okay, now an actual update regarding what's going on: the entirety of the letter's lane has been planned out. every chapter. the only thing in the way is my writer block. it will follow a different format (which im unsure if itll be reused in the future), which will spotlight certain characters..

7 minutes in heaven? more likely than you think.

looking back on book one and liking it a bit. the only issue is that sometimes i just end up laughing at myself. it's oddly entertaining. especially in the context of the later chapters i have in mind / the ending overall..

new chapter is out. two in one! it's only getting worse.

you can't spell "breakdown" without B O T T L E !! ..what do you mean you can't spell it that way?

oh god at this rate there's gonna be two chapters in one day oh no

new chapter. two can see what lies in the water, but only one can understand what lies beyond it.

i'm bottling it!

that relationship is complicated.

there will be a lot more magic elements than you'd expect. it's like a curse or something

i would also like to say, part two's conflict is also shows more of that relationship. it's not what you came here for, but i'm hoping you'd see it through. a friendship that had formed may be temporarily broken apart.

i would say, part two develops more of the "lore" behind what happens in part one, despite taking place in the future. it might take a bit to get to that point, but you'll find a way to understand it at some point. i'm looking forward to showing you it.

i lied. chapter 3 is here.

I can't expect myself to update this month currently. I apologize. I have a fear in me about the fic currently. I can't expect myself to update if I'm afraid of my own work. If you don't see anything tomorrow, that might be why. Again, I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't fear it, it can't be helped.

chrck it out im in the house

alright, the jig is up. happy valentine's day! 🩵 as for what i was waiting for, there's now a sequel of that one work on ao3. i think you know which one. check it out! it's not finished yet, but that's ok. we'll see where it goes. thank you for waiting on me. i hope you enjoy it :D

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2 days. i don't even know what to do anymore, but the more i think about it, the more excited and afraid i feel. i hope everyone enjoys it as well.

3. i had these relationship chart things made because i dont have anything better to do for the next week im stuck in my house. ..but bluesky is not cooperating. womp.

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5.. i got sick.

6 days

8 days

9 days here's a silly guy! a small classroom doodle

10 days

OHMYGOD IT ENDED ON AN EVEN NUMBER I SWEAR IT WASNT INTENTIONAL

the ending has officially been posted. ..

tomorrow.

i posted the chapter. oh my god i posted it. i don't know if you all would agree with me, but i genuinely think i did amazing this time. at least in certain parts. i felt truly emotional. i hope you all will feel for the ending of this part of the story. 🖤

winner's breakdown is also so real.

writing while performing is an interesting experience.

ok but imagine being loser and seeing your ex-costar spidermaning off the walls as they chase after you i would be TERRIFIED

eight crazy nights

it's so cold now , i wish it wasnt this sucks anyways i dropped chapter 25.

since the end is coming, here are some stuff that i had lying around (mainly placeholder stuff + "planning") anyways part 1 coming soon. -- context in alts vv

with all intent to foreshadow, if there were to be a song that plays at the end of the story, it would be Your New Home from the amazing digital circus.

I know it's rather early, but in terms of the final four chapters: Paragraph 2 might be completed today. I know, very early. As for the two chapters after that, expect them to come close after. I'm very excited for this. And I hope you all are as well.

happy new year everyone i forgot to live sorry

new chapter at the early hour (for both me and them) i might go into more detail about the chapter end note later ..i think all of you should read the chapter end note 👀

merry christmas to all who may celebrate. if not, then happy holidays (i think that's what you say??) new chapter comes soon.

“i hope to be reborn once more. brought back in such a way, that my flowers dont fall too far from you.” ♪ it's a suspiciously-shaped quote. image not mine.

friendly reminder to not be hopelessly in love at a train station at 4am

i migjt chanve the layout of the thing again its starting to bother me anywyas anothe rphone drawing that may or may not be related to the thing

happy ganksthiving, if you celebrate. i'm thankful for all of you who enjoy what i wrjte :D anyways new chapter tomorrow.

im considering discontinuing, mainly because of the seasonal depression stuff - or what seems to be. i dont know how to fix this lack of energy. At the same time, my break's coming up. i might get to rest and get back to chapters. good night, thank you

i look down and see this little guy it's not his anniversary anymore, but it's funny

i know i keep posting random stuff, but completely unrelated that i might be going insane. i named my cheesecake. she's susan. she's 23, and she's an icon.

if i keep listening to this same song on repeat the whole chapter is gonna be themed after it

i remember being in the store late at night on halloween, getting free pumpkins and thinking of what my fic would become it become more of what i hoped. uu happy halloween ;-;

local man realizes she has to start working again soon