since i posted this. the brain disease is terminal i fear

the executive dysfunction is hitting so hard this weekend. i've written like 1k words, drawn one meme, and done mostly fuck all otherwise

Finally did this.... It's hard not to be able to pick every member of rabits LOL

my stupid, stupid boys #enstars #あんスタ #trickstar

laying on the couch and questioning my life and why everything feels terrible when i'm not actively doing shit. the second i stop and take a break then everything feels impossible - like i have to have constant momentum. but doing that also burns me out. so like WHAT IS THE SOLUTION

i want my fics to be done so i can read themmmmmm... i've only been able to write a little today and the rest of the time i've been feeling extremely Off and I Don't Know Why

Me: I need to get a better handle on my impulse spending Happyele: parallel maze keychains

"producer, let's take ibuprofen together!"

falls over with a cocktail in my hand. did you guys know that i really love hajihoku

TSUN IS A WONDERFUL HUMAN BEING AND FRIEND, FOLLOW HERRRR

i am working on three wips at once rn. is this efficient? absolutely not. am i having fun? yeah!

i miss hajihoku.....

until ellipsus releases that stats feature for paid users they've mentioned as a possibility in the past, going to start keeping track of my wip pile manually i can't believe i have that many hajihoku wips but on the other hand, yeah that sounds about right

Mood swing central today but kicking my feet and giggling bc I'm back in the state of mind to daydream about hajihoku

how is it that i wrote like 5k in the last couple days but all that i can manage today is a few hundred 😭

go my scarab archiveofourown.org/works/639095...

wehhhhhhhhhhhhh

I'M BORED AS HELL i wish i was able to do /anything/ dawg 😭

my writing momentum really dropped off,,, i want to work on ch3 but i'm feeling a weird block again. in good news i've been drawing a bit and that's been fun. but can the fic juice come back please?

husband asked me if there's anything special i want to do for easter. i just went uhhhhh. and shot back with anything you wanna do for passover? and he went uhhhhh. we are the Most practicing of our inherited religions ever

The reorg is done 🎉 I'm very pleased with it!

reorganizing my shrine time~ thank god for my husband's 3d printer hobby, he can make me exactly the shelf risers i need. for now i'm playing around with the top 2 shelves and trying to decide on a layout i like. i think i got the top shelf right in the first photo but second shelf is troubling

mwahaha i just ripped all my rabits CDs to my pc. if anyone ever wants the original song files (with junya instead of kobayashi) in high quality mp3 format, hmu!

good morning

fic update on tumblr yesterday that remains true and also look how cute my little border is there, inspired by moot @ whooshtanyth!!! check out his fics here -> archiveofourown.org/users/whoosh...

i'm a fraud i changed back to hajihoku layout. ntmg will come back in a few months

has there ever been a more beautiful note of music than hajime's high note in the boku sketch bridge... i don't think so

ahhhhhh i have hit 30 enstars fics on ao3!!! running from the guilt of 2 of those being unfinished multichaps, but i think that's pretty cool!!! i love dabbling in other stuff but i fear it's true i might be Here Forever

らくがき

i'm so YAPPY I WANT TO YAPPPPP

IM BACK ON THE HORSE BABEY, WROTE 3K SO FAR TODAY AND I DON'T THINK I'LL STOP JUST YET!!

SCREAMING THIS FROM THE FUCKING ROOFTOPS

idc what anybody says hare no hi sugar wave is one of the best songs to ever exist. i need to redo my rabits song rankings but that one is still near the top

i like seeing another rarepair writer in the wild on ao3 and saluting their ship through the misty waters